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ms fargo if you please!

The soul that can speak with its eyes can also kiss with a gaze.

About Me

do you really want to know really? well ok then: i'm 24, i grew up in Tucson, went to catholic school, raised hell and was kicked out. when i was 18 i decided to see the world and got as far as pinetop.... fun times to be had by all: working at the wally world, living in a trailer and drinking the evenings away.... i met the infamous ex there and started the worst 3 years of my life.... finally i got sick of being told that i sucked and cut him off like a gangrenous limb... i have a beautiful 4 year old girl and for some reason she keeps growing up at an inexplicably fast pace. Anyway update for those who know me :) No current updates on Paul's job stuff, the apartment is finally out of boxes (except some books that we have no shelf room for)and Ariel is getting ready to start schools, I hope (let's see if I can get her in)... Well smooches - love you guys
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Jessica Marie
Birthday: the 159th day of the year nineteen hundred and eighty-two
Birthplace: the 602
Current Location: the 480... Mesa
Eye Color: brown to green sometimes they're kinda yellow..it depends on mood
Your Eyes Should Be Brown
Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom
What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

Hair Color: subject to change, currently brown
Height: not quite 5'6
Right Handed or Left Handed: leftie :)- some would say that i am not to be trusted
Your Heritage: i'm a mutt & a half.... the mexican side of the family is made up of typical mexican indian & mexican euromutts (basque & bohemian) & then there is the white bread side of the family, which is German & Irish - what a cluster fuck!
The Shoes You Wore Today: flip flops
Your Weakness: found it - nicotine!!! boo hoo!!!
Your Fears: ? get back to me on that one
Your Perfect Pizza: chicago style w/ pepperoni & jalapenos - maybe a little ranch on the side
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: i don't set goals, because then you have to accomplish them
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: i dunno, asks someone who actually uses im as a common way to converse with people they dont know
Thoughts First Waking Up: damn!
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes & my butt: it's big & comfortable to sit on
Your Bedtime: sometimes not at all
Your Most Missed Memory: can't remember
Pepsi or Coke: does it matter?
MacDonalds or Burger King: so i tried to eat mickey d's the other day, tummy no likey!
Single or Group Dates: depends on who's going
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: homemade, chamomile w/ honey & milk or a nice vanilla chai
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate, what kind of stupid question is that?
Cappuccino or Coffee: espresso, if you're gonna drink it do it right!
Do you Smoke: trying the quiting thing again...... it's so hard.... like i said me weakness is nicotine... fuck!
Do you Swear: please see last question, thank you for your cooperation
Do you Sing: in the car & to my kid
Do you Shower Daily: yes i do, however i am not so girly as to whine when something comes up that the shower has to put on the backburner or if i have to shower at night because i woke up late in the morning or when i go camping or when i dont feel like it, etc..
Have you Been in Love: sure have, i think anyone that has reached my age & says that they have never been in love has no soul
Do you want to go to College: I DONT KNOW!!!
Do you want to get Married: yes, but it'll happen when pigs fly and the rivers flow with chocolaty goodness.....
Do you belive in yourself: yes i do believe that i exsist
Do you get Motion Sickness: when i read in the car
Do you think you are Attractive: cute, but lets not get too full of ourselves - okay!
Are you a Health Freak: no, but i do try & eat healthy.....
Do you get along with your Parents: yes, but that's probably because we don't talk very often
Do you like Thunderstorms: hell yeah! they are the bestest, especially when ur drinking a beer on the porch
Do you play an Instrument: no.........except the sax very very very horrendously.....i want to learn to play the cello... oh update: Amy80 (the most awesomest girl in all the land) gave me her Gretsch, so I'm learning to play the bass
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: a bit, but it's slowed quite a bit
In the past month have you Smoked: yes, trying to quit, stop reminding me
In the past month have you been on Drugs: i'm sorry, what? have we met before?
In the past month have you gone on a Date: every night, i love living with my hunny
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah no mall for me :)
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: i haven't eaten an oreo in forever & i have never seen them in a box.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: sushi & belushi - thanks paul! :)
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope i have not...
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no.......but if the opportunity were to arise i might take it
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no!!!!!!!!! goes against the few morals i have
Ever been Drunk: more & more often as of late
Ever been called a Tease: yes - but that's not fair, i dont have to sleep with someone ever time i flirt
Ever been Beaten up: no.....i always win....thanks for putting me in Karate mom!
Ever Shoplifted: no.....it thought we already covered this, are you paying attention to me?
How do you want to Die: in my sleep......
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: me thanks
What country would you most like to Visit: Germany or Scotland, tho i have been recommended to New Zealand
You Belong in Amsterdam
A little old fashioned, a little modern - you're the best of both worlds. And so is Amsterdam.
Whether you want to be a squatter graffiti artist or a great novelist, Amsterdam has all that you want in Europe (in one small city).

In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: a certain pair of blue eyes have my attention
Favourite Hair Color: black or brown
Short or Long Hair: it doesn't matter
Height: taller than me when i'm not where heels is fine
Weight: bigger than me ;P
Best Clothing Style: skater/punkish
Number of Drugs I have taken: ever? lots, thanks
Number of CDs I own: god, i'd have to count
Number of Piercings: 4 holes in the ears + one
Number of Tattoos: 6
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 2
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My Interests

so i needed to update this......interests: reading, snowboarding (maybe i'll get to do this next year), hiking (again when the weather permits), yoga (hooray flexibility), good food (eating it & cooking it), a bottle chianti (yummy!), a good beer, vodka & tequila, movies, music, my baby grrrrrl & one certain cutie, i'm sure i have more interests, but i'm not telling all my secrets..... What Classic Pin-Up Are You?
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I'd like to meet:

on the top of the list for people who are alive: Warren Ellis - check him out @ www.warrenellis.com

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Jessica Marie
Birthday: the 159th day of the year nineteen hundred and eighty-two
Birthplace: the 602 the 602
Current Location: tucson
Eye Color: brown to green depending on mood
Your Eyes Should Be Brown
Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom

What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

Hair Color: subject to change, currently brown
Height: 5'6
Right Handed or Left Handed: leftie :)- some would say that i am not to be trusted
Your Heritage: i'm a mutt & a half.... the mexican side of the family is made up of typical mexican indian & mexican euromutts (basque & bohemian) & then there is the white bread side of the family, which is German & Irish - what a cluster fuck!
The Shoes You Wore Today: flip flops
Your Weakness: found it - nicotine!!! boo hoo!!!
Your Fears: ? get back to me on that one
Your Perfect Pizza: chicago style w/ pepperoni & jalapenos - maybe a little ranch on the side
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: school, school, school!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: i dunno, asks someone who actually uses im as a common way to converse with people they dont know
Thoughts First Waking Up: damn!
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes & my butt, it's big & comfortable to sit on
Your Bedtime: sometimes not at all
Your Most Missed Memory: can't remember
Pepsi or Coke: does it matter?
MacDonalds or Burger King: so i tried to eat mickey d's the other day, tummy no likey!
Single or Group Dates: depends on who's going
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: homemade, chamomile w/ honey & milk or a nice vanilla chai
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate, what kind of stupid question is that?
Cappuccino or Coffee: espresso, if you're gonna drink it do it right!
Do you Smoke: trying the quiting thing again...... it's so hard.... like i said me weekness is nicotine... fuck!
Do you Swear: please see last question, thank you for your cooperation
Do you Sing: in the car & to my kid
Do you Shower Daily: yes i do, however i am not so girly as to whine when something comes up that the shower has to put on the backburner or if i have to shower at night because i woke up late in the morning or when i go camping or when i dont feel like it, etc..
Have you Been in Love: sure have, i think anyone that has reached my age & says that they have never been in love has no soul
Do you want to go to College: yes - read my profile!
Do you want to get Married: so the honest answer is yes, however i dont count on that happening at any point in time in the near or distant future currently....
Do you belive in yourself: yes i do believe that i exsist
Do you get Motion Sickness: when i read in the car
Do you think you are Attractive: cute, but lets not get too full of ourselves - okay!
Are you a Health Freak: no, but i do try & eat healthy.....
Do you get along with your Parents: yes, but that's probably because we don't talk very often
Do you like Thunderstorms: hell yeah! they are the bestest, especially when ur drinking a beer on the porch
Do you play an Instrument: no.........except the sax very very very horrendously.....i want to learn to play the cello
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: a bit, but it's slowed quite a bit
In the past month have you Smoked: yes, trying to quit, stop reminding me
In the past month have you been on Drugs: antibiotic & an inhailer.... does that count?
In the past month have you gone on a Date: maybe, maybe not
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: so i ripped my jeans this weekend at the vine so i had to go to the mall and get a new pair of jeans
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: i haven't eaten an oreo in forever & i have never seen them in a box.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: sushi & belushi - thanks paul! :)
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope i have not...
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no.......but if the opportunity were to arise i might take it
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no!!!!!!!!! goes against the few morals i have
Ever been Drunk: more & more often as of late
Ever been called a Tease: yes - but that's not fair, i dont have to sleep with someone ever time i flirt
Ever been Beaten up: no.....i always win....thanks for putting me in Karate mom!
Ever Shoplifted: no.....it thought we already covered this, are you paying attention to me?
How do you want to Die: in my sleep......
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: me thanks
What country would you most like to Visit: Germany or Scotland, tho i have been recommended to New Zealand
You Belong in Amsterdam
A little old fashioned, a little modern - you're the best of both worlds. And so is Amsterdam.
Whether you want to be a squatter graffiti artist or a great novelist, Amsterdam has all that you want in Europe (in one small city).

In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: a certain pair of blue eyes have my attention
Favourite Hair Color: black or brown
Short or Long Hair: it doesn't matter
Height: taller than me when i'm not where heels is fine
Weight: bigger than me ;P
Best Clothing Style: skater/punkish
Number of Drugs I have taken: hehe!!!i plead the fith...you don't know who looks at this
Number of CDs I own: god, i'd have to count
Number of Piercings: 4 holes in the ears + one
Number of Tattoos: 6
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 2

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Music:

Eclectic: Pink Floyd, The Doors, Coldplay, She Wants Revenge,Radiohead, White Stripes, Wyclef, The Roots, Bad Boy Bill, Richard HumptyVision,Bond, Mozart, Beetoven, U2, The Postal Service, Beck, Pearl Jam, Nirvanna, ABT, Jimmy Hendrix, lsd.j. (check him out he's in my friends list, as short as it is), Paul van Dyke, Paul Oakenfold, Gorrillaz, Black Eyed Peas (old stuff before Fergie), Arcade Fire, Johnny Cash, NIN, Primus, Norah Jones, Portishead, Muse, Madonna, Mazzy Star, Led Zeppelin, Social Distortion, the Vandals, the Dead Milkmen, the Violent Femmes, Bad Religion, etc.... you get the idea.

Movies:



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Which Star Wars Jedi/Sith are you?
Yoda
Dynamite in a small package, and long-lasting, like the Energizer bunny. While you are wise and calm, you are able to call on your killer instincts and be kick-ass. Some may call you a ‘sleeper’. With such great power comes some arrogance, but you are quick to return to humility and fix your mistakes. You have certainly left your mark on the world, in good and bad ways, and it was kinda sad to see you go. But no need to worry, you have gained immortality even though you can’t wield your toothpick of a lightsabre anymore.

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Television:

The Daily Show, Scrubs, ER (sorry, it's really just a habit at this point) & CSI (Vegas- the rest are pretty gay).....other than that there isn't much that i watch other than PBS programs

Books:

i'll read it if you put it in front of me. mostly fantasy, fiction and sci-fi

Heroes:

My Tata (for my gringo amigos: Grandfather) he is the most awesome person I have ever met......I never hear him complain.....i should be more like him!

My Blog

Im fuckin pissed @ myspace!!!

and do you want to know why? because apparently the pictures of my jacked knees from a fall down the stairs from last week could possibly be seen a "violent" subject matter.....  IT'S BULLSHIT!!!...
Posted by ms fargo if you please! on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 10:34:00 PST

i’ve been up for 21 hours and there’s no sign of relief

man, oh man, oh man....  so Paul's out for the "Game Crazy" convention/buyer's whatever you want to call it and i can't fuckin sleep.... i've decided that i don't really like it when he's gone, e...
Posted by ms fargo if you please! on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 01:56:00 PST

a lone teary insomniac

so i need to be up in 4 hours approximately, however tonight sleep is like smoke.. i can tell it's near, i can smell and touch it, but i can't catch it.... i'm missing paul so much... it's been 4 week...
Posted by ms fargo if you please! on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 01:55:00 PST

hey there!!!!

So sorry that it's been forever and a day since i wrote anything in here.... but here we go. Phoenix is treating me well so far. I really want to start working and have a couple of things that might p...
Posted by ms fargo if you please! on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 02:25:00 PST

too much

i'm not sure that i can handle the stress at work any more.... too much bs, too many things that i can f up.... i dont want to do it anymore... wish me luck on  the job search will you?  i n...
Posted by ms fargo if you please! on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 09:28:00 PST

weekend update again...

so i had an awesome weekend in phx... the PRIMUS was amazing... i was entranced with Les Claypool's hands for about the first half of the concert, that man is amazing & when he goes to heaven (bec...
Posted by ms fargo if you please! on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 10:22:00 PST

my weekends

so as of late i've been up in the phx.... not a bad city i have to say, but really is any city really all that bad if you find someone to be with there? i'd have to say no.. luckily i have found a few...
Posted by ms fargo if you please! on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 04:42:00 PST

It's the most wonderful time of the year!!!

aaaaahhhhh the christmas, hunakah, kwanza, gimme some shit because i'm alive season is upon us.... yeah!!!! no don't get me wrong, i love christmas, it gives me a reason to give things to people that ...
Posted by ms fargo if you please! on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 07:24:00 PST

sniffle

so she asked about you today.... there was nothing to say but the truth, i dont lie to her you know. when she asked why we weren't going to see you i had to tell her that we wouldnt be seeing you anym...
Posted by ms fargo if you please! on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 11:10:00 PST

this is why hemmingway wrote drunk

there is a reason hemmingway wrote competely blitzed... emotions are so much more intense.. the passion is so much more clear & the reason is tangible... i can seewhy there are alcholoholics.. i c...
Posted by ms fargo if you please! on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 02:54:00 PST