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About Me

actually, i hate people because they tend to be absolutely full of shit and completely transparent. i don't really have enough friends like i claim, but i truly do have enough bullshit. i don't like to waste time. i'm a slacker overachiever. i'm also an agnostic nihilist. i have a fennec fox and i'm an insomniac. i take 5 baths a night, but i like dirt, i just like water more. i talk in my sleep and i dream about killing zombies, but i don't know why- in my dreams i'm not even good at it. i spend too much time sitting at the bar drawing with headphones on. the external noise helps me concentrate and the beer helps me draw. i'd rather be alone than be surrounded by people and feel alone.i hate the sunrise because it makes me panic. i am the most sane fuck up i know. there is a method to my madness. i'm only ticklish for some people. i am afraid of dead things and rubber gloves on the side of the road. my last name means 'trust', like a fiduciary (a trust fund). i suppose i'm not allowed to say that i'm italian, i'm sicilian. i can fly an airplane but can't drive a car. i have the propensity to grow obsessed with anything i fear [mummies, heights, zombies, needles...] i'm a bike whore.i love the night but i need the sun. i prefer aggression to passive aggression.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

tattoo clients and artists, poets, people who won't ask "why?' when i suggest riding down to the lake to drink a 40 instead of in front of your tv. someone to help me make our own fun because i'm bored. climbers (not in the fucking climbing gym) people with motorcycles who don't mind a hanger on. someone to teach me to ride my own motorcycle (a royal enfield bullet) someone who won't bullshit me because its always so fucking obvious and irritating. people who want to do something with their life other than simply get through it, people who like to travel, who want to spend a summer cramming life into every goddamn second. or just someone who wants to catch lunch and chat. whatever. and mutants. and clausterphiles. and spider jerusalem.

My Blog

Akira bear

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J5Ojcwi3IRs
Posted by on Tue, 23 Jun 2009 01:30:00 GMT

music for one apartment and six drummers

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f2bcPIXl8kc
Posted by on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 14:47:00 GMT

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i need some sort of amazing ideas regarding transforming a munny into something. and i need to do it in like, no time at all. i thought i'd disassemble it, build onto it with clay or do the whole thin...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 05:41:00 GMT

i’m a little dinosaur

i am beginning to wonder,maybe i am running from something, from anything or everything. maybe intimacy has become so foreign to me that i reflexively pull away. i am no longer sure of the reasons as ...
Posted by on Sat, 24 May 2008 20:46:00 GMT

Samamidon- Tribulation

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z_CoYyxxV24
Posted by on Tue, 06 May 2008 18:51:00 GMT

Sam Amidon - 'Saro'

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rw7pZvQPvcg
Posted by on Tue, 06 May 2008 18:43:00 GMT

boring deposition of how stupid i am

so i've been trying to process what i've been watching happen/myself do these past weeks from some slightly distant part of my mind, which i hollowed out for myself long ago while i was in the midst o...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 17:10:00 GMT

totally irrelevant and unrelated...

i like to see how small a space i can fit into. i'm usually pleasantly surprised. one day at the tattoo shop i was making needles when brian told me to stop what i was doing and put the new computer c...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 01:32:00 GMT

can’t leave the vicinity of the space heater

so i broke my ribs again (a new one though) and separated my sternum. i don't enjoy it. getting fallen on. i was told today that i don't seem fragile, but i believe i'm falling apart. maybe 'brittle' ...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 17:44:00 GMT

if i went to crazytown with a semiautomatic and god was my homeboy..

i'm not sure what's wrong with me; why i seem to leave a wake of trouble behind me. barfight the other night was not so much my fault as it wouldn't have happened if i hadn't been there. if douchebags...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 16:28:00 GMT