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About Me

I'm pursuing my photography....... I live in Boston. I have ideas... Ideas are a brewing as I write this.
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From Go-Quiz.com"We had two bags of grass, seventy-five pellets of mescaline, five sheets of high-powered blotter acid, a saltshaker half-full of cocaine, and a whole galaxy of multi-colored uppers, downers, laughers, screamers... Also, a quart of tequila, a quart of rum, a case of beer, a pint of raw ether, and two dozen amyls. Not that we needed all that for the trip, but once you get into locked a serious drug collection, the tendency is to push it as far as you can. The only thing that really worried me was the ether. There is nothing in the world more helpless and irresponsible and depraved than a man in the depths of an ether binge, and I knew we'd get into that rotten stuff pretty soon. " HST
I AM A SCIENTIST gbv.
I am a scientist - I seek to understand me
All of my impurities and evils yet unknown
I am a journalist - I write to you to show
I am an incurable
And nothing else behaves like me
And I know whats right
But Im losing sight
Of the clues for which I search and choose
To abuse
To just unlock my mind
Yeah, and just unlock my mind
I am a pharmacist
Prescriptions I will fill you
Potions, pills and medicines
To ease your painful lives
I am a lost soul
I shoot myself with rock & roll
The hole I dig is bottomless
But nothing else can set me free
And I know whats right
But Im losing sight
Of the clues for which I search and choose
To abuse
To just unlock my mind
Yeah, and just unlock my mind
I am a scientist - I seek to understand me
I am an incurable and nothing else behaves like me
Everything is right
Everything works out right
Everything fades from sight
Because thats alright with me
My blogs are a good indication of who I am. I am a mixture of pretentiousness, and self deprecating humour. I will tend to spell certain words in British English. I'm not sure why. My nickname in junior high was filibuster. It has to do with my name and love of debating. Though I don't debate as much as I used. I grew tired of the debating scene. Nothing but a meat market. People only seem to want to get into your mind.
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My Interests

is this the part were we are suppose to think we are soul mates? Urban exploration
Reading
Photography
Art
Psychology
Philosophy
music

I'd like to meet:


the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk,mad to be saved , desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a common place thing but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars.
- Jack Kerouac
I love my friends, they are all mad in their own way. Murderface can blackmail me, as can most of my friends. My top four are my best friends, people who know me, has seen my crazy side, my sad side, my case of zima and legal speed side.( I swear it was for my asthma) Andrea has been my friend through out my life, since I was about five. (I want the photo of us with the gelatin spikes!) I corrupted her with the sex pistols in 8th grade. Michele and Sue came later on (middle school) and Tracy showed up in my life during college. (Body Piles in the living room) I have the best friends.

Music:

I am a music geek and my fingers will fall off if I write all the bands I listen to. If you are interested I can make you a mix tape, and you can make me one as well. I like punk better then metal. I can get into some metal (motorhead),but I respond better to punk, it was the anti-escapism of hardcore punk, post punk, and punk that I really liked.I like indie,low fi, industrial, art punk (virgin prunes), and New Wave from the 80's (Cure, Siouxsie,INXS, Joy division, etc.),Big Black, Mission of Burma,Gang of Four, The Kills, Beta Band, Dead Kennedy's, Sex Pistols, Nick Cave and his various bands, These Immortal Souls, Crime and the City Solution, Neubauten, Al Green, Marvin Gaye, Otis Redding, John Cage, Bowie, Eno, Roxy Music, old soul, jazz, Mississippi Delta Blues, some classic rock, 70's glam, Spacemen 3, Spectrum, Spiritualized, Sonic Boom, Fear, Germs Dead Can Dance, Skinny Puppy, Black Flag, NIN, Laurie Anderson, Tom Waits, John Coltrane, Elliott Smith, U2, Depeche Mode, The Who, Velvet Underground, some Rolling Stones, Dylan, Nico, Lou Reed, John Cale, Leonard Cohen, Husker Du, Laibach, Current 93, Nurse With Wound, the Fall,Faust, Ollie Olson, Guided By Voices, DeVotchka, Swans, Suicide, Nina Simoene, and whole lot more...

Movies:

mostly pretentious bullshit with subtitles, ones that make you think, mostly non-Hollywood bullshit movies... but I also l like movies about artists.. Basquiat inspires me... some other movies.. Holy Mountain (sacred mountain) by Jodorwsky, Belladonna -the song of Sadness, Bad Boy Bubby, Bergman flicks.....M*A*S*H, Wings of Desire, The Man Who Fell to Earth, Trainspotting, High Fidelity, The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind,etc.

Television:

I love English comedies,(the young ones, monty python's flying circus,) .. MYSTERY SCIENCE THEATER 3000, Northern Exposure, M*A*S*H,

Books:

Bataille, books on religion, (mainly eastern), philosophy, de sade, etc. really anything that grabs me. Actually one of my favorite books is called the Poetics of Space by Gaston Bachelard. It is essentially about domestic space but transcends what one might think of it. I am also reading the Seduction of Place. I like books that make me think about my own reality and relationships to that reality whether it be the reality created by the mind, or that outside of myself. The beats, HST, Abbie Hoffman, haiku, world encyclopedia, the dictionary, Woody Allen (philosophy 101 from oneness we will move on to twoness), the Transcendentalists, Existentialists, Dualism, etc.

Heroes:

anyone one who has said fuck you in an memorable way... anyone who fights against polite society.. Ghandi, The Dalai Lama, the unsung heroes (the first person o eat a lobster or blueberry), I don't really have heroes.. they are people and I don't like putting people on a pedestal.

My Blog

a hard choice...

I need to say good bye, to cut the chord and be free. Its the hardest thing I have ever done and will be the hardest thing I will ever do. Last night after talking to him on chat I realized it. I ask ...
Posted by tapioca laos on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 05:14:00 PST

What Happens on the Astral Plane

doesn't always stay on the astral plane. Last night I took a trip and ended up in a meeting of the souls. I am drained on a physical level, but am too restless to stay put. I hate the place of confusi...
Posted by tapioca laos on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 03:47:00 PST

another video, but this is for myself and

Tim. ...
Posted by tapioca laos on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 06:22:00 PST

Check out this video: Beautiful Day

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Posted by tapioca laos on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 06:16:00 PST

Some thoughts

A recent situation had me thinking about timing; you know the right person, wrong time sort of deal. I don't believe that. I believe the universe hands us opportunities at the exact time we need them....
Posted by tapioca laos on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 05:01:00 PST

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Check out this video: Nick Cave

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Check out this video: Pete Townsend - Let My Love Open the Door

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Posted by tapioca laos on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 09:05:00 PST

top five albums that changed my life

1.) War2.) Zen Arcade3.)Never Mind the Bollocks, Here's the Sex Pistols4.)Signals, Calls and Marches,5.)London Calling.other possibilities -- songs Heroes played right before Love is the Drug, then th...
Posted by tapioca laos on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 05:39:00 PST

summer anticipation

I know summer is on its way.. I have my music, and my army green fatigues, black t shirts, and Docs. I am happier. I am very happy. Summer nights and the days of light. I am warming up, open to what c...
Posted by tapioca laos on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 07:53:00 PST