You ever felt that on the journey between the beginning and the end, you just lost your piece of mind, your belief, your faith but you had more hope than you did when you first started? That's me. I think a lot..I observe the fine lines of my footsteps wherever I am. I pretty much link myself to another world where hope and ambition is sometimes pushed away from reality, blocked by a wall that can only be crushed by powerful emotions. And I'm learning how to harness my weaknesses, pursue the powerful - music, writing, friendship.I have finally reached 21, the peak of adulthood and no longer defined by mainstream western perspectives as being a 'child' or 'teen' rather a persona that requires an individual balance of mind, body and soul to reach the goals of my rollercoaster led life. I want to succeed in what I've set my goals to be a natural 'follow your heart' endurance, and I intend of having nothing less of support, and nothing more of current brick walls. I am very intrigued by the number of human morales who think they know enough to know me to question what paths I'm taking when in fact, they have cracks of their own they should question... so in that case, my question to them (could it be you?) is... 'what did i ever do to you'?.. in its most submissive yet strongest sense, that is a bracket for 'fuck off and mind your own business'.So, hi. For those who are willing to be properly introduced to my world without a cent of conjecture or assumption, my name is Melina. I am a scorpio and almost close to being diagnosed as mild-obsessive compulsive. I think being a housewife would be an amazing occupation and I salute the mother who bore me and sacrified her life in that occupation to raise myself and my 2 wonderful siblings: the MJ's. I don't forget my father, the amazing dad who passed the 'computer geek' genes and also gave the 'world' as an experience I will never regret living. No one's perfect, and neither is my family. But I am content and will live to fight for that feeling in my finest hours of the hour glass.I am a 2nd year student in BA Communication. My life is in Cardiff right now where I do full time studying, and part time working as a supervisor for the Student's Union Box Office. I'm not all academic, because where my cocoon is, I have taken my 2nd year as the creme de la creme of opportunities, where hip hop classes, shopping,work, creating havoc with Pinky Red, hobbies and my boomy makes the melting pot taste even better.