no more breath inside
essence left my heart tonight
Music is basically my life. I'm looking for new stuff all the time and I write lyrics myself. It helps me to digest my emotions and if I wouldn't write it down either my head or my heart would burst sooner or later. And I'm also learning how to play the guitar and I'm getting better. I love going to shows, feeling the spirit and power of the band and the crowd energizes my soul. I believe that somewhere in this world is a place for me, but I still have to find my way to get there. But someday I will end up there and it just will be right. I don't take my friends for granted and I believe that real friendship is the best thing in life. Always be thankful for what you have. I'm a member of Team GoodTimes / HighTimes which means to walk through life with a big smile on your face no matter how bad things suck. Let yourself grow and always, always listen to your heart. And never let them take you alive!
Stars are dreams. Hopes of every kid, teenager and adult. They're guiding paths and beacons of home not only for ships, but for wandering souls, too. They're shared space for everyone. No gender exists here, no race, no religion. They're punk rock songs played too loud and out of key. They're poetic phrases, sculpted masterpieces, symphonies, rainy days, good books, falling in love, warm blankets and perfect kisses...
i am passionate. a dreamer. impulsive. just a little insane. curious. a wishful thinker. a little fighter. moody. romantic. spontaneous. driven. unstoppable. confused. thoughtful. indomitable. open minded. balanced. impatient. experimental. misunderstood. myself.
i love team GOODTIMES / HIGHTIMES. good music. strawberries. starbucks. LENORE. my amazing friends. chocolate. my dogs. dancing. ford mustang. sun. "awesome!". photography. long walks. star diner. martini. watermelons. lyrics. synyster gates. donkeys. S//C. memories. my good old jetta. secrets. wile e. coyote. my guitar. pirate love. spontaneous road trips. my fools ♥. the ocean. stars. southafrica. junkfood. subway. emo. candy. slash. shows. snow. my room. scrat! ragamuffin. books. simpsons. good talks. beach. doing nothing without being bored. my gals *mwha*. meeting new people. myspace. coffee with tons of sugar. (scary) movies. holidays. tattooed guys. dreams. stories.
i hate team BUMOUT and team CELLPHONE. violence. lies. superficials. messy hair. everyday life. racism. bad days. boredom. mosquito bites. bad weather. wannabes. techno and stuff. stupid chicks. polish trucks on the freeway-middle-lane. fakes. coffee without tons of sugar. missing someone..... :'(
i miss Sean Fuckin Kenny. Mister Slo. my soulmate. gay and happy metal. the give it a name's. crossing roads and almost being killed each time. smoking and mentioning that we're bad kids. "the the" x). annie-pinball. expensive sandwiches. the shittiest hotel ever. trying to find a pub and getting lost in London. I ♥ We Are Scientists. bloody mic fights. the most amazing weekend of my life, thank you all!!!!! roadtrips. rockin out with my gals ♥. taking stupid pictures of each other. "fake smiiile!". the coolest crew ever. weird people at subway. the hunchback of notre dame. rad matt. stupid guys in the first row. "Is my eye fucked up?". rollercoaster. hating polish trucks on the freeway-middle-lane. miffy. karaoke bars in the red light district. the jordan factor. our teddybear weirdo. monkey. kickin some dudes asses at table soccer (you know who you are). the almost famous "guitarsex". ivans lapdance, lmao. "Ich bin Fussball!". nemo?!. heavy-metal-flip-flops. "I'm lost". fraaaaaaank. all of you.
PLEASE
DON'T
ADD ME WITHOUT LEAVING A MESSAGE!!!!!!! Seriously, I won't add you if I don't know you! All those people on my friendslist are my real friends or bands I'm obsessed with.. :) Trust me, the number of your MySpace-"Friends" won't make you a better person! :-p Thank you!
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these bright lights have always blinded me...
meet me in outer space
we could spend the night watch the earth come up
i've grown tired of that place
won't you come with me? we could start again
how do you do it?
make me feel like i do
how do you do it?
it's better than i ever knew...
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