Lament the living..waking life’s illusion shall drown us all in a sea of ignorance....pity was my crime, so I was cast out .To walk this world alone, and thus i wake to die, a dream, a lost soul amidst the darkness infinite and vast. you do not see me for i was never there. Forever and never shall i be at your side. A sea of suffering a realm of utter blackness, a void that shall always be. You never knew me, but always have. look deep inside and see that the world is not as it seems and that you are all doomed. doomed to an existence of utter futility. doomed to spend all your life dying in someone elses dream. Look to the darkness and it shall give you shelter. Look to the void and it shall look into you. And there, The utter blackness of your own soul, do you see? It fills you. Like the brackish waters of the sea. a sea of suffering, an ocean of sorrow. we all drown..I live with my cats Mortiis(B/W),Dispair(grey)and my girl friend Kandace. people see me as odd and creepy. But once you get to know me and get past the way i say things and my forwardness most people come to like me.I dont like alot of people tho(they dont try to see anything other than a steriotipe) but people who are creative and are seen as odd themselves are my kind of peolple. Im into art(i make cloths, sculpt and paint).Im into metal but I like most music. I hangout at Neo,Exit and other goth industrial clubs that my Friends work at or at home for the most part. anyway if you want to know more just mail or message me.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Oni ( Jarrett )
Birthday: August ,12, 1982
Birthplace: someplace
Current Location: Cali some place out in bumble fuck
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: I guess its black
Height: 6' something
Right Handed or Left Handed: depends
Your Heritage: pick one. French, scottish,African, Seminol (native American)
The Shoes You Wore Today: i dont oun any shoes. only boots
Your Weakness:
Your Fears: what i have feared has already happened so none as of now.
Your Perfect Pizza: i always get bacon and barbi
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: take over the world
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Spiffy :)
Thoughts First Waking Up: why
Your Best Physical Feature: dont know if i have any
Your Bedtime: was not aware i had one
Your Most Missed Memory: i dont really want to talk about it
Pepsi or Coke: fuck that shit. i always go for rootbeer
MacDonalds or Burger King: if i had to go with one or the other, between shit or warm shit id have to go for burger king
Single or Group Dates: if i was to ever again. single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: no idea they taste mostly the same what coasts less i guess
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: whatever i usualy go for vanilla cream or tea of some sort
Do you Smoke: every now and then
Do you Swear: a hell of a fucking lot i guess
Do you Sing: ok
Do you Shower Daily: hell yes
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: have been but dont know if i will again
Do you want to get Married: we shall see
Do you belive in yourself: if i can't beleve in myself what can i then
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: i dont really know
Are you a Health Freak: sometimes
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes unless they hit my house again and kill my computer like they did last time
Do you play an Instrument: not really anymore
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: do you need to ask:)
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: fuck that shit. i find it enough of a hard time staying lucid as is. never have and never will.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Unfortunately yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no. who the fuck comes up with these questions
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes. at Mitsuwa
In the past month have you been on Stage: to walkacross one perhaps that count
In the past month have you been Dumped: ..refer to the above
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: fuck no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: a few times
Ever been called a Tease: in the past ya
Ever been Beaten up: fuck no
Ever Shoplifted: ya
How do you want to Die: yet to be decided. prob in a duel
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: since i am grown up i am guessing the question would be then what do i want to do with the rest of my life. im still trying to figure that out.
What country would you most like to Visit: france i guess
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: dont care
Favourite Hair Color: black,red
Short or Long Hair: long i guess
Height: not into umpa lumpas
Weight: not fat
Best Clothing Style: what ever. if they are into what i am that would be cool. but like i said this is all irrelavent. im not dateing
Number of Drugs I have taken: none
Number of CDs I own: lost count
Number of Piercings: 6?
Number of Tattoos: none saveing up
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i have only one but theres not much i can do about it no matter how much i wish i could
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