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Tamara

Doing Kermit

About Me

My name is Tamara. Love is where it's at for me. If you have drama inside of you take it somewhere else. I am 34 and too old for high school bullshit. My girls are everything to me. Most people have a hard time adopting but for me it was so easy. The universe knew that these 2 little girls were meant to be with me and I cherish the times we have together. My life is not all clouds and fluffy bunnies. My friends are also vitally important to me. For the people I love there is nothing that I wouldn't do. I have a good head on my shoulders and I am in a good place. My life is simply as difficult or simple as I choose to make it.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Tamara Ann
Birthday: 12/22/72
Birthplace: Toronto, Canada
Current Location: Pittsburgh
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: natural, light brown...dyed, black
Height: 5'6" with platforms 5'9"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: russian/irish
The Shoes You Wore Today: none....yet
Your Weakness: I worry too much
Your Fears: oh god....next question
Your Perfect Pizza: not a huge pizza fan
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get first author on science paper
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: heh
Thoughts First Waking Up: Is it morning already?
Your Best Physical Feature: legs and hair
Your Bedtime: whenever
Your Most Missed Memory: my father
Pepsi or Coke: coke..pepsi eeew
McDonalds or Burger King: neither, makes me want to vomit
Single or Group Dates: either goes well
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: tea HOT not cold
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: ick
Do you Smoke: unfortunately
Do you Swear: when fucking pissed off
Do you Sing: to myself
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: finally
Do you want to go to College: already been no need to return
Do you want to get Married: ummmm???
Do you belive in yourself: it waivers but altogether yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: yes sitting in the passenger seat especially if I haven't eaten
Do you think you are Attractive: I am cute as hell
Are you a Health Freak: I used to be
Do you get along with your Parents: no
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes very much
Do you play an Instrument: kind of, has been a while since I picked up my french horn
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: god yes
In the past month have you Smoked: uh huh
In the past month have you been on Drugs: prescription??
In the past month have you gone on a Date: don't think so
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: every day in the shower
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no it's against the law
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: yes
Ever Shoplifted: no it's against the law
How do you want to Die: peacefully
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: alive
What country would you most like to Visit: Sweden
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My Interests

Music, swimming, adoption, Dj'ing, molecular biology, baking, reading, sleeping, boots, hair, drawing, painting, candles, dreads, travelling, pugs, incense, decorating
You Are The Fool
You are a fascinating person who is way beyond the concerns of this world.
Young at heart, you are blissfully unaware of any dangers ahead.
You are a true wanderer - it has be difficult finding your place in this world.
Full of confidence, you are likely to take a leap of faith.

Your fortune:

You are about to embark on a new phase in your life.
This may mean changing locations, jobs, friends, or love status.
You are open about what the future will bring, and free of worry.
You have made your peace with fate, and you're ready to start down your new path. What Tarot Card Are You?

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Your aura shines Green!
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I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet people who will continue to expand the journey but let's just see where it goes.....

In a Past Life...
You Were: A Kind Despot.

Where You Lived: Turkey.

How You Died: Killed in Battle. Who Were You In a Past Life?
You Are 32% Evil
A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil. How Evil Are You?

Music:

Artzt and Phuscht, Asche, Run Level Zero, Cruxshadows, Ministry, Marilyn Manson, Dead Can Dance, Sisters of Mercy, Skinny Puppy, E-Craft, Deutchemachine, Frunkervogt, Black Tape for a Blue Girl, Mephisto Waltz, Electric Hellfire Club, Lights of Euphoria, Gitane Demone, VNV Nation, The Moores, Protoculture, Amon Tobin, Puff Dragon, Trakktor, Depeche Mode, The Cure, Christian Death, Azphyxia, Alex Smoke, Alien Sex Fiend, Vas, Siouxsie and the Banshees, The Art of Noise, Collide, Coil, Shpongle, Peter Gabriel, PWEI, KMFDM, Underground, Aphex Twin..That's just some of it there is way too much to go through, which is a very good thing :)

Movies:

The Exorcist, Contact, This is Spinal Tap, Best in Show, Tikashe Miike films are new but so cool, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Ring, Heathers, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Pirates of the Carribean, Edward Scissorhands, Hotel Rwanda, Aliens, The Shining, Donnie Darko,

Television:

The Family Guy, Law and Order SVU, 24, Seinfeld, Curb Your Enthusiasm, The Sopranos

Books:

Dracula, The Witching Hour, Dune, Harry Potter..still working through them, Do They Hear You When You Cry?, Biography of Marilyn Manson...must read even if you don't like him,

Heroes:

it is difficult to come up with a list of heros. From musicians, scientists and friends and family there have been many influential people in my life.

My Blog

Slammed

Motherfuckinggoddamnsonofabitch did it to me again. My fucking heart is about to explode out of my chest. Can't fucking believe this. SSSSCCCRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMSSSSSS.
Posted by Tamara on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 05:26:00 PST

harassment

Great way to start the morning. Not doing anything, just dropping my kids off at school and this asshole police officer decides to pull me over because of the way i look. I ask what he is pulling me o...
Posted by Tamara on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 09:22:00 PST

Thoughts

I look at my girls with envy. Right now Paige is on the floor playing with her new toys that she got today and Kendall in her new pink frilly dress telling me that she knows how to do ballet. This is ...
Posted by Tamara on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 04:36:00 PST

feed the beast

My brain is tired. I was hoping for a good night's sleep and I guess overall it wasn't bad but I didn't go to bed in peace. Basically what stressed me out for the day i also dreamed about. Was disturb...
Posted by Tamara on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 06:04:00 PST

my accent

What American accent do you have? (Best version so far)North CentralWhat people call the "Minnesota accent."  Sounds almost Canadian.  You may have even been asked if you were from Canada be...
Posted by Tamara on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 10:51:00 PST

tralala

Life seems to be revolving around Harry Potter, even my kids are starting to get into it. I borrowed the first movie from Ron so Paige could watch it, she seems to be really enjoying it. I haven't rea...
Posted by Tamara on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 11:40:00 PST

tired

I am so tired.Tired of being the nice one.Tired of bering the nice one who gets ignored.Tired of being the nice one who gets crapped on all the time.Tired of being the one who does everything and gets...
Posted by Tamara on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 07:20:00 PST

sighs

No matter what I do, I will always be rejected.
Posted by Tamara on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 10:58:00 PST

Looking for mercy

Life seems to once again sorted itself out. The last few weeks have been much better and I am slowly returning to myself. Unfortunately being the person I am I wonder when the shoe will fall and eve...
Posted by Tamara on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 02:02:00 PST

sticks tongue out

Carrying around this burden is like carrying luggage that you can never put down. I can't seem to get my head around it and nothing I do seems to be making it any easier. Ok, momentarily it improves b...
Posted by Tamara on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 07:37:00 PST