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Véritas et Aéquitas

In Nomeni Patri Et Fili Spiritus Sancti

About Me

"Sometimes... you can cry until there is nothing wet in you. You can scream and curse to where your throat rebels and ruptures. You can pray, all you want, to whatever god you think will listen. And it still makes NO difference. It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you. And you know that if it ever did relent... It would not be because it cared."Let's see...Where to begin? I'm 19 and currently living "on my own" so to speak. "On my own" just means no finacial support from Mommy, something alot of kids take complete advantage of. I live with Jesse, his sister Jodi, and her husband Jaime in West Milford, NJ. I hate this entire friggin' state and everything about it. New Jersey apparently doesn't believe in left turns, or turning lanes in general for that matter. The only thing good about it is "cheaper" gas, and that's about it. I hate fat girls who think that they're God's gift to the world...And fat girls in high heels. That just freaks me out. I hate people who buy their kids brand new Mercedes or BMW's for their 16th birthdays. Fuck, I just hate spoiled people in general. I love sushi of all kinds...Except the one with the big red fish eggs...That's kinda gross. I hate people that can *ONLY* wear Abercrombie & Fitch. Yeah, they need to get a life. I hate people that talk shit. If you have something to say to me, say it to me. Don't post it on your fucking MySpace, or tell all of your friends. Girls that dress like sluts are fun too. The best are the 13 and 14 year olds...Idiots. I love video games of all sorts. I'm currently stuck on The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion. I can't wait for Halo 3... My job rocks. I work in the Clarkstown Police station, so I get to hang out with all the cops and get out of speeding tickets (Sorry Jesse). I hate stupid tattoos. Especially tattoos of stars, hearts, the Playboy bunny, flowers, "Princess" and butterflies. Every girl under the sun has one in the same place. Get something because it means something to you, not because it's what everyone else is getting. I love motorcycles...Always have. My father had a Honda a long time ago but my mother made him stop riding when I was born. I'm saving up to get a motorcycle of my own...Hopefully a Ninja 250/500 or a GS 500. Jesse rides an SV 650, and I think it's totally sexy. I hate squids...Ya know, those guys who wear a helmet, a wife beater, shorts and Timberlands on their bright yellow Gixxer? I hope you like road rash ^-^. People with riced out cars piss me off too. The metal can on your exhaust pipe just makes your car suck more. I love cats, and all animals in general. Except for bees...I fucking hate bees. Jodi's cat, Kitty, is a spoiled brat and a retard. But I still love him. I finally have a cat to call my own and his name is Boots (Not chosen by me, but I guess it's better than Runty, his original name). I have 3 tattoos and 12 piercings currently. I'm in the process of designing a new one. I drew Jesse's tattoo which I'm also very proud of. I love taking pictures of anything. I h8 ppl that typ like dis. It's "you" and "are", not "U" and "R". People that try to type ebonics is even better. I can't stand people that can't spell the simplest of words. I have a love/hate relationship with thunderstorms. I think that they're amazing...But at 3 o'clock in the morning, I wish that they'd shut up and go away. I hate emo kids with a passion (Brian sucks).

My Interests

Music in general, psychology, computers, video games, snowboarding, painting, writing, drawing, photography...Etc, etc.

I'd like to meet:

"Such amusing fiction, these stories they tell. It always comes to this. If they really had a desire to live, they would've been more aware of how easy it is to die. They would've chosen their actions more wisely. In these moments, you can tell they're not regretting having hurt you. They regret doing it to your face."

Music:

The Goo Goo Dolls, NIN, Orgy, Morbid Angel, Chevelle, Frou Frou, Gravity Kills, Breaking Benjamin, Ra, As I Lay Dying, Bleeding Through, The Misfits, AFI, The Cure, Disturbed, Dropkick Murphys, Lords of Acid, The Exies, From Autumn To Ashes, Green Day, Flogging Molly, In Flames, Incubus, Jimmy Eat World, Blind Guardian, Symphony X, Kidney Thieves, Killswitch Engage, Bright Eyes, Kittie, Korn, Linkin Park, Marylin Manson, MSI, Mudvayne, Mushroom Head, My Chemical Romance, Nightwish, Oasis, Dispatch, Opeth, The Postal Service, Seether, Senses Fail, Shivaree, Smashing Pumpkins, Snow Patrol, Social Distortion, Soilwork, Stabbing Westward, Static-X, Fear Factory, Three Days Grace, The Used, VNV Nation, Zeromancer

Movies:

The Crow, The Craft, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Practical Magic, Snatch, The Usual Suspects, Silence of the Lambs, LOTR, Interview With A Vampire.

Television:

South Park, Futurama, Family Guy, American Dad, CSI

Books:

Johnny The Homicidal Maniac, Squee!, I Feel Sick, The Crow

Heroes:

My Father

My Blog

To All My Retarded Friends

Nny's knife is not a knife. It's a machete. Therefore, it's not supposed to be sharp. So fuck off.
Posted by Véritas et Aéquitas on Fri, 04 May 2007 05:44:00 PST

Waking Up Is The Hardest Part...

Really hard to believe he's still not coming back. I still think he's going to greet me when I come home from work with a big "I love you" and a hug and kiss.I miss having him around to tell him about...
Posted by Véritas et Aéquitas on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 06:31:00 PST

Eeeeee!!!! I'm an Auntie!!!

Brennan Alexander was born this morning by C Section at 10:03AM. 5 pounds 19 inches. Congradulations Paul and Michelle!!! I love all 3 of you!!! And now, it's off to the hospital!...
Posted by Véritas et Aéquitas on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 09:53:00 PST

Something Beautiful

Shit, I'm sorry. I just really can't do this. Not now. FUCK!!! Sitting here in this room is the last thing I want to do right now. I want someone to talk to. But there is only the din of raging static...
Posted by Véritas et Aéquitas on Mon, 22 May 2006 08:36:00 PST

Seems fitting...Doesn't it?

You want to think I have a problem?Well think again. It lies within you.You act so rude and immature.Well I'll act the same. I won't acknowledge youBut yet you still want to run your mouth.Why ev...
Posted by Véritas et Aéquitas on Wed, 10 May 2006 09:43:00 PST

Andrew is my hero.

He made this...And I'm still laughing. Check out my brothers too.   http://mywynk.org/video/fat_dance_gone_wrong-3720...
Posted by Véritas et Aéquitas on Sun, 05 Feb 2006 01:15:00 PST

It's been a year Daddy

It's been a year daddy I really, really miss you Mommy says you're safe now In a beautiful place called Heaven We had your favorite dinner tonight I ate it all up Even though I don't like carrot...
Posted by Véritas et Aéquitas on Sun, 11 Dec 2005 04:55:00 PST

Here and Gone

November 6th, 1947 - December 9th, 2004.A dash. How can his life be summerized in a dash? He was more than that. My friend. My mentor. My Dad. "A gentle rain falls softly On my weary eyesAs if to hide...
Posted by Véritas et Aéquitas on Fri, 09 Dec 2005 01:41:00 PST

Damaged, Not Destroyed

I've been thinking alot in recent times...About everything. Everything I've seen, heard, and felt within the past year. About how fucked up I could have, should have, and would have been. About the th...
Posted by Véritas et Aéquitas on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST