Create your own Friend Quiz hereI am the friend of a friend of a guy you once knew. The anecdotal story of hope and determination told when everyone runs out of things to say about themselves-------------------------------------------------- ------I'm the person you knew so well, when suddenly like a kaleidescope with the smallest of imperceptible turns, everything changed, everything now appears differently, it's like we've never met--------------------------------I've given up hope that my body and soul will ever match. The closest I've ever gotten to this utopia is while swimming completely submerged underwater, eyes wide open. If only I could hold my breath just a little bit longer-------------------------------------I don't think fate has ever been anything but a foe to me, yet it's what I believe in. I know that "one of these days you will look for me, and I'll be gone," So, for your benefit I'll keep you at a distance with elbow locked and one hand on your chest to push you away. On many fronts I wax and wane, this one's no different. It is not my job to police your heart, so, with my other hand I'll reach for yours and pull you back. But then without notice, time and time again fate flips this very coin, and those around me crumble into dust--------------Thankfully I believe love has nothing to do with words------------------I'm 19 years into the bonus round of my life and my endurance for it all is so scare it frightens me at times, just to surge back from the most unlikely of sources. It's like you've just shown up to the game, while I'm 9 deep into extra innings. You're rooting for the home team, I'm hoping that the end, any end, is near------------------------------------------In case you didn't know it I am a lier, but just by omission. A feeble favor from me to you. I'm loyal, often much longer than I should ever have been, at least in hindsight. Despite this, to me the alternative is worse------------------------------------------------I am far too perceptive when it come to those around me, but am unable to turn that same mirror toward myself------------------------------------------------------ -----------I am many things to many people. Christy to friends, my last name to those I consider my better friends. Chris to older friends from my childhood and to family. Chilly Willie to my favorite co-worker who is also my department's doyenne. Chicken Little to my mother on the rare occasions when I let her know I'm really sick. Frogger to my best friend. I've been Sunshine to a handful of men. Louise after my great aunt who died in her early 20's from the same disease I now have. Colossal coincidence or is the name cursed? Either way it's what I go by at work these days. "That Girl" at another job because my hair style reminded my co-workers of the main character from the television show of the same name. I am Soffitina when I paint houses. Guadalupe for 3 years in high school Spanish class. Room 213 for 3 months at NIH in Bethesda, MD. Hot Stuff or What's Up Buttercup to my middle sister, and Miss Chris to my 7 year old niece------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------------I am many things now, but not forever. Of all the convictions I hold in life, the one I subscribe to more than any other is that stagnation breeds contempt. This is the end from which, I am ever evolving.
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