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Pantos

The path to knighthood is paved with courage and ability, not LSD and Sideburns

About Me

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You have been marked on my profile map! Click to make your own visitor map.I've grown to hate writing these little website bios about myself as they always leave me dissatisfied in the end. This Myspace page is dedicated to one side of me. Some would call this my "dark" side, it's certainly my nonconformist side, the side that indulges in all those things deemed "inappropriate" or "bad" by society. This is where I talk about my studies of Occultism, my practice of ritual magick, my sexual "perversions" and the like.This is the side that seethes with anger at modern society, that hates the legal, societal and cultural limitations that disenfranchises all that is truly individual, all that is different. This is the side of me that yearns for liberty, love, art, passion, uniqueness and growth.This is the part of me that almost resents how well I *CAN* fit in. The part that despises the fact that I can work for one of the largest banks in the world, pulling down a hefty salary while having none of my co-workers suspect any of the stuff I do outside work.

My Interests

Occultism, Ceremonial Magick, Chaos Magick, Sex Magick, Goetia, Enochian, Qabalah, Hermetica, Discordianism, Golden Dawn, Thelema, OTO, A.'.A.'., Robert Anton Wilson, The 8 Circuit Model Polyamory, Omnisexuality Kink, BDSM, D/s, Sadism, Bondage, Mind control, Breathplay, Bloodplay, Spanking, Flogging and Caning

I'd like to meet:

People who interest me, people who stand out from the norm, people who challenge me, intrigue me, turn me on. If you want to add me and I don't know you, please send me a message telling me why, otherwise I'll probably turn you down, unless you look extremely interesting and not like some porn spambot.It helps if you are:-Intelligent -Unconventional -Sarcastic -Perverted, bordering on depraved -Able to spell words like "you", "are" and "why" in chat without feeling a need to abbreviate them.

Music:

Fields of the Nephilim, KMFDM, Rammstein, Massive Attack, Otep, Leonard Cohen, Portishead, Pink Floyd, Guns 'n Roses, Sisters of Mercy, Theatre of Tragedy, Therion, Tool, David Bowie, Morphine

Movies:

V for Vendetta, Blade Runner, Cecil B Demented, Sin City, Secretary, The Kingdom (Lars Von Trier) Dark Knight, Super Troopers, Anything Featuring Zombies, nuns, demons and people who replace their hand with a chainsaw and carry a boomstick.

Television:

Dr Who, Torchwood, Lost, Battlestar Galactica, The Shield Millenium, Buffy the Vampire slayer, South Park, Drawn Together, Alias, Greg the Bunny, Babylon5, Veronica Mars, Twin Peaks, Scrubs

Books:

"Illuminatus" by Robert Anton Wilson and Bob Shea, "Stranger in a Strange land" by Robert Heinlen, "Neuromancer" by William Gibson, "American Gods" by Neil Gaiman

My Blog

The cactus

The Desert almost claimed me This salted Wasteland So barren in its Homogeny I withered And to survive I became a Cactus A natural part of the Desert Yet not letting anyone past my spikes And I...
Posted by Pantos on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 10:30:00 PST

Blogging, life and that kind of stuff

So, it’s been a helluva long time since I updated this blog. This is not unusual per se. Ever since I opened my first livejournal account way back when I’ve always been a sporadic blo...
Posted by Pantos on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 11:35:00 PST

A galaxy of wishes

I wish I could understand the intricacies of space and time Like Einstein did I wish I could understand compassion The way the Dalai Lama understands compassion I wish I could be uncompromisingly ...
Posted by Pantos on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 11:23:00 PST

Magical jorunal project change

So as some of you may have noticed it's been 10 days since I posted my magical journal online, I want to apologize for this unforgiveable laxness on my part, but because of a ttotal change in my work ...
Posted by Pantos on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 10:27:00 PST

07/10/06

Woke u-p at 4:45 again, I really hate having to get up this early, but it's just one more week so I can deal. Showered and did my usual three.Nothing of note, all three rituals flowed smoothly and wit...
Posted by Pantos on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 10:33:00 PST

07/09/06

Sorry for the late posting, the last couple days have been insanely busy.I woke up bright and early at around 8AM, went downstairs, showerred and did the usual three rituals. All felt really good, for...
Posted by Pantos on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 10:19:00 PST

07/08/06

Woke up bright and early at 3:30PM feeling just like any 30 year old man should feel after staying up until 6AM partying. After a couple glasses of water  I stumbled down to do ritual. Had the cl...
Posted by Pantos on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 05:59:00 PST

Journal 07/07

Woke up at 4:45 again and proceeded downstairs to shower, felt pretty tired and groggy again, which is probably to be expected since I'm still adjusting to not working graveyards again. Robed and went...
Posted by Pantos on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 04:01:00 PST

Day 1

(Entry is for 07/06, didn't have a chance to post before)Woke up at 4:45 AM (crazy isn't it?) went downstairs showered and put on my robe. Took about a minute or so to center myself before starting my...
Posted by Pantos on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 05:45:00 PST

Online Magical diary

I admit I stole this idea shamelessly from Animapurasit, but it's a good idea and since he doesn't mind me stealing it I will continue. I am planning to start posting an online version of my magical j...
Posted by Pantos on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 09:22:00 PST