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recursive dreams

Your life is the manifestation of your dream; it is an art. And you can change your life anytime if

About Me

I haven't listed any music that I'm interested in. I like fun stuff, but my heart is in trance-inducing music. Jonathon Goldman has given me glimpses into what I like to term God. This is just an OM chanting below (by hundred of monks), but some of his other music strikes me in ways that no other musician has been able to. His Chakra Chants, The Divine Name, and such, hold deep meaning to me.
If anyone knows of musical artists that are good at bringing about trance states, PLEASE send them my way--I'm not looking for feel good, but if you have an especially feel-good artist that you think is exceptional, please feel free to send that my way too. Thank you. ;)



My Interests



yoga, meditation, neuro-linguistic programming, hypnosis, tantra, magick, genderbending, camping, family

I'd like to meet:



Those who can laugh at themselves. I also love meeting wacky individuals with a healthy disrespect for convention.

"The essence of independence has been to think and act according to standards from within, not without. Inevitably anyone with an independent mind must become 'one who resists or opposes authority or established conventions': a Rebel.

If enough people come to agree with, and follow, the Rebel, we now have a Devil. Until, of course, still more people agree. And then, finally, we have Greatness." - Crowley


"God is that whose center is everywhere and whose circumference is nowhere."


In this space of choice, there will be none who will cause me fear, who will bar my way, or who will do me harm. The only person capable of doing these things is myself, but I have chosen aright.

It was absolutely shocking to see Deepak Chopra praise the work of occultist Grant Morrison, specificaly his "Invisibles" comic. They both basically say the same things in their works, so it's not truly shocking, but Deepak is usually associated with fuzzy feel-good literature. I'm thrilled to see him expose the genius of Morrison. Video link below.



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Movies:

Lawnmower Man, Pi, Matrix, V for Vendetta, Fight Club, Twelve Monkeys, Life is Beautiful, Maybe Logic, Office Space, Sin City, The Butterfly Effect, Rocky Horror, Legend, The Thirteenth Floor, The Fountain, anything with imagination

Books:

Prometheus Rising, Quantum Psychology, Mastery of Love, Illuminatus!, The Invisibles, Undoing Yourself, Chicken Qabalah, Book 4, S.S.O.T.B.M.E., Liber NULL & Psychonaut, Condensed Chaos, Tantra without Tears, Mystical Qabalah, Schrodinger's Cat, Celestine Prophecy, Tao Te Ching, The Love Poems of Rumi, A Garden of Pomegranates, Book of Secrets

Heroes:

Robert Anton Wilson, Peter Carroll, Aleister Crowley, Timothy Leary, Phil Hine, John Lilly, Lon Milo DuQuette, Ramsey Dukes, Christopher Hyatt, Osho, my son

My Blog

"The Writings of V"

Cheers to whoever wrote this.. This is absolutely beautiful:..Birthpangs of V. &and the issuing forth of the Wandering Lords[8.6.07]Who is this brother Victus and from whence does he come?V. is but as...
Posted by recursive dreams on Sun, 21 Sep 2008 08:49:00 PST

Love is in everything

Love, to me, is the observation behind all experience; be that boredom, hatred, jealousy, lust, greed, frustration, whatever. Imagine a prisoner who has spent much of her life in solitaire confinement...
Posted by recursive dreams on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 10:12:00 PST

Freedom to choose?

In an infinite universe, there would be patterns within patterns ad infinitum. The pattern of life would be *a* pattern of life. The pattern that contained all patterns would be the infinite.Consideri...
Posted by recursive dreams on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 09:16:00 PST

My Oath to the Infinite

Reflecting reflecting reflecting reflecting ad infinitum, and here I am, lost and playing in Indra's net.I am not the mirrors that are infinite in number. I am the small space between these mirrors. A...
Posted by recursive dreams on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 08:37:00 PST

Insanity

This is what I get for blogging on my phone; I'm editing out the auto-corrections:nearly a decade ago, I asked myself if it was the world that was crazy, or I?The answer I came up with was that the un...
Posted by recursive dreams on Fri, 05 Sep 2008 11:49:00 PST

Semantics removed, problems go away

"As I was walking up the stairI met a man that wasn't thereHe wasn't there again todayI wish to God he'd go away!"Not only is it one of the tragedies of the human condition that we can never fully be ...
Posted by recursive dreams on Sat, 30 Aug 2008 03:34:00 PST

Please.. All I can do is beg of Thou

Only Rumi can voice the agony of my longing.. It's at least comforting to know that he, at least, found this fountain. Me, I have dreams. And I stay optimistic.***"In the orchard and rose gardenI long...
Posted by recursive dreams on Sat, 30 Aug 2008 05:45:00 PST

Broken hearts

A repost: Nothing has changed.. Refer to a newer post where I said I must stand strong, tapping my own inner love. When my cup is full, you will see a new person, and it will only been then that we wi...
Posted by recursive dreams on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 12:53:00 PST

Change

Twice this week this quote came to mind, but I couldn't remember it in its fullness:"Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful committed citizens can change the world. Indeed it's the only thing th...
Posted by recursive dreams on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 12:40:00 PST

Love

I love myself and my child unconditionally. Some people I have loved a great deal, like you, Syntheah.You held my heart, and let me hold yours. I can still feel the beating of your heart, the softness...
Posted by recursive dreams on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 12:25:00 PST