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About Me

There are so many different levels to me and so many different qualities I possess, and I honestly dont think one person can know them all fully. Not that I am too deep or complex..or, maybe I am...but what I really think to be the issue is people want to put you in a "place" that makes them comfortable. People think they know you, and in a sense they do, but then when you show them something tcontrary to what they expect; they dont know how to take it. The first reaction for most people is to either ignore and act like they dont see the "other you", or they try to fight it until you dont let that side come out when with them. I am sorry for those people. They are the shallow, one sided people who cant fully understand we, as humans, are not here to "people please". I cant make you happy, nor can you me. To embrace the fact that we all are so complex is to accept yourself as well. Maybe you dont like what you see or dont understand it, but in order to accept me as the imperfect being I am, you must also accept yourself as imperfect. That is what is hard for people to do. Accept flaws?? I have flaws?? I dont think so. Thus, they remain shallow and do not grow.For you suckers who think you can put me in your box and think I will just sit there quietly, you are in for a rude awakening. If you, on the other hand, decide to get off your high horse and take me for who I am, you might actually enjoy the ride-for a while at least. I become too much for even myself at times. That is what my lovely boyfriend is here for. He keeps me grounded. He is one of the only people brave and committed enough to tell me I'm wrong. This is why I prefer to have only genuine people in my circle.I have a tendency, as an aries, to think of myself first. Sometimes that can get out of hand, and I need people who will not let me walk all over them. I cant respect weakness,and over-the-top strength is a turnoff as well. It's not that I am hard to please. Actually the opposite is true of me, but there are just some things that really get under my skin. Weakness and controlling are synonymous in my book. You only aim to control others when you, yourself, are weak.I believe in letting your hair down. I believe in going out and not having your thinking cap on. Hell, when I go out, I throw my thinking cap under the car and drive on that motha f(watch your mouth). I figure we only live once, right? Well, I guess that depends on which religion you subscribe to. Who really knows. As I write this I am thinking of Seal's "crazy" song.Okay,I guess this is all for now. I dont want to bore you all to tears.

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My Interests

Football, deep discussion, politics, real estate, acting, psychology, philosophy, higher learning, music, art, New York, beaches... run into anything you like yet? I am an eternal student, and I am sure I can have a conversation about anything, because if I dont know something about it, I want to know about it. Holla!

I'd like to meet:


Music:

[Verse 1:] She's been down and out She's been wrote about She's been talked about, constantly She's been up and down She's been pushed around But they held her down, NYC She has no regrets She accepts the past All these things they helped make to make she She's been lost and found And she's still around There's a reason for everythingYou know I've been holdin on. Try to make me weak, But I still stay strong. Put my life all up in these songs Jus so you can feel me.[Chorus:] So take me as I am, or have nothing at all. Just take me as I am, or have nothing at all.[Verse 2:] Now she's older now Yes, she's wiser now Can't disguise her now She don't need No one tellin her What to do and say No one tellin her Who to be She's on solid ground She's been lost and found Now, she answers to G-O-D And she's confident This is not the end Ask me how I know Cuz she is me.

Movies:

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

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Television:

Okay, right now I am watching 6 degrees, and I like it. I usually work late on Thursday, so I wont get to watch it again, bummer. I enjoy good acting and comedys, so there it is.

Books:

I really am well read, I just dont want to list all of the books. I like something that causes thought, but I also like to NOT think, sooooo.... I do NOT like romance novels, no Fabio for me, Ewww. Okay, The Road Less Traveled, annnndddd hmmmmm..... Dunno, tell ya later.

Heroes:

People who come from nothing and make something. People who think outside the box. Trailblazers. Those who are successful and like passing on the secrets to their success. People who are generous by nature, not for what they get in return. People who make life as a human worth it.

My Blog

2 young 4 a mid-life crisis

Okay, I am watching America's Next Top Model, and lemme tell ya. All I can do is sit here and wonder why they didnt have shit like this when I was their age? It is so depressing. Then, I start looking...
Posted by sugar rae on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 06:52:00 PST

is religion an exclusive party?

okay, at work today I overheard a couple co-workers discussing religion and the one cowerkers ambition to be a minister. I dont remember exactly what sparked my interest in what they were saying, but ...
Posted by sugar rae on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 10:26:00 PST

state of the world today

I'm just sitting here thinking about my life.... I am at home, it's saturday night, and I am happy to be here. My son is downstairs playing video games with a friend, and it just simply feels good to ...
Posted by sugar rae on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 09:54:00 PST

are all women catty??

I am bored so I decided to waste time until I drop from exhaustion (spell check homie). I dont know exactly where I am trying to go with this, but I gotta start somewhere. Is it just me, or are women ...
Posted by sugar rae on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 08:03:00 PST

so, what is your opinion?

um, okay. A blog. This is my first time, so I will just try writing whatever comes to mind. What am I thinking about right now? (Now, since this is a sort of diary, I guess this is all about me, sort ...
Posted by sugar rae on Mon, 27 Mar 2006 09:29:00 PST