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TODAY WAS A HARD DAY FOR ME
Today was a hard day for me, come to think of it when have I ever not had a hard day. You know the type of day when nothing is going your way and you feel like you have failed yourself in becoming the person you want to be. While you vision your future, You start to ask yourself at which part in your life did it go wrong, was it on the streets where you felt free to express your emotions as home was not the place for such actions. You start to remember your upbringing remembering times of anger and pain, you start to drown in your rebellious ways as a teenager and dwell on all the things you could have done better, but time wont slow down for you, giving up passes your mind a thousand and forty times but you stand strong. Doing the thing I loved to do never seemed to pay of the way I imagined it would, Successful career, loving wife and family, Flash cars, big mansions in paradisiacal locations, Good health and consistence. Was I asking for too much from this wicked world, a world that destroys its inhabitancy and surrounding’s. I cant be that stupid to think that me out of anybody would have such luck. Hard work pays. I must of heard that phrase a billion times, words spoken to me mostly by the real true hard workers who had nothing to show for it all. Where was their pay, where was their Successful career, loving family, Flash cars, big mansions in paradisiacal locations, Good health and consistence Ill tell you where it was. It was lost. Lost to time that never slowed down, Time that never paid for all the hours, all the hard work. Today was a hard day for me, come to think of it when have I ever not had a hard day.
Written by Jacob Williams
19/01/07
