Dean

"Girls will break your Heart!" used to be my Motto...At last, I can finally say "Eureka" Giving all praise and honor to Him for putting all of this on me & introducing me to a whole new spectrum of lyfe. For so long I have waited, ponderining anxiously to discover the reasons why I had such an intense feeling of lonliness.....Why was it so hard to develop & maintain a relationship. I have learned that being single is an important period to prepare our hearts for marriage or a substantial relationship that could lead to the same. It can also be a time to experience a closer communion with God. Often times we are unknowingly seeking God to purify us of the world and help us become the idolized wife or husband that would bless our relationships, as we are taught in the New Testament, we will surely find that we are not lonely. With patients and faith in God's planning and timing, He will bless us with a wonderful mate in that you and your mate’s relationship can be a witness for Him. I honestly believe, if a relationship cannot glorify the Lord, then perhaps it would be best to remain alone. More often than not, we constantly put ourselves in much worse positions than of being alone. Because she’s hot, he has a good job, everybody is trying to “shoot” at him/her, or the all time Famous: We compare the new with the old and measure the odds against an anfractous “plumb line”. A position to be out of God's will by settling for mediocrity and dating to marrying someone who does not feel the same way you do about the Lord.................I have learned Many valuable principals during the course of my life....For a while I was so upset at my first (the only love of my life at the time,the love I had has since swiftly passed, I am Free) then myself for the way things had turned out. How could I have been so torn from God to have her at the center of my Lyfe. I have been single for the past 3+ years, fictitiously drawing up quixotic justifications for it's outcomes, precariously trying to discover the objectivity in my trials...... So much has happend in my life for the duration of the era, I call it in "Era" because it alludes to an epidemic. An epidemic of my lifetime of too many 'ALMOSTS'. Almost homeless, Almost not finsihing school, Almost getting caught up in the street, to the Passing of my eldest sister: Iris C. Greene 9/11/79-3/15/07....LIFE COMES AT YOU FAST! During the process of celebrating the life of my oldest sister....I have meet a really great and proven dear friend......This friend in which I speak of has given me so much insight from a spiritiual and personal perspective. I am truly blessed that God has brought me to her. Through the strength of the Lord and the wisdom she has shared..... I have since recognized the APPERCEPTION for life & death.......as they hath thus begun to unveil itself before me and I now begin to Grow!For the Record, as many have asked...I am still SINGLE & I AM NOT IN LOVE! She is one of the greatest gifts from Him, thus far. Christian Myspace Layouts - Cross MySpace Layouts