ROLLZ ROYCE!

UPDATE: 11/28/06...
WE WON!!! Heat beat the Lakers! What a fun game! Merry Christmas to everyone! I hope you enjoy the new pictures. I'll add more later! Bye!!!

MY EVERYDAY STATEMENT ON WHO I AM IN A DEEPER STATE:
LET ME EXPLAIN SOMETHING TO YALL REAL QUICK!

I AM NOT A GIRL WHO THINKS TOO HIGHLY OF HERSELF WHEN SHE WALKS IN A ROOM. I AM MERELY A YOUNG LADY WHO KNOWS WHAT SHES WORTH AND WILL NOT SETTLE FOR MEDIOCRITY. I COULD CARE LESS WHO YOU ARE OR HOW MUCH MONEY YOU MAKE, BECAUSE IT DOESNT GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO TREAT ANYONE AS IF THEY ARE BELOW YOU. FRIENDSHIP IS BASED ON MEMORIES, AND ITS BASED ON TRUST. ONCE YOU LOSE THOSE YOU HAVE NOTHING AND I WILL NOT TAKE THE TIME TO REDEEM SOMETHING THAT HAD THE CHANCE TO BE LOST. THAT SIMPLY MEANS IT WASNT REAL IN THE FIRST PLACE. PROVING YOURSELF TO SOMEONE OR THEIR CIRCLE SHOULD NEVER BE AN OBSTACLE OR ISSUE FOR WHEN SOMEONE SHOWS YOU WHO THEY ARE, BELIEVE THEM THE FIRST TIME. I AM ROYCE...24/7. TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT. LOVE IT OR HATE IT! MY LIFE MEANS MORE TO ME THAN INDIVIDUALS WHO JUDGE OTHERS AND THEN CLAIM TO WORSHIP A GOD WHOSE LESSONS SAY TO JUDGE "NO ONE!". MY PRIDE MEANS MORE TO ME THAN A FRIENDSHIP WITH ANYONE WHO USES THE WORD LOVE TO SET AN IMAGE IN THEIR MIND FOR MASTURBATION. I AM WORTH MORE THAN A RELATIONSHIP OF ANY KIND WITH PEOPLE WHO CHANGE BECAUSE THEIR STATUS BRINGS THEM MILLIONS. MONEY CANNOT BUY LOVE BUT IT CAN BUY A WHORE IN WHICH YOU CANT TURN A HOE INTO A HOUSEWIFE. MONEY CANNOT BUY HAPPINESS FOR A LIFETIME BUT ONLY MATERIAL THINGS FOR THE MOMENT. MONEY IS TO BE MADE BUT NOT AT THE SACRIFICE OF A PURE HUMAN BEING. MONEY IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL AND THE DEVILS ADVOCATE! DONT CONTRADICT YOUR UPBRINGING BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU HAVE NOW! YOUR UPBRINGING IS WHAT BROUGHT YOU THIS FAR! YOUR UPBRINGING CAN ALSO TAKE IT AWAY! THERE'S A DOUBLE STANDARD WITH EVERYTHING! DONT SING A SONG OF DISRESPECT WHEN YOU TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE OFFER! LASTLY, DONT CALL SOMEONE A GOLDIGGER WHEN YOU TOOK OFF THE CONDOM AND GOT THEM PREGNANT! ITS FUNNY HOW PEOPLE SWEAR THEY WILL NEVER CHANGE BUT THEN THEY FORGET THEIR OWN IDENTITY. ITS ALSO FUNNY HOW CLOSE PEOPLE PRETEND TO BE TO YOU WHEN THEY WANT SOMETHING. FRIENDSHIPS COME AND GO! FAMILY IS FOREVER! BLOOD IS DEFINITELY THICKER THAN WATER. FOR ALL THOSE WHO CAME INTO MY LIFE AND CLAIMED TO BE REAL BEFORE YOU GOT PHONEY...FUCK YOU! NEXT TIME YOU SEE ME WALK BY MAKE SURE YOU STARE AT MY ASS. DONT KISS IT LIKE YOU DID BEFORE WHEN YOU WANTED SOMETHING! I MAY HAVE HELPED YOU, YOUR TEAM, OR YOUR CAREER TO GET WHERE IT IS, BECAUSE I BELIEVED IN IMPROVEMENT WHEN YOU DIDNT AND APPARENTLY STILL DONT. DONT ASK ME WHY I LEFT OR WHY I MAKE SUCH COMMENTS WHEN YOU LOOK AT WHERE IVE BEEN AND WHERE I AM AND ITS ON A DIFFERENT LEVEL THAN YOU. DONT TELL ME IM NEGATIVE BECAUSE I PUSH PEOPLE TO THEIR LIMITS WHEN I BELIEVE THEY ARE BETTER THAN WHAT YOU THINK THEY ARE OR MAKE THEM OUT TO BE...REMEMBER THE NUMBER 14. LASTLY DONT TELL ME IM TOO BLUNT BECAUSE I USE CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM WHEN SOMETHING LOOKS LIKE SHIT AND YOU TELL THEM "ITS BEAUTIFUL!" LOL. I LEARNED NOTHING FROM YOU ABOUT REAL LIFE IN THE MAGICAL LAND OF DISNEYWORLD. BUT UNDERSTAND THAT THINGS HAVE CHANGED AND WHEN THE TIME COMES FOR THIS STORY TO END: SCAN THE CREDITS FOR YOUR NAME AND WONDER WHY ITS NOT THERE! PICK YOUR FACE UP WHEN YOU SEE ME SUCCEED. DONT EVEN TRY TO COME MY WAY BECAUSE I DONT SEE YOU! IM 100% REAL AND YOU LOST OUT ON ME. KEEPING IT REAL IS NOT A FAULT AND I WILL NOT LET ANYONE TELL ME IT IS! THIS IS MY OWN REVELATION AND EACH SECTION OF THIS STATEMENT HAS ITS OWN PURPOSE. IF YOU THINK THIS WAS ABOUT YOU, IT PROBABLY WAS, THEREFORE NEVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIN...IM DONE WITH YOU. NO MORE 3RD, OR 4TH CHANCES. I CANT SAVE SOMEONE WHO DROWNED WHEN THEY GOT CAUGHT UP IN A CURRENT. I CANT FIND SOMEONE WHO LOST THEMSELVES WHEN THEY DIDNT WAKE UP FROM A DREAM. DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WISH THEY DO UNTO YOU. KARMAS A BITCH! WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND SO MANY OF YOU SHOULD BE SCARED! NOT JUST FOR WHAT YOUVE DONE TO ME OR HOW YOUVE USED AND MISTREATED TREATED ME, BUT HOW YOUVE DONE OTHERS ALSO. KEEP YOUR FRIENDS CLOSE AND YOUR ENEMIES CLOSER THEY SAY...WELL NOT EVERYONE IS AN ENEMY SO WHEN YOU BEGIN TO TREAT THOSE WHO GENUINELY CARE ABOUT YOU LIKE TRASH, EVENTUALLY THEY WILL THROW "YOU" OUT AND THEN YOU'LL BE THE ONE LEFT LIVING YOUR DREAM, IN YOUR REALITY WITH NO ONE REAL TO WAKE UP TO! LASTLY, SO MANY OF YOU READING THIS MAY THINK THAT IM BITTER. BUT UNDERSTAND IM NOT, IM JUST OVER YOU OR THE SITUATION. I KNOW WHO MY REAL FRIENDS ARE SO DONT ASK ME WHY IM NEVER ONLINE. JUST BECAUSE YOURE ON MY BUDDYLIST DOESNT MAKE YOU MY FRIEND! I KNOW WHO LOOKS OUT FOR ME OR WHO JUST WANTS SOME ASS. I KNOW WHO WANTS A FRONT ROW SEAT IN MY SUCCESS AND WHO SAYS "BELIEVE IT OR NOT IM REALLY EXCITED FOR YOU!". "CAN I CATCH YOU?" "I LOVE YOU!","YOURE MY BEST FRIEND!", "IM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU!", "I GOT YOUR BACK!" BLAH BLAH BLAH FUCK THAT! I KNOW WHOSE REAL AND WHO REALLY MEANS THAT SH!T. MOST OF THEM DONT EVER HAVE TO SAY IT, I ALREADY KNOW. YOU ONLY NEED COSIGNING IF YOUR CREDIT IS BAD. I PLAYED THE GAME TOO. ITS JUST FUNNY THAT WE'RE NOT IN GRADE SCHOOL ANYMORE AND SOME OF YOU ARE STILL USING THE SAME RULES.

MY BABY J.J. AND I JUST HAVING FUN ON THE BEACH!!! THANKS WAYNE!

ONE BIG SMILE AT THE END OF THE SHOOT...WHERE WERE U STAR? :o(