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aliceASYLUM;;

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About Me


It seems like you can say anything if you own PhotoShop.. It's easy to throw words around over keyboards and computer screens, and you can join some "hate group" just so you can feel like you're a part of something. which i guess is true, you're part of something huge, technology is huge. But i've just been thinking back to when i used to spend my days doing nothing, but loving every second of it. and ironically, those are the days i remember best. Now everythings so high tech and high strung that we judge personality on the best pose. I guess i kinda like having an online life, you can spend your time pretending you're someone you're not. But as soon as i left Myspace or Bebo, my online friends left me. My true friends never would, so i've come to the conclusion that they're more important. Love is more important then a word you can "baby up" to make "luv" or ♥, and i finally realise that it could be the only word that means nothing in print, and everything in speech. This world you're in is so fake, kinda like a matrix. and when i say "lol" i'm not "laughing out loud" but it's scary how i could make you believe i am.
It's also scary how i might not exist, and you could be reading the profile of an 68 year old man from Nebraska, but you'll never know.
[email protected] what a ridiculous name.
I Miss You.
Ends.
I love friends, but not cliques.

"I hate you." "I love you." "You're a freak, you know that? Everyone says so. They always have." "I'm trying not to be."

My Interests


Nick :]
He never stops amazing me. I don't even have the words to explain. He means the world to me. I worship the fucking ground he walks on, and i wish i could be half as good to him as he is to me. He makes me feel so special, like i'm the only person in the world. I'd give anything to be in his arms right now, i constantly miss him.
I'll never let you go baby, I.Love.You.So.Much. Mine forever ♥

I'd like to meet:



This guy. cause his life is obviously much more fucked up then mine.