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molding life like clay...

About Me

I REALIZE THIS IS ALL AN EGO TRIP....
Awakening and awakening trying to shed the ego trying to be present.....CURRENT MOON lunar phases
If you don't know exactly who you are all the time you're more realistic, more free, and more awake! You're being too intelligent to be stuck inside some frozen mask of personality! You've opened up your wisdom, and you've realized that "knowing who you are" is the trap – an impossible self-objectification. None of us knows who we really are. Facing that and then becoming all that we can be – astonishing, surprising, amazing – always fresh and new, always free to be more, brave enough to become a work in progress, choosing happiness, open-mindedness, and love over certitude, rigidity, and fear. -unknown
I do Reiki healing, Therapeutic Coaching & Hypnotherapy at Tonal Balance in South Mpls..
You can make an appointment with me here Tonal Balance
Go here for my official therapeutic coaching page Ms.Shawn
Om Mani Padme Hum
My quantum particles choose to exist...my dna seeks to replicate...my reptilian brain wants to procreate...my mammalian brain bonds... my aggressive tendencies subdue and control...my emotions seek happiness and my mind to rationalize,oppose, and figure you out...my heart opens and feels both pain and loving kindness...my ego mirrors your every move...and as the mirror shatters and the illusion is revealed...i look directly into your eyes and feel ourselves completely connected...and know you are me and i am you and we are not two but one...unity in all things that connect us...choosing to exist...and see each other through this existence...awakening...always ready...
I LOVE HUGS!! Big bear ones! And jumping monkey ones-you know the kind!
Sometimes it turns into a wrestle floor hug & I like that too!^.^
I value intelligence & compassion-- also quick wit! I have always been into the strange & unusual. I have healing tendencies, I am what is known as clairsentient (which means I feel things~an empath)a strong desire to protect people & to show there are other ways to live this so called life. I delve deeply into esoteric & occult ideas as well as philosophy in general.One part psychonaut one part avid researcher. I like to think about hidden meanings & to feel free & open. I want to travel A LOT more than I do so I can see this planet while I'm here. I crave experiences that give me a certain...electricity! Music can take me places in my mind that no one has seen. *deep connections and spiritual ways* I practice Yoga & Reiki energy healing.
I have an aesthetic eye and like to create a cozy ambiance in my surroundings. I tend to gravitate towards experiences that will be mind altering or life changing
. I am all about learning but also about practicing what I learn. Not so much into just thought as the quieting of the mind these days. I used to over analyze everything! I was advised not to do that with emotions. I am ever evolving- ever growing- ever changing. Some day I hope to become Shamanistic in what I can do for people. That being said -I can be a big dork sometimes so watch out!! lol I like to look at the sky at night. I am a powerful earth element. I have Wiccan and Buddhist beliefs but don't want to label myself either. I hold an open yet encompassing view on spirituality.
I AM AN ANIMAL LOVER!!
"I think I could turn and live with animals,
they are so placid and self contain'd;
I stand and look at them long and long."

Walt Whitman's words from a passage of "Leaves of Grass"
Sun Sign: Capricorn
Sun 29° Capricorn 10' Capricorn Horoscope
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Moon Sign: Gemini
Moon 7° Gemini 33' Gemini Horoscope
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Rising Sign: Aquarius
Ascendant 10° Aquarius 44' Aquarius Horoscope
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Ajita asked: "What is it that smothers the world and makes it so hard to see?
What is it that pollutes the world and seems to threaten it?"
The Buddha answered: "It is ignorance that smothers,
and it is carelessness and greed that make it invisible.
The hunger of craving pollutes the world, and the pain of suffering causes the greatest fear."

-Sutta Nipata

EXPLORE
I'D LIKE TO RIDE AN ELEPHANT IN THAILAND.
The Energy Of An Embrace
The need to touch and be touched is established early in our lives, as we develop and grow in the omnipresent embrace of our mother's womb. Once we are born, separated from that sanctuary of connectivity, we begin to crave the physical embrace of our parents. As we age, we become more independent. Yet during times of triumph or trouble and during those moments when we are in need of reassurance, we can't help but long for a hug.Because a hug requires two active participants, each individual taking part in the embrace experiences the pleasure of being embraced and the joy that comes from hugging someone. As both individuals wrap their arms around one another, their energy blends together, and they experience a tangible feeling of togetherness that lingers long after physical contact has been broken. A heart hug is when you put your left arm over someone's shoulder and your right arm around their waist. As they do the same to you, your hearts become aligned with one another other and loving, comforting energy flows between the two of you to flood your souls with feelings of love, caring, and compassion.A hug is a pleasurable way to share your feelings with someone who is important to you. Depending on your relationship with the other person and the kind of message you wish to send to them, a hug can communicate love, friendship, romance, congratulations, support, greeting, and any other sentiment you wish to convey. A hug communicates to others that you are there for them in a positive way. In an instant, a hug can reestablish a bond between long lost friends and comfort those in pain. The next time you hug someone, focus all of your energy into the embrace. You will create a profound connection that infuses your feelings and sentiments into a single beautiful gesture.~DailOM.com~
What Kind of Empath Are You?
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You scored as Healer

You are a Healer Empath. You take in the energy of others and transmute it. You trigger transformation in others and free trapped energy. You are capable of great healing abilities. You walk between the worlds and bring waves of healing energy with your presence. (from "The Book of Storms" by Jad Alexander at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Empaths/)


Healer


95%

Judge


90%

Shaman


90%

Universal


80%

Artist


70%

Traveler


60%

Precog


50%

Fallen Angel


50%
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My Interests



You wanna know some of my interests????
I wanna make out with phenomenal music & avocados.
books, art, enlightenment, philosophy,hayhouseradio.com
deep conversation, quantum physics, LAW OF ATTRACTION,
astral projection, photography, LOVE,The Art of Soothing,

hot tea, warm rain, low lights, soft sheets,
HEALING-Reiki, traveling, Sky diving, movies,
Going on random adventures!
energy & energy transfer, expanding consciousness
ANIMALS

::::TATTOOS::::
Piercings, Mohawks, Dreadlocks
laughing, kissing, cuddling,
dream work, shamanism, anthropology
YOGA,Stones, Feathers, Leather, Wood & THUNDERSTORMS!!
October is my favorite month of all!!
I am a HUGE fan of Halloween/Samhain

I'd like to meet:

♥Kindred Spirits♥
..

ALSO:
JOHNNY DEPP
CHRISTOPHER WALKIN
A SHAMAN
DAVID BLAINE OR CRISS ANGEL
ESTHER HICKS/ABRAHAM
SHANE FROM L WORD-YUM!

AND FRANK!

Music:


I go to a lot of shows!!
I ♥ the local scene!!
And I love to dance my ass off!
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I appreciate a wide variety of music.
I really like atmospheric beat driven music and stuff with a Russian or ethnic-gypsy flare.
If it makes me tingle & smile I'm in!

Specifics off the top of my head: DeVotchKa,Gogol Bordello (best show EVER!),Bjork, Thievery Corporation, Bat For Lashes, Portisehead, Depeche Mode, The Cure, TOOL (Perfect Circle-Puscifer), JANE'S ADDICTION(Porno for Pyros), NIN, Alice N Chains(Mad Season), EAGLES OF DEATH METAL, The Bravery, Sage Francis,ZionI, Juno Reactor, Joy Division, The Faint, Ella Fitzgerald, Sleater Kinney, Le Tigre, Glass Candy, Psychadelic furs, Pretty Girlz make Graves,Mazzy Star,Massive Attack, Ladytron, Ramones, Rancid, Drop Kick Murphy's, VNV Nation,Assemblage 23,Type O Negative, I could go on...
I LOVE THESE TWO MAGICKAL WOMEN!!!

Movies:



Anything that inspires, makes you think or has a dark edge to it & comedy too of course laughing is good for the soul....
Waking Life, ONE , What the Bleep & Down the Rabbit Hole, The Secret ,Amelie, Donnie Darko, Powder, Phenomenon, The Fountain, Whale Rider, House of Cards, I ♥ Huckabee's, SLC PunK, SLAM(Saul Williams), Tim Burton Films, The Mists of Avalon, The Crow, Lady Hawk(minus the sndtrck), Nell, The Blue Lagoon, Practical Magic, Witches of Eastwick, Dune, The Dark Crystal, Bram Stokers Dracula, Shadow of a Vampire, Communion, The Red Violin, Princess Moninoke, Spirited Away, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Hero, House of Flying Daggers...And the funniest movie I have seen in a long time is Forty Year Old Virgin!!
SOME ACTORS I ADORE:
Johnny Depp
Gary Oldman
Christopher Walkin
Winona Rider
Jeff Goldblum
Bjork(Dancer in the Dark)

Television:

It is time to turn off your TV and tune into the broadcast channel of existence.
Anything that involves learning or comedy I can dig.

You Are a Prophet Soul You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone. Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people. Sometimes this faith can lead to disappointment in the long run. No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way. You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle. Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings. A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning. You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.

Books:

I can't get enough brain food!!! braaiiiinnnnsss! lol
READ THE LAW OF ATTRACTION BY JERRY & ESTHER HICKS AS WELL AS THEIR OTHER BOOKS!!!!
A good novel will keep you entertained, a great novel will teach you something new and teach you something about yourself.
Currently Reading:
A New Earth
Dreaming Realities
Entering the Castle
Change Your Thoughts Change Your Life

The Yoga Sutras(Pantanjali), The Cosmic Serpent-DNA & the origins Of Knowledge by Jeremy Narby, After the Ecstasy the Laundry (Jack Kornfield), Siddhartha s(Herman Hesse), Fire in the Soul (Joan Borysenco),Dangerous Angels,Jitterbug Perfume(Tom Robbins) Women Who Run With the Wolves, Reiki(Diane Stein),PoisonWood Bible,Celestine Prophecy, Da Vinci Code, Seat of the Soul, Spontaneous Healing(Dr.Andrew Weil), Ishmael, "Modern Magick" 11 Lessons of High Magic,Carlos Castenada "The Art of Dreaming", DMT: the Spirit Molecule>>anything that expands my mind or can do so within a story. (Terrence McKenna) A General Theory of Love(a scientific look at human emotion)*New Chakra Healing* & *Psychedelic Shamanism* Also "Secrets of Shamanism-Tapping the Spirit Power within you" by Jose Stevens, PH.D. & Lena S.Stevens

Heroes:



"At the center of the universe is a loving heart that continues to beat and that wants the best for every person. Anything we can do to help foster the intellect and spirit and emotional growth of our fellow human beings that is our job. Those of us who have this particular vision must continue against all odds. Life is for service."
--Fred Rogers

My Blog

PAIN-BODY

PAIN-BODY    The greater part of human pain is unnecessary. It is se...
Posted by .::§HAWNI::. on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 07:51:00 PST

A New World or No World? (Part 2)

Eighty years after the great economist John Maynard Keynes observed that the market is psychological and goes up and down primarily because of how investors feel, few people grasp how profound he was....
Posted by .::§HAWNI::. on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 11:44:00 PST

A New World or No World?

A New World or No World? (Part 1) Societies never act in totally predictable ways. In response to the global economic crisis of the mid-Seventies, induced by OPE...
Posted by .::§HAWNI::. on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 11:44:00 PST

Want to play a little game?

Ok so here is what I need from you.1. Describe a cube. I need to know how big it is (roughly-ie tiny, small, medium large, gigantic) I need to know where it is located according to where you are and w...
Posted by .::§HAWNI::. on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 10:58:00 PST

Living a sustainable life

Just had htis conversation last night in my kitchen with Adam, Sammi, Todd and Missa. then I read this blog today....Thank you:DPCFrom: Kindness of Strangers~Live Green saves WildlifeEasy Fix to TODAY...
Posted by .::§HAWNI::. on Tue, 27 May 2008 10:39:00 PST

"Finding who you truly are"

PLEASE JOIN THE MYSPACE GROUP: http://groups . myspace . com/anewearthgroupyou can watch all 10 weeks of webcasts there.Read the book A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle.A New Earth - Oprah Webcast - Week 7...
Posted by .::§HAWNI::. on Mon, 19 May 2008 11:59:00 PST

Fleet Foxes-Mykonos

Not a great vid or sounds but I am very impressed with this song. an old sound reminds me of the 60's but a beautiful retro sound. they are playing at 7th st entry for $10 on July 20th Artist...
Posted by .::§HAWNI::. on Wed, 07 May 2008 12:38:00 PST

ATTENTION: all Gogol Bordello Fans!

 BEST SHOW EVER!! Gogol BordelloCabooze , Minneapolis, MN Thu, Jun 12, 2008 06:00 PMYEEESSSSSSS!!!!This is an all ages show.Doors open at 6:...
Posted by .::§HAWNI::. on Thu, 01 May 2008 10:12:00 PST

the influx of Eastern religions into Western culture

Conversation with Michael Toms and Joseph CampbellTOMS: What do you think will be the result of the influx of Eastern religions into Western culture?CAMPBELL: You must remember that when we...
Posted by .::§HAWNI::. on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 11:57:00 PST

the Midwest Debut ala Jens from the Giraffe’s

Saturday, March 28th - The Giraffe's at Stasiu's, Minneapolis, MNFirst off, behold the majesty of these urinals: Okay, the picture doesn't quite capture it, but you can say the same thing about the Gr...
Posted by .::§HAWNI::. on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 01:51:00 PST