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About Me

"Today"-- it's "Brownie's Page Is STILL Under Construction Song"
I looked around me today
And saw all the people, tired and gray
Going through the motions of life
I couldn't smile to save my day
I looked around me today
and dreamt that our troubles could be lifted away
Faced with myself I tried to pray, but what could I say
From our first cry of innocence
We are proven guilty
To our last gasp in binding sheets
The paths are set quite clearly
The echoing halls of childhood years
Where we accumulate so much fear
Draw the curtains, douse the light
The patterns on the walls at night
A threat of menace in our sleep
So bless us lord, our souls to keep
And if the child should stain the bed
Then force ideas into it's head
Let punishment befit the crime
At tender years you're doing time
These adults oh so kind and wise
Instill their fears behind our eyes
"Now be a good boy, and get to sleep before the sandman comes,
that's the way to do it. That's the way to do it.
The crack of stick, the trembling heart
The silent terror as the violence starts
Eyes that flinch as blows rain down
Regard it well through tears that drown
The voices raised upon the door
Shall lull this child to sleep no more
The mind grown old in one so young
Asks itself," What have I done?"
And something stirs within the breast
The nightmare born, never to rest
Analyzed now with sterilized grace
And the mind retreats to a secret place
Where it can't be found, exposed to pain
Our answer is to whisper, "insane"
We so proud in our civilized age
Put the match to the opening page
I looked aroung me today
And saw all those people, happy and gay
Going through the motions the motions of life
I couldn't smile to save my day
I looked around me today
And dreamt that our troubles could be lifted away
Faced with myself
I tried to pray, but what could I say?
Here comes the candle to light you to bed
And here comes the chopper to chop off your head

My Interests

I'm not vegan, but vegan is my favorite type of food. And, I eat a lot. I eat so much that I don't gain weight. Besides burning calories by simply going to clubs, watching awful punk bands, and playing cheap guitars with expensive pick-ups.

I'd like to meet:

Most of the friends in my friends list, I have met at least once in my life. I hang with 90% of them on a consistent basis. I don't mine meeting new people, but part of being my friend is being harassed by me, to hang-out at random places. And, don't think you can escape me by living in another state because I've been know to travel.

Music:

PUNK!!! I listen to a wide variety, but it all comes down to the PUNK!!! And, I currently trade via USB pen drive, back-and-forth thru the good ole postal service. It's like pen palling, but to a whole nother level. I used to DJ, but what a burn out. Can't stay out 'til 3am, anymore. It burns my eyes trying to wake up 3 hours later for work. I rather pay and listen to some one else. And, I don't dance because I enjoy performing a lot, lot more. I can't get into the music that way, unless I'm in it.

Movies:

Let's go, so I can eat my popcorn.

Television:

I people watch. I think it's more of a sport, than a tv show.

Books:

I would love to write one, someday, when I'm older and more decrepit.

Heroes:

No one overly liberal.

My Blog

What Candy Are You?

What Candy are you? I am constructing my new profile, and I am turning all my friends into candy, snacks, cigarettes, soft drinks, and alcoholic beverages. hahaha! Anything snack-like!&nbs...
Posted by Brownie on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 09:06:00 PST

There's a big white bunny in my garage!!

..>..>..>..>..>..>..> ..> I was trying to get an early start (you know 10:30... 11am), and I openned the garage to get some parts-- I saw a big white bunny with long, vertical ears starring at me wit...
Posted by Brownie on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 06:39:00 PST

FREE Cocaine!

I was hanging with a friend from some country called Balise (I always thought he was black, until I heard him speak Spanish). Anyway, he said he had a gift for me from the motherland.James: "Have you ...
Posted by Brownie on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 06:24:00 PST

Vampyr Vodka-- NOT!! Violent Vampyr Vomit!

Had a blast for New Years! Went to Queen Courtney's party at her brother's motorcycle shop. 4 punk bands and Moonshine served. That was too fun! GreebyAfter, me and a bunch went to Stardust's house fo...
Posted by Brownie on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 12:31:00 PST

On the 8th Day, God created Vicodin ES.

On the 8th Day, God created Vicodin ES. For my chronic back pain, I've been taking half-a-teaspoon of methadone a day (shown on the left). To recover from Dysthymia, I have to take Norpra...
Posted by Brownie on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 12:40:00 PST

Cinco De Mayo with Vodka and the like.

We all met at my house to crack open a bottle of Belvedere I purchased. My next door neighbor, Matt, turned me on to it. I thought vodka was just vodka. So, before this, I stuck to the $10 / $15 jugs....
Posted by Brownie on Mon, 08 May 2006 12:40:00 PST

Dark and Lovely Vaseline.

A nice story came up, during a dinner I had on Sunday. They were asking about my hair, of all things. My natural hair is actually dark red, from my Irish half-- and wavy. I've been bleaching it for ma...
Posted by Brownie on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 05:57:00 PST

A Pretty Mess, Sake Fire Ramen Fudge, and a $50 ride.

Last night, I had planned to see my friend's new band at Studio Suite, 5 lights from the house. Nikki and Courtney had stopped by on their way to the Palms (Les bar in W Hollywood) to have some Plum W...
Posted by Brownie on Sun, 12 Feb 2006 12:19:00 PST

Valentine Viagra

I had this service call in Santa Barbara, around 9am. So, I headed out early around 7:30am. Half-way there, the client calls me and tells me that he wants to re-schedule. Obviously, ...
Posted by Brownie on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 08:35:00 PST

JennXXX in my Top 8 has passed away.

Saturday, November 5th 2005, Jenn XXX passed away in her sleep, due to complications with a blood related illness. A wake is being held for her passing, on Sunday, November 13th, in Lancaster CA, for ...
Posted by Brownie on Fri, 11 Nov 2005 09:46:00 PST