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Girl~Sedated

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I'm a very open and honest person. I've had a really crazy life with many traumatic experiences all through the years... I have many scars from the hurting and pain, so I do not trust easily at all. But, I will take the time to get to know anyone who interests me, to try to find true, trustworthy friends... They are so hard to find! So many of my so called best friends are the ones that have hurt me and fucked me over the most in life. I am very moody and tend to be reclusive at certain times and just hide from the world... I get sad a lot and bitter, angry and violent even when I am pushed to that point. Even after all the bullshit I have endured, I still try to be as positive about life and people as I possibly can... Most people who really get to know me say that I am a really nice and kind woman and very likable... Either you like me or you don't... I can't help that.
I hate arguing and fighting and tend to be the peacemaker a lot of times. I am a libra which makes me able to see two sides to everything. I am very indecisive and extremely spontaneous. I love to be childish and goofy at times and love to laugh although smiles and laughter are rare for me. I fall in love easily with certain people, not necessarilly romantically but I sence a persons energy immediately and feel it strongly! Relationships are somewhat difficult for me... People always think I am down or upset or mad and that causes tension and pushes me away... I don't like to have a shadow, because I need a lot of time to myself. But honestly I hate being alone and try to rarely be alone. I get so lonely. I am very sensitive, emotionally, mentally and physically, so please don't stomp on my heart, my violent side just may override the saddness, hurt and pain you cause. But don't let all this scare you.. It's just made me a very strong and independent person. I'm happy to be me most of the time! I do know I could make that special person, if ever I find them, extremely happy and satisfied in almost everyway possible. I love to show affection and make someone know how special they are and truly loved, unconditionally... I'll go to extremes to make someone happy and totally content. If only....
Manic Depression....
My eyes are mysterious or hidden. I rarely like to go out and meet new people. I rarely trust anyone until you have know them for years. I never talk to my parents about anything at all, and never tell my friends everything that I should. They say they care about me, but I usually don't believe it, I always think they just want something from me. Sooner or later in life I hope I will find that one true friend.
I'm a dark girl. I have a really quiet and really, an "I dont care attitude." I like to be alone a lot and that is what I enjoy. It's hard for me to be around others often and I'd rather be away from here. I've been told I have got a "get away from me" look and others find me bitchy and self-ritchious at times I'd rather be alone than be at a fair but that's ok because that's who I am.

My Interests



Tatoos, Piercings, Gothic, Wiccan, Magic, Astrology, Tarrot Cards, Addiction, Wizards, Dragons, Shrooms, Herbs, Traveling, Philosophy, Matters Of The Mind, Wasting Time, Drumming, Learning, Sometimes Eating & Sleeping,Art, Modeling, Photography, Painting, Music, Playing Guitar, Singing, Nature, Thunder, Lightning, Rain, Mountains, Beaches, Dogs, Animals, Reading, Writing, Movies, Hanging Out, Meeting New People, Getting Crazy, Getting Wild, Staring Into Nothing, Hugs & Kisses, A Little Of Everything At Some Point In Time.

I'd like to meet:

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Honest People... Anyone who is open-minded, spontaneous... can makes me laugh and feel comfortable being myself...
That little voice inside my head, I'd like to see who it is at least...
Oh! And that crazy little man in a black cape that keeps running all around... I'd like to meet him to kick his ass for stalking me all these years...

Music:

Portishead, October Moon, Hender, Black Label Society, Down, Deftones, Stone Sour, Barry Adamson, Bjork, Tori Amos, Rory Block, The Pixies, C.O.C., Evanescence, Ani Defranco, Bic Runga, Enigma, Enya, Hoobastank, Janis Joplin, 311, Melissa Ferrick, Nina Simone, Natalie Merchant, Garbage, Nickelback, AudioSlave, HIM, Saliva, Led Zeplin, Pink Floyd, The Doors, Phish, Pink, REM, Acid Factor, Alicia Keys, Norah Jones, Green Day, Korn, Tool, Sepultura, Twizted, The Cure, Type O Negative, Slipknot, Joss Stone, Grateful Dead, ICP, XTC, Three Doors Down, Nine Inch Nailes, Moby, Massive Attack, The Postal Service, Rage Against the Machine, Radiohead, Sister Machine Gun, Dashboard Confessional, Deep Purple, Bob Dylan, Lords of Acid, Lost Prophet, Marylin Manson, Widespread Panic, Sublime, Seether, Three Days Grace, Beck, Train, Billie Holiday, Ella Fitzgerald, Indigo Girls, Bush, Peter Tosh, The Ramones, GreenDay, Incubus, Joss Stone, Joe Satriani, U2, Depeche Mode, Pantera, Orgie, Cradle of Fifth, Alice in Chains, Suicidal Tendecies, Helmet, Primus, Lamb of God, Oasis, Concrete Blonde, Dead Kennedys, Fourty Foot Echo, Drift, Disturbed, Helmet, Coldplay, Deftones, Drain STH, Gorillaz, Staind, Lifehouse, Mazzie Starr, POD Xandria, Puddle of Mudd, Fleetwood Mac, Black Sabboth, Grand Funk Railroad, Bob Marley, Ben Harper, Jack Johnson, Howie Day.....Miss Derringer, Calus, Dead At Dawn, Mirage, SouthPaw, Juggernaut, Noxious, Relentless, Insidious Demise, Shaitan Mazar, Chemical Whore, The Disease, Enable Kain, Phasers On Stun, Lecherous Nocturne, Muleface, Of Myrth and Matter, Self Afflicted, Deviant, Sic Seed, Silence Sindicate, voiceless, Quench, Wormbelly, MinxFlux, Forgranted, Hybrid L, PERISH42, Lilitu, Wesley Cook, Bury Me Under, My Beautiful Burdon, THE HELLBLINKI SEXTET, October Frequency, 3against1, MorissonPoe, LE DEUX....

Movies:

A Clockwork Orange, Saw, Saw II, The Exorcism of Emily Rose, Ammityville Horror, The Grudge, The Exorcist, House of Wax, Wolf Creek, The Doors, The Matrix, The Green Mile, 50 First Dates, Harry Potter, Silence of the Lambs, Walking Tall, Pulp Fiction, Half Baked, The Wall, Ammityville Horror, Lostboys, Vampire Journals, Charlie's Angels, What Dreams May Come, Lord of the Rings, The Order, Jackass, Bringing out the Dead, Premonition, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Gladiator, Nightmare Before Christmas, Gothica, The Butterfly Effect, Kill Bill, American Beauty, Honey, Thirteen Ghost, Seven, The Ring, Cheech and Chong

Television:


Books:

"AN UNQUIET MIND"
~~Kay Redfield Jamison~~
A Memoir of Moods and Madness
An invaluable memoir of manic depression, at once medically knowlegeable, deeply human and beautifully written...
At times poetic, at times straightforward, always UNASHAMEDLY honest!

Heroes:

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My Blog

Rate my Poem!! Help me WIN!!!

            Dear Family and Friends,      I am in the middle of a great online poetry competition.I have the chance to win so...
Posted by Girl~Sedated on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 04:28:00 PST

Bitches... Simple or Real

One of my ReaL Bitches sent this to me.. Had to post it! A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out...
Posted by Girl~Sedated on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 09:51:00 PST

Sweet Dreams

I have dreams so vivid, so real! Almost at times more real than if I were awake. I can remember many dreams, every single detail as if a picture is playing in my mind as bright as the sun shines. I re...
Posted by Girl~Sedated on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 10:35:00 PST

Unfaithful

Many of you have no belief of what this blog is about. So if you do not believe in the tarot, supernatural, astrology, intuition, premonition, etc then do not read this any further. Through meditation...
Posted by Girl~Sedated on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 12:01:00 PST

the real me...

Me, the real me& A 29 year old still single Libra, whose scales have been misbalanced for far too long now. Not only a Libra, but one with Bipolar Disorder, OCD and Severe Anxiety. Yeah, really, need ...
Posted by Girl~Sedated on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 03:52:00 PST

So Called Friends

So Called Friends I am still amazed everyday at the most negative and wrongful act of so called friends. More than likely everyone will experience from time to time and some of us even over and over. ...
Posted by Girl~Sedated on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 11:53:00 PST

Madness Memoirs - Life or Death

Madness Memoirs                                 &nb...
Posted by Girl~Sedated on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 07:21:00 PST

Madness Memoirs

Madness Memoirs          ;           ;           ;  ...
Posted by Girl~Sedated on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 01:03:00 PST

Random Ramblings Repetedly !! ???

Cycles I go through day after day... month after month... into years and years... I know all the wonderous ethics and ethreal morals which society says is proper... I practice do...
Posted by Girl~Sedated on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 07:21:00 PST

I'm back

Well, I finally said to hell with my old computer and got a new one, so I am back now... My cell phone is out of commision for a while now tho.
Posted by Girl~Sedated on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 03:30:00 PST