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Jenn XXX

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About Me

JennXXX passed away on November 5, 2005 from an accidental overdose. If you would like to read her blogs, please e-mail. Here is what she said about herself.I was a professional dancer and go go'd and performed in S&M and stage shows for numerous HWD clubs including Miss Kitty's, Perversion, Velvet, Fucker, Dungeon, and Incineration. I graduated from LMU and am a certified substitute teacher now working in Advertising & PR. I'm very open minded and love to have fun. Being a Taurus, the stubborn bull side of me likes to rear it's ugly head on occassion, but I try to contain it as much as possible. I am very confident, strong and intelligent and am one of the most realistic and reliable people you may ever meet. I have a philosophical side, although I am not religious, and love to explore the unknown. In the past my big heart and motherly nature has been a fault, but my experiences over the years has brought out of me an instinct most don't have, to be able to judge anothers character within minutes of meeting them and often just by a first glance. I choose to surround myself with only quality people who are true to their word, honest, and reliable and can easily determine those things immediatly no matter who it is. If you are fake, unrelaible, dishonest, disrespectful, or like to take advantage and abuse others, don't bother contacting me. As I am a truly good natured person, I expect the same from those I call "friends." I know pain, I know suffering, I know hard work, struggle, disappointment and fullfillment. At different points in my live I have been at my very worst and at my very best, I have experienced pure hatred and pure love, pure good and pure bad. I believe I am a very well rounded person that can open other's minds to so many ideas and possibilities they never imagined. I only wish for the same.

My Interests

Dancing, clubs & bars, movies, whatever.

I'd like to meet:

Read the "about me" section to determine this.

Music:

Goth, Rock, Industrial, etc. My favs are NIN, Slipknot, The Used, The Killers, My Chemical Romance, Dead Can Dance, Switchblade Symphony, Massive Attack, Depeche Mode, Ministry, Tori Amos, etc etc.

Movies:

Donnie Darko, Cube, Cube 2, Cube 0, 13 Ghosts, Streets of Fire, Snatch, The Cell, Dagon, Hellraiser, The Truth about Demons, Raising Arizona, What Dreams May Come, The Prophecy, Stigmata. Basically I love anything involving ghosts, the paranormal, supernatural, psychology, Hell, evil, theology, death & destruction.

Television:

Comedy shows like MAD TV, animal shows on the Discovery Channel/Science Channel/Animal Planet/Etc, the History Channel, & the SciFi Channel. The only shows I watch these days are "Lost," "Medium" and "House."

Books:

Dante's Inferno, Paradise Lost, The Story of O, and anything involving Hell.

Heroes:

Heroes in this day and age?! If you name some stupid celebrity, or similar, as your hero you're a fricken idiot. My heros are my mom, dad, and grandpa Joe. They are always there when I need them and always willing to extend themselves to accommodate me no matter what the reason or predicament I've got myself into. What more of a hero is there than that!

My Blog

In Memory of Jennifer and Jessica

Lost My Child Today   I lost my child today.People came to weep and cry,as I just sat and stared, dry eyed.They struggled to find words to sayto try and make the pain go away.I walked the fl...
Posted by Jenn XXX on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 08:01:00 PST

2 Years Today

Hi Honey it's your mom.  I can't believe it has been two years TODAY since you passed away.  I miss you so much and think of you every day.  My heart broke the day you left. I know that...
Posted by Jenn XXX on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 08:27:00 PST

Addiction

Quoted from the book     I AM YOUR DISEASE!! THE MANY FACES OF ADDICTION by Sherry McGinnisWHAT IS ADDICTION? Addiction is a brain disease which resides in the limbic system&....
Posted by Jenn XXX on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 05:46:00 PST

It’s Mom Again

Hi Sweetie,  It's mom again.  I just wanted to say I love you and miss you so much.  November 5th is fast approaching and I can't believe how fast time moves.  I spoke to Jessica ...
Posted by Jenn XXX on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 07:11:00 PST

Remember Me

Jen, I think of you every day. I love you. Mom   Remember MeTo the living, I am goneTo the sorrowful, I will never returnTo the angry, I was cheatedBut, to the happy, I am at peaceAnd to the fai...
Posted by Jenn XXX on Sat, 26 May 2007 01:56:00 PST

Your Birthday

Jen, today is Mother's Day and I re read a Mother's Day card you gave me.  I miss you so much.  Tomorrow would have been your 30th birthday.  You are still my precious daughter and I wi...
Posted by Jenn XXX on Sun, 13 May 2007 01:15:00 PST

Your Birthday

Jen, today is Mother's Day and I re read a Mother's Day card you gave me.  I miss you so much.  Tomorrow would have been your 30th birthday.  You are still my precious daughter and I wi...
Posted by Jenn XXX on Sun, 13 May 2007 01:19:00 PST

Grandpa's Birthday

Jen, today is your grandpa's 86th birthday.  I know if you were still here with us you would have helped us celebrate.  He misses you so much - it is hard for him to talk about losing you. D...
Posted by Jenn XXX on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 08:07:00 PST

Happy Holiday to All of Jen's Friends

This is just to wish all of Jennifer's friends a very happy and safe holiday.  Just be careful and remember that drugs are not our friends!  One dumb mistake can cause a lifetime of pain. Je...
Posted by Jenn XXX on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 09:18:00 PST

I Miss You My Daughter

A shadow of joy flickered; it is me. I told you I wouldn't leave. My memories, my thoughts are imbedded deep in your heart. I still love you. Do not for one moment think that you have been abandoned....
Posted by Jenn XXX on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 11:29:00 PST