being excited and relaxing, driving myself insane, self expression, dark ass humor, the sound of appliances running through the wall above me, below me, to the left of me, to the right of me, from the front of me, from the back of me, fun times in the shower using scented oil and things with my love
i fucking hate politics and discussions about morality, ethics, religion, etc... everybody always ends up yelling or competing to see who's more in the know and it just stresses me out, pisses me off and bores me. its good to laugh. the world is always going to be fucked up if everybody is so fucking serious all the time....geez. i dont know shit about any of it and im not registered to vote cuz im not a responsible voter cuz i dont trust any type of media or propaganda or government or church. thats my mutherfucking choice cuz im mutherfucking free. damnit. live free or die. dont tread on me. ha ha ha ha ha.
and the relationship of tom cruise and katie holmes makes me want to kill myself and now theyre making more of themselves. there's the end of the world right there- more of those idiots...i mean really
"am i wrong?"
**********************************************who i'd like to meet:
and those who entertain me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: marilyn
Birthday: april26 1978
Birthplace: fort worthless texass
Current Location: i dont want to talk about it
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5' 9"
Right Handed or Left Handed: left handed
Your Heritage: scotch irish
The Shoes You Wore Today: havent put any on yet but im predicting chucks
Your Weakness: coctails, sushi
Your Fears: intellectuals or people who think they are smart-you can always learn more, retard
Your Perfect Pizza: black olives, anchovies, some kind of spicy pepper...yummy
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get the fuck out by selling art so everyone who knows me would shut the fuck up
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: dont do that shit
Thoughts First Waking Up: oh ok i was dreaming
Your Best Physical Feature: the roof of my mouth is sooo sexy
Your Bedtime: whenever i drop
Your Most Missed Memory: tylanol (my cat i had to give to these nice people in hollywood)
Pepsi or Coke: dont drink soda unless there's booze in it
McDonalds or Burger King: wendy's
Single or Group Dates: dates?
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: green tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla bean
Cappuccino or Coffee: esspresso
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: yup
Do you Sing: like an angel (not really) i really love to be freddy mercury
Do you Shower Daily: what for?
Have you Been in Love: oh constantly
Do you want to go to College: been there done that
Do you want to get Married: not unless its rafael
Do you belive in yourself: im still here
Do you get Motion Sickness: i cant read in a car
Do you think you are Attractive: dont care
Are you a Health Freak: oh jesus no
Do you get along with your Parents: thats funny
Do you like Thunderstorms: love them
Do you play an Instrument: classically trained pianist bitch and im learning the guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: uh huh
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: i have a lover
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: i hate the fuckin mall - blow that shit up
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: ew
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: YES!!!! its just like my favorite thing in the whole world
In the past month have you been on Stage: all the world's a stage
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: in the bathtub
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: shitfaced
Ever been called a Tease: nope
Ever been Beaten up: yup
Ever Shoplifted: yup
How do you want to Die: fast
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: im an artist
What country would you most like to Visit: where they eat the bugs
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
"99 Red Balloons" (by Nena)
99 Decision Street.
99 ministers meet.
To worry, worry, super-scurry.
Call the troops out in a hurry.
This is what we've waited for.
This is it boys, this is war.
The president is on the line
As 99 red balloons go by.
Which 80's Song Fits You?
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Your Brain's Pattern
Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent.
You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored.
You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts.
And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be.
What Pattern Is Your Brain?
You Are 5% Left Brained, 95% Right Brained
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.
Are You Right or Left Brained?
.. You scored as Existentialist. Existentialism emphasizes human capability. There is no greater power interfering with life and thus it is up to us to make things happen. Sometimes considered a negative and depressing world view, your optimism towards human accomplishment is immense. Mankind is condemned to be free and must accept the responsibility.
Existentialist
Postmodernist
Romanticist
Cultural Creative
Idealist
Modernist
Materialist
Fundamentalist
i'm old school everything except for a few things but i hate listing that shit- i like good shit and if it's bad in a good way that's cool too. im way out of the loop as far as scene. im not an encyclopedia...all my friends are fucking encyclopedias...i have no memory, whatever it is ive either heard it or i havent and i either like it or i dont. i really cant stand sexy saxophone music in eighties and nineties movies and van halen sucks and so do the doors. I FUCKING LOVE QUEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! got me through the hard times it did...and fleetwood macsp? im a fag ok?
dark crystal, lawrence of arabia, blade, fantasia, a lion in winter, the thin man, ferris buellar's day off, happiness, auntie mame, alien, jaws (just the first one), harvey, arsenic and old lace, anything with cary grant in it really, shawshank redemption makes me fucking cry every fucking time...cant stand "chick movies" like beaches but moonstruck is really good and i thought i was going to hate amelie or whatever but i didnt, i really like the ten commandments for some reason and i have only met two people who will watch it with me. i like the first two godfathers........anything with tom cruise or brad pitt in it needs to be destroyed
golden girls and otherwise i just like to have the tv on- even with the sound off and listening to music (sometimes both things) loud as hell while i paint. i also enjoy seinfeld, frasier, the cosby show, the simpsons and all that animated satire thats so good. but the golden girls make me sooooo happy.project runway rules and so does america's next top model-gripping fucking melodrama reality shit and i like cooking shows ghost shit unsolved shit learning shit bravo's a pretty good channel but i never have cable - im not a fuck television enthusiest
right now im reading EYEWITNESS TO HISTORY: remarkable first-hand accounts of the events that shaped civilization, lipstick traces-a history of punk rock, picture books with neat pictures, the great gatsby, the stranger, catch 22, children's books, random short stories, books about things like engineering, physics, hunting the white tailed deer, wars and shit, other crazy ass subjectmatter from my grandmothers library, national geographic magazine old and new, people magazine at the docter's office, national enquirer type shit in the checkout line, a little random erotica, sometimes the daily paper english and spanish, the internet, not crazy about sci-fi, im not much of a reader-oh but i just found a new book called 'the decision makers' about some kind of crazy essays crazy influential demigod society representatives wrote in the late fifties in texas...like the people who decide how shit is going to be and their essays and shit----pretty fucking creepy
katherine hepburn, t.e. lawrence, bela bartok, lou gerhig, dolly parton, freddy mercury, anyone who is totally genuine, people who dont use people, anybody who does whatever the fuck they want to do and does it real no matter what shit is said about it