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today my friends, i have lost a friend. an inspiration. he was strong, i looked up to him. i cared allot about him, i tried to always be there wen he needed me. but he refuse to let anyone in. he whines and complains his life is hell, well, he's not the only one that suffers. many other women, children, men, elderly, they all suffer, with whats going on in this world, its expected for everyone to suffer. we all go through our own hell in our lives, but we all know well, we aren't alone. i told him to be strong, i told him to forget the past and move on to a better future, i cared for him, i loved him dearly, he was the and still remains to be the ONLY person in this world that does and ever will understand who i am. he denied my friendship and my love and care. he was falling into the darkness, and i helped him out, but wen he fell once more, i offered my hand to him, he turned it away. its his decision. if he chooses it, then his fate will be helped no more, and into the arms of darkness he shall remain, for he chose to receive no help from anyone. no one can get out on their own. everyone needs help. not only did he loose a friend, or more than one, but with his action, he has lost himself.~~
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Your Psyche is Violet
You are spiritual, intuitive, and serene.
People trust you to rescue them from bad situations, and you usually come through.
While you are quite enlightened, you find that your path is very lonely.
When you are too violet: you can't connect to ordinary life or ordinary people
When you don't have enough violet: you lack wisdom and can't learn from the past What Color Is Your Psyche?
You Are 76% Open Minded
You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out!
Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand.
You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting.
You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself. How Open Minded Are You?
Your Love Style is Storge
For you, love and friendship are almost the same thing
And your love tends to be the enduring, long lasting kind
(You've been known to still have connections with exes)
But sometimes your love is not the most passionate
Leap before you look, and you'll find that fire you crave What's Your Love Style?
You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
You Are Wind
Strong and overpowering
A force to be reckoned with, no one dares cross you
You have the power to change everything around you
You are best known for: your wrath
Your dominant state: commanding What Type of Weather Are You?
Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)
Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.
Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?
You Should Be A Poet
You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.
And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...
Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.
You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem. What Type of Writer Should You Be?
Your Values Profile
Loyalty:
You value loyalty highly.
You're completely devoted to your friends and family.
Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them.
Just make sure they're equally loyal to you!
Honesty:
You value honesty a fair amount.
You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.
If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.
In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity."
Generosity:
You value generosity a fair amount.
You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take.
Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need.
But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"!
Humility:
You value humility highly.
You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.
And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.
You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.
Tolerance:
You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...
You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them. The Five Factor Values Test
You scored as Passion, You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?

Passion


75%

Anger


67%

Mysterious


58%

Diamond Eyes


25%

Eyes full of Pain


25%
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My Interests

drawing, reading, thinking, dancing, dreaming.

Sudoku Quest

my fave game.

I'd like to meet:

Sherrilyn Kenyon and her amazing characters!

Music:


Movies:

August Rush, The Secret, The Last Samurai, many documentaries about ancient times, mythologies, interview with the vampire, and others i cant really think of right now.

Television:

Moonlight, Naruto, almost anything on the discovery channel, the history channel, sometimes the travel channel(if the have stuff about art, which sometimes they do)

Books:

The Dark-Hunter novels by Sherrilyn Kenyon, vampire/werewolf novels, and horror fantasy.

Heroes:

mozart, beethoven, and other inspiring composers. Benazir Bhutto(amazing woman tried to make peace with her ppl), and those people who strive to better this world.

My Blog

to loose ones biggest inspiration of their heart

today my friends, i have lost a friend. an inspiration. he was strong, i looked up to him. i cared allot about him, i tried to always be there wen he needed me. but he refuse to let anyone in. he whin...
Posted by lost an inspiration. on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 09:38:00 PST

teachings of life

Dearest reader, my name is Yvonne. I am an artist, and poet. I adore dancing, it gives me inspiration, Earth itself is a work of art. Many can't see the beauties and differences everything has....
Posted by lost an inspiration. on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 10:04:00 PST

What is your story? help out an artist, let ur voice be heard.

----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Madrigle, the painterDate: May 30, 2008 3:51 PM2am, Wednesday, May 28, 2008.  I know I'm long winded but PLEASE read as this will not wor...
Posted by lost an inspiration. on Sat, 31 May 2008 10:38:00 PST

Beautiful Death

Have you ever wondered what death really is?many say its beautiful,many say its like dreaming,many say its like being free of all burdens. then there are those who say...death is like hell.nightmare a...
Posted by lost an inspiration. on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 10:23:00 PST

fave song for now ^^ Hangin by a moment: Lifehouse

..> Lifehouse Lyric: Desperate for changing Starving for truth Closer to where i Started Chasing after you I'm falling even more in love with you letting go of all i've held on to I'm standing her...
Posted by lost an inspiration. on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 12:49:00 PST

My little city called home

The smell of salt, heavy in the air. The white mountains in the winter, greens and browns in the summer. Up the mountains, to Timpanogos caves, wonders beyond belief. Fishing in the lake near the cav...
Posted by lost an inspiration. on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 07:19:00 PST

The Caretaker

silence amoung the loved ones. tears of sorrow for the dead. listen to the woman weep. children lost in sadness. prayers from the priest in black. amen. may they rest in peace. down goes the coffin, d...
Posted by lost an inspiration. on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 12:50:00 PST

wonderful life.

wonderful is it? to know you can do so much people can do so much yet waste thier time will they? we can not see the threat we are not only to one another to this Earth. we fight eachother... friend a...
Posted by lost an inspiration. on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 12:07:00 PST

without trust.

The silence between us. I looked away. just to mention my own future, The way I wish to have it, she becomes selfish. Pity turns to rage. I turn to look at her... All I see are tears. She says she wil...
Posted by lost an inspiration. on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 12:10:00 PST

lyrics from one of my fave songs.

(Sparkling Gray,Then my own veins..uh..)Any more than a whisperAny sudden movement of my heartAnd I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass awayJust get through this dayGive up your way, you could ...
Posted by lost an inspiration. on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 11:41:00 PST