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....When the child was a child It walked with its arms swinging, wanted the brook to be a river,the river to be the sea. when the child was a child, it did't know that it was a child, everything was soulful, and all souls were one. ...When the child was a child, It was the time for these questions: Why am I here, and why not you? Why am i here, and not there? When did time begin, and where does space end? Is life under the sun not just a dream? Is what i see and hear and smell not just an illusion of a world before the world? Given the facts of evil and people does evil really exist? How can it be that I, who i am, didn't exist before i came to be, and that, someday, I, who I am, will no longer be who I am? ...When the child was a child, it awoke once in a strange bed, and now does so again and again. Many people, then, seemed beautiful, and now only a few do, by sheer luck. It had visualized a clear image of Paradise, and now can at most guess, could not conceive of nothingness, and shudders today at the thought.... (song of childhood/wings of desire)

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quote of the day

To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead.
Posted by sonia on Wed, 19 Oct 2005 02:20:00 PST

It Will Pass...

A student went to his meditation teacher and said, "My meditation is horrible! I feel so distracted, or my legs ache, or I'm constantly falling asleep. It's just horrible!" "It will pass," the teacher...
Posted by sonia on Wed, 19 Oct 2005 04:36:00 PST

The mode of passion

The mode of passion is born of unlimited desires and longings and because of this one is bound to material fruitive activities. The mode of passion is characterized by the attraction between man...
Posted by sonia on Sat, 15 Oct 2005 02:24:00 PST

mode of goodness

the mode of goodness being purer than the others, is illuminating, and it frees one from all sinful reactions. Those situated in that mode develop knowledge, but they become conditioned by the concept...
Posted by sonia on Sat, 15 Oct 2005 02:17:00 PST

Material nature

Material nature consists of the three modes--goodness, passion and ignorance. When the living entity comes in contact with nature, he becomes conditioned by these modes. The living entity, because he...
Posted by sonia on Fri, 14 Oct 2005 01:41:00 PST

i need..

... -space -love -true feelings -real friends -to get use this damn city -save money and move in my own place
Posted by sonia on Tue, 04 Oct 2005 02:55:00 PST

Mr. Fish

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Posted by sonia on Fri, 23 Sep 2005 03:42:00 PST

Sufi Poetry: Ode to the Soul-Realm

Rise, 0 moon, and spread your light across the heavens; the stars remember you in silent prayers; their hearts glimmering with hope. Now, like beggars, we roam the alleyways of earthly life, when once...
Posted by sonia on Thu, 08 Sep 2005 01:50:00 PST

hello again

after a year..or maybe more, i'm back. I hope everything goes well in your livesi really need to update this page, so if you see yourself out from my friends list, don't take it personal, i faintly re...
Posted by sonia on Sun, 04 Sep 2005 04:10:00 PST

he he he..

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Posted by sonia on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST