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elestravaganza

LEARN THE RULES,THEN BREAK'EM! MASTER OF DISSASTER

About Me

i'm all you want, i'm the fire starter, i'm your mother's worst night mare, i'm tough,ambitious,and i know exactly what i want.If that makes me a bitch, oh well! okay.Just caame back from beautiful Europe....and going back there as soon aa i find a bird that flyes me back. So...My Love ones and the ones that know how much apreciation have shown to me in the period of time i..ve been here...you..ll know where to find me.The gypie vicking with the spanish temper!!!got to say more? Got nothing to hide. Peace out. Well...i..m back again in Europe,this time is gonna be for a while a long one(i hope). Feels good to be home.

My Interests

I¨M LIKE A ROLLERCOASTER:::::::::::I¨M SCENTRIC TO THE LIMIT;I¨M INTERESTED IN LOVE N HATE...HATE FOR LOVE...THE REASON OF ...HUMANS TO COMPLAINT FOR THINGS THAT IF THEY HAVE A SOLUTION(WHY COMPLAINT THEN?)AND IF IT DOESN..T....WHY WASTE THAT PRECIOUS TIME COMPLAINING ABOUT IT?...EITHER WAY.......MY INTERESTS ARE INFINITE N NONE AT ONCE......IT ALL CHANGES WITH MY MOOD N STATE OF MIND.SOMETIMES I LIKE TO SWIM N DANCE(HAHAHA).

I'd like to meet:

meet Who?.... Who me?....R you talking to me? Let me show u my little friend! U wanna die u gonna die bigtime!!!!!!MTF!! I..m not the knid of person that..s looking out for anyone specially, i just like to travel n meet ppl in the way...as i call them my journal friends,(some of them ) will remind till this day and on, others got lost in the way but their spirit will remind in my thoughts n heart forever. But some how i know i..ll still find some more awsome human beeings : SHARP ,CONFIDENT, AGRESIVE, PLAYFUL AND SMART ENOGH TO SURPRISE ME!....(AND LET ME TELL YOU), IT'S NOT AN EASY TASK TO SURPRISE A TOUGH SCORPIO WITH BABE FACE AND OLD SOUL .. BUT I LIKE CHALLENGES, AND I LIKE PPL THAT LIKE TO TAKE RISKS AS WELL, SO, I DARE YOU, TO SURPRISE ME. IF YOU SEE MY EYES SHINE, AND A PLAYFULl SMILE IN MY FACE, THEN, DEFINATLY, MEANS I¨M ANSWERING YOU BACK, SO YOU¨LL KNOW THAT WE SHOULD KNOW EACH OTHER. THAT¨S AN HONEST TIP OF WHO I AM:::AND WHO I LIKE TO KNOW...

Music:

AS I SAID ABOVE! ALL DEPENDS ON MY STATE OF MIND, AND MY MOOD IS CONSTANTLY CHANGING, I GO FROM ANGEL TO BICTH IN LESS THAN 3 SECONDS.

Movies:

CARLITOS WAY, SCARFACE,MECHANIC ORANGE,JACOB'S LADDER,REQUIEM FOR A DREAM, TRAINSPORTING, GUMMO, PI', COLOMBINA, FREEZE FRAME.....ETC... ANYTHING BY ALMODOVAR, TARANTINO ,LEE EVANS.........ETC. THERE'S SUCH AN NUMBER OF INCREDIBLE YOUNG INDEPENDENT DIRECTORS, THAT BLOW MY MIND, THAT I WON'T HAVE ROOM ENOUGH TO NAME THEM ALL. ALMOST EVERYTHING, THAT COMES OUT FROM SUNDANCE FESTIVAL, AND SOME OF THOSE MOVIES THAT I'VE SEEN UNDERGROWND, CUZ' THEY NEVER MADE IT TO SUNDANCE, BUT THAT THEY'RE WORTHY. GOOD MOVIES WITH UNKNOWN STARVED ACTORS AND NEW DIRECTORS,WITH LOW BUDGET, END UP BEING THE ONES THAT TOUCHED EVERY FIBER OF MY BODY AND SURPRISED ME ENOUGH TO STOP BREATHING FOR THE PERIOD OF TIME THAT THEIR SHORT BUT INTENSE MOVIE LASTED. FROM HERE".I WANNA CONGRATULATE THEM, AND ENCOURAGE THEM TO KEEP ON CREATING THEIR BEAUTIFULLY EXPRESSED REALITY FOR US. CU'Z WITHOUT THEM, WE'LL BE STILL LIVING IN A WORST PLASTIC LIE, CALLED HOLLYWOOD!

Television:

tv sux, I WATCH TV,I..M NOT GONNA DENY IT,BUT CUZ I WANNA LAUGH, N FORGET OR AVOID HOW PATHETIC EVERYTHING AROUND ME IS IN THAT MOMENT....PLEASE KIDS! AND UNEDUCATED ADULTS" WARNIG! DO NOT BELIVE ANYTHING SAID ON TVN DON..T TRY TO DO THAT AT HOME!

Books:

any book that's interesting enough for me to finish it ! and so far is been 50/50. but i keep on searching. I can read anything from QUJOTE,CIEN ANOS DE SOLEDAD,EL SEXO DE LOS ANGELES, THE ALQUIMIST, THE SECRET, THE ESSENTIAL...etc... LORCA,BEQUER,BAUDELAIRE,MACHADO...ETC...........I TRY TO KEEP ON READING WHEN I HAVE TIME CUZ IS LIKE MUSIC...I NEVER GET ENOUGH OF IT.

Heroes:

I HAVE 5 HEROES: MY FATHER MY MOTHER MY DOG, my BLACK CAT and myself NOW 1 MORE ADDED TO THE FAMILY TIGER (MY LITTLE PUSSER)

My Blog

i´ve i made a big mistake was to try to make it my way..

Your intelligence is always with you, overseeing your body,even though you may not be aware of its work. If you start doing something against your health, your intelligence will eventually scold you....
Posted by elestravaganza on Fri, 30 May 2008 05:34:00 PST

I´m finding myown peace...so...be part of it or leave me alone!

sometimes is good to just keep everything to yourself n give everything a second thought till you get to any conclussion...........in did i will............peace out  ...
Posted by elestravaganza on Sat, 17 May 2008 12:06:00 PST

I´m finding myown peace...so...be part of it or leave me alone!

sometimes is good to just keep everything to yourself n give everything a second thought till you get to any conclussion...........in did i will............peace out  ...
Posted by elestravaganza on Sat, 17 May 2008 12:06:00 PST

the scorpio had enough....the phoenix is ...............

the phoenix is coming back from the ashes...........rather than resisting or getting rid of lower thoughts,simply place thoughts of a higher nature by their side....
Posted by elestravaganza on Sat, 10 May 2008 03:34:00 PST

I just can´t handle anymore....i had enough! leave me all alone!

i can..t..............i..m just totally tired , all my energy has been completly sucked away from me.Got not strenth to deal with anyone ..s shit, or anything else. i just can..t even hold myself toge...
Posted by elestravaganza on Sun, 04 May 2008 09:51:00 PST

just cuz...

well........on more day passed by! it..s amazing how fast time runs when you..re having a good time(whether is loving that moment (that there..s not many) of your work (cuz u know you..r doing great p...
Posted by elestravaganza on Thu, 01 May 2008 07:50:00 PST

i had to finally change the time dammit! This is my blog time

shit i feel like spring..s coming(no wait!) is actually here i can feel it, damm alergies...mood changes,ppl getting wife beater..s sunburn cuz they werent ready yet for this heat(damm, just last week...
Posted by elestravaganza on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 04:45:00 PST

time/patience/perseverance=you know what!

ok...this is the 3rd time i´ve been trying to put in words what i´ve experienced n lived in this past 2 weeks, and with no luck cuz´i realized that is gonna be just impossible for me, cuz so...
Posted by elestravaganza on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 10:38:00 PST

To whom it might concern....

words don..t mean anything...actions speak for themselves... My only family..s the one i decided to call that way, my father(who i adored,love n respect sooo much),my mother(who it took me this long t...
Posted by elestravaganza on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 02:08:00 PST

Together Alone!

I´m still learning...how 2 take joy in all the ppl i´m,how 2 use all my selves in the service of what i believe,how 2 accept when i fail and rejoice when i succed.- Make it a rule of life: never to re...
Posted by elestravaganza on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 02:36:00 PST