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KICKER (Loud Lover)

i BESA ME HUEVOS !

About Me

CHAOS NEVER DIED.Primordial uncarved block, sole worshipfull monster, inert & spontaneous, more ultraviolet than any mythology(like the shadows before Babylon),the original undifferentiated oness-of-being still radiates serene as the black pennants of Assassins, random & perpetually intoxicated.Chaos comes before all principles of order & entropy,it's neither a god nor a maggot, its idiotic desires encompass any posible choreography, all meaningless aethers & phlogistons: its masks are crystalizations of its own facelessness- like clouds.Everything in Nature is perfectly real including Conciousness, theres absolutely nothing to worry about. Not only have the chains of Law been broken- they never existed- demons never guarded the stars, the Empire never got started, Eros never grew a beard.No, listen, what happened was this: they lied to you, sold you ideas of good & evil, gave you distrust of your body & shame for your prophethood of Chaos, invented words of disgust for your molecular love, mezmerized you with innatention, bored you with civilization & all its usurious emotions.There is no becoming, no revolution, no struggle, no path. already you're the monarch of your own skin- your inviolable freedom waits to be completed only by the love of other monarchs: a politics of dream- urgent as the blueness of sky.Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

Cooking all day long for one suptuous meal, baking bread from scratch- yeast is alive! Sunday pasta dinners w/ all the roomates where the gravy is made from fresh tomatos/ basil from the garden. Herbalism. Drunken Ranting in the streets of ATX. Riding in the back of pickup trucks across the South. Swimming in rivers in Oregon. Redwoods. Baja California. Barefoot in the snow on Angel Fire/New Mexico. National Gatherings. Slices of Pizza North-East style. Hitch-Hiking. Sk8ing LOVE PARK back in the day. BMX bikes on Psychedelics. Graffitti. HOPS13. Zenarchy. Destroying this outmoded bullshit paradigm.The ANSWER IS: BRING IT ...VERITAS vos LIBERABIT. Revolution w/o dancing is not worth having. Knowing no matter what: I WILL SURVIVE. True expression. REAL freedom- they fucking co-opted everything(or so they thought) but REAL FREEDOM is Beyond Borders -Beyond Distinctions-Beyond Nations. Fuck Greed. Fuck you power hungry maggot worm sucking PIGS, PIG FUCKERS. Bottom of the Gene Pool Suckas- your time is DONE- NO MAS! FUCK THE CONSPIRACY!!!!! MAMA WINS! Get on the HOME TEAM . Urban Camping. Permanent Universal Rent Strike.The Street Buffet. Avatars Of CHAOS. Latte Art. Coffee. Watching the Sun rise. Being Sober. Being Wasted. Falling off my bike. Listening to My HEART. Astral Projection/Lucid Dreams. Omnivorism. Concentrated Plant Extracts (in moderation). Moderation in Moderation. Excess. Playing w/ Death. Tantric Sex. Merging into ONE MIND/BODY. Gnosis. Laughing @ my Preconceptions. Smiling @ internal Jokes while on the bus/train. Talking to mySelf, out loud. Singing Really Loudly while walking from Savannah, GA to Myrtle Beach, SC. getting rides from Korean War Vets. Sk8ing FDR Park.Mini-Ramps. the city Skatepark in Chicago.Bowls. Pools. Long grinds.The Ghetto. Swimming in Lake Michigan. wandering the woods in Vermont. seeing deer. DOGS, not cats. DRUMKITS. TurnTables w/ crates of Break Beats & Classic Rock. Pushing the Envelope. Fucking w/ YOU. Loving the Goddess- Hail ERIS! All Hail Discordia! FNORD! Making Babies. Camp Fires. The OCEAN. Mexico. Bum shacks. Tent in the woods. BBQs!!! pulling off 360's in my 93' Eclipse(R.I.P) on Lake Shore Drive. Pine Forests. Jumping in. Going for IT. breaking down Walls. pissing on trees. busting nuts inside yer 3rd EYE to show you where i cum from. LOUD NOISES. Killing BoB. drinking 40's on the porch. vaporizers. blunts & volleyball @ Clark Park on sundays. FTT. making pizza from scratch. Hostel in the Forest. friends that are Family. Trust. LOVE. Harmony. Unity. Dischord. Madness. Crazy Stories. Nude Break-Dancing. More Coffee. Mate'. 24 hour Diners. filthy old man Bars. PBR. Whiskey. Crack Ho's. Gangsta's. late 60's muscle cars. Decomposers. LSA. Tattoo's. Scars.MDMA. Spontaneous Combustion. Your Mom. God's GRANDMOTHER. ONE BLOOD- ONE HEART. Knowledge. Comedy. Life.

I'd like to meet:

next baby's mama

Music:

VIGILANT GUARDIAN, LONGBEARD, Farewell To Treaties, The Big Disappointments, Leafblower, A Big Name Act,Lightning Bolt, Tool/Perfect Circle, Johnny Cash, Hank Sr., Liars, Anthrax, Refused (Shape of Punk to Come), Lamb of God, Bad Brains,Def Jux, Aesop Rock,Mr. Lif, De La Soul, Non Phixion, Jedi Mind Tricks, Dead Prez, 2Pac, The Roots, Stinking Lizaveta, Northern Liberties, Black Sabbath, King Crimson, Sonic Youth, Mouldy Peaches, Mountain Goats, Old school S/E Hardcore, Metal, Breaks/Drum & Bass, Dead Kennedys, Slayer, Megadeth, Armon Tanzarian,Matisyahu, Danger Doom, Handsome Boy Modelling School, Ani DeFranco, Joni Mitchell, Elliot Smith, Lee Perry, Buju Banton, Pink Floyd, Fleetwood Mac, John Coltrane, Miles Davis, Ornette Coleman, Mahavishnu Orchestra, Black Flag, Public Enemy, Wu-Tang(esp. Method Man) The UNANGST, Apocaliptica, Beastie Boys, Executioners, El-P, WPRB in Princeton & WKDU in Philly,WERS, RADIOVOLTA, WZBC,WMBR Cro-mags, Phantomas, Greatfull Dead, Godspeed You Black Hamburger!

Movies:

ZEITGEIST, Loose Change,IRON MAN, Boondock Saints, Grindhouse,no country for Old Men, The host, V for VENDETTA, waking life, ghost dog, coffee & cigarettes, amores perros, y tu mama tambien, breakin 2- electric bugaloo, the warriors, better off dead, flesh for the beast, pi, 28 days later, 12 monkeys, matrix/animatrix, mulletville, suburbia, another state of mind, dawn of the dead, kentucky fried movie, dead man, fear & loathing in las vegas, being john malcovitch, versus, devil's rejects, tent city, the search for animal chin, goonies, team america(fck yeah!), the corporation, free your mind, slam, anchor man

Television:

watching tv is like spraypainting your third eye w/ black paint. wake up!

Books:

blind courage, punk rock dad, the peoples history of the united states,the gay science, the motorcycle diaries, the prophet, atlas shrugged, the green mile, the jian still life with woodpecker, food of the gods, pharmacopoea, fight club, dharma bums..desolation angels, bury my heart at wounded knee, charlette's web, sidhartha, sophie's world, discordian & subgenius, the alchemist, jthm, electric koolaid acid test, zen flesh zen bones, harry potter, cat's cradle, illuminatus trilogy, the book

Heroes:

anyone who is a monkey wrench in the gears of oppression

My Blog

death

my 101 year old Grammy died on Sunday. funeral today. really good to see family & friends. it was open casket. she looked like she is asleep- which makes sense- she went to bed saturday night & never ...
Posted by KICKER (Loud Lover) on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 02:16:00 PST

I have a puppy!

yesterday i got an 8 week old American Gatorback Pitbull/ pure mutt mix. her name is Evee. she's brown& white & has such pretty eyes- sleeps all day, loves meat, drinks a lot of water & is...
Posted by KICKER (Loud Lover) on Sat, 10 May 2008 09:58:00 PST

Ash-Vegas

back in Asheville- not for long- gotta keep rolling. time to head North. Boone is next. slowly make my way back to the VT. Savannah was awesome. Tybee Island- JUMPED IN THE OCEAN!!!!!!!!!!!not enuff t...
Posted by KICKER (Loud Lover) on Tue, 06 May 2008 09:21:00 PST

Georgia

Macon, GA. This town is so crazy- I love it. of course met a super wild gangsta mama here- we been slowly getting to know each other. good shit. kickin it here for a minute before i go to the Hostel. ...
Posted by KICKER (Loud Lover) on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 12:26:00 PST

goddog loves me even if you fools dont

whut up yall. I’m @ Kelly’s house in South Assholeville. Katrina hit me in the head w/ a wine bottle the other day to show me how much she loves me. i got a nice harry potter style lightni...
Posted by KICKER (Loud Lover) on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 08:12:00 PST

rent is for suckers

live free or die. had an awesome breakfast of a couple Tingtao's & some pho tai. been trying to upload the video from my phone to no avail.still learning this digital shit. talked w/ MAD for a whi...
Posted by KICKER (Loud Lover) on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 11:18:00 PST

DUDE!

Its REAL out here on the battlefield. everytime i hear the Philly accent i get all warm inside. if i never hear someone say cahhh or yahhhd or we drove wicked fahh in ouw cahh again i'll be stoked. no...
Posted by KICKER (Loud Lover) on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 07:58:00 PST

HARDCORE

FOR REAL . last night was off the chain. Central square ciphers. i kicked the beatbox for mad battles. i love being on the street. the street is always good to me. met BB & Mills. stayed @ BB's mo...
Posted by KICKER (Loud Lover) on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 11:22:00 PST

shitstorm

slept in the shed behind my old place last night- actually got some good rest under some blankets & a tarp. homeless in the winter in the North is a suckfest. hoping my check comes today- it HAS t...
Posted by KICKER (Loud Lover) on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 09:02:00 PST

invalid

more death. Grampa died- my only Grandfather. went to Green Bay, got back to Boston w/in a week. was getting ready to go to work on Saturday & my bosscalled me & fired me. Thats just weak. @le...
Posted by KICKER (Loud Lover) on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 11:20:00 PST