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J

I reject your reality and substitute my own!

About Me

I’m boisterous bordering on obnoxious. I will always tell you my opinion but will rarely listen to yours. I’m not one of those to jump out of the way of a speeding train. I prefer to stare it down and guess how long it will be before it hits me. I’m working on it.I’m an actor who’s not as bad as I think I am but not as good as I’d like to be. Been acting since I was 11. I should probably give it up at this point in my life but I’m not good at doing anything else. Plus, I enjoy the hell out of it. My plan is to be making 1 Million per film by the time I’m 40. I guess I should move out of Rhode Island then.I ‘m a dance teacher who teaches both Jazz and Hip-Hop. I wish I was a better dancer and teacher but I’m working on it. It’s difficult to constantly come up with different routines year after year but I become truly inspired by the amazing students that I manage to get in the studio. Just when I don’t think I can, I watch them and manage to choreograph something more amazing than I did before.I talk a lot. Sometimes because I have something to say, sometimes because I like to hear myself talk, and other times just to piss you off. But at least I’m saying something. I don’t like people who sit around and say nothing. Damn it, speak up. Who cares if other people think you’re wrong or disagree, at least you’re saying something. I just need to work on when to speak and when to shut up. I’m not very good at shutting up.I am so good looking I’m average. I have selective dyslexia. I’m stupid when it counts and sensitive when I need to be. I always know what’s going on but prefer to keep that to myself. I’m gay and multiracial. I’m a 2 for 1 sale down the aisle of hatred. In some countries and even in some states in this country I could be killed for being me. I don’t care, or at least I pretend not to. Ignorance is bliss when used to your advantage
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My Interests

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I'd like to meet:

People who are honest but considerate. Rudeness and honesty don't have to go hand in hand. We all have baggage boys, just some of ours fits in carry on bags while others have two 12 piece matching sets of Louis Vitton luggage. Guys around my age who keep in shape. Oh, and if you have tattoos cool, just make sure they mean something to you. I can't stand people who get tatts because it's "trendy". It's art. If you have it on your body and you got it just because it's "cool", you and I have nothing in common. Piercings are jewelry, tattoos are art.

Music:

My music taste varies. Love dance music (or as my ex refers to it "queer bar music"), Cold Play, Portishead, Pink Floyd, Pink, Metallica, Janet Jackson, Jazz, Classical, and yes even Country. There's not much I won't listen to.

ALL NIGHT (Janet Jackson)

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Movies:

Horror movies, even the bad ones. Brokeback Mountain. Romantic comedies.

Television:

CSI anything, The L Word, Law and Order SVU, Prison Break, Smallville, Mad TV, Ab Fab, Will & Grace, Three Kings, Charmed, The Apprentice, The Surreal Life, WWE, Inked, Miami Ink, anytime the Patriots play, UFC.

Books:

The Life and Times of Buddha, Harry Potter, The Davinci Code.

Heroes:

My dad.

My Blog

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Posted by J on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 08:32:00 PST

Moment of Narcissism

Ok, vanity moment.  I have broken out all over my face.  I can't f'n believe it.  I actually wouldn't care that much except that I agreed to be in a student film in Boston that's filmin...
Posted by J on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 09:29:00 PST

I'm f**(ing sick

Ok, this sucks.  I've been sick for about 2 weeks now and it's finally decided to screw with me over the last couple of days.  I was sick all weekend filming in Maine.  That sucked so m...
Posted by J on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 10:18:00 PST

Hate Me!

"Hate Me" by Blue October(If you're sleeping are you dreamingIf your dreaming are you dreaming of me?I can't believe you actually picked me.)(Hi Justin, this is your mother, and it's 2:33 on Monday af...
Posted by J on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 05:05:00 PST

Butterfly Dreams

One night a few weeks ago I had a dream that my sister Ramona, who passed away when I was 5 and she was 8, was a butterfly.  It felt so real that I woke myself up because the butterfly ...
Posted by J on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 07:22:00 PST

Out of Focus

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Posted by J on Tue, 09 May 2006 07:31:00 PST

Rhetorical Question

Why is it when I look at something it looks so fucking close then when I try to actually reach for it, it seems to get further away?...
Posted by J on Sun, 07 May 2006 10:16:00 PST

Forgetting

Im forgetting what it was like To have your kiss on my cheek Im forgetting more about you Week after week   Im forgetting what it was like To be held safe in your arms Im forgetting what is was...
Posted by J on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 09:17:00 PST

Insomnia....

 is a fickle bitch and unwanted houseguest that arrives unannounced and stays far too long.  She has been visiting me since I was young and seems to drop by with more frequency as I get olde...
Posted by J on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 08:52:00 PST

Am I just getting old...

Or am I just finally subscribing to the gay communities belief in youth and beauty and subsequently manifesting my growing insecurities with my age and looks through my attraction with the younger pop...
Posted by J on Wed, 12 Apr 2006 09:56:00 PST