Roso Rebel (*NTL*)

Yo!I'm Roso, to some people I'm Rusty :DSometimes I'm in the UK - somewhere between London, Dunstable, Brighton or sleeping in Gatwick airport (yes it's happened a few times!) - sometimes I'm in the middle of nowhere in France. It's kinda like going to rehab over there :D and being at peace with yourself again, reconnecting with your inner child & being in harmony with nature. Seriously!! But it can also be even crazier than my rock'n'roll times in London. I love both anyway :DHowever, part of my brain likes to think that I actually live in a squat in L.A. just off Sunset Strip, and it's 1986... Because one day everything changed when I turned on the TV and saw:I've never been the same since. I get my THRILLS with Jack Daniel's, pills & a whole lotta rock'n'roll!! I like staying up 'til the morning light discussing life, death, society & growing old. I find the concept of life as a finite thing kinda hard to deal with. That said, I don't wanna live forever! I like to explore altered states of consciousness. I'm always looking for new ways to FEEL LIFE more intensely. I like to make spontaneous decisions & do things JUST FOR THE HELL OF IT. The kinda stuff where you think back - 'it seemed like a good idea at the time...' I'd like to educate myself by reading books on philosophy & stuff by Byron & Shelley & Aldous Huxley. Except most of the time I can't be arsed. I like getting trashed & lying in the middle of the road looking up at the stars. I over use the words 'DUDE', 'MAN!', 'AWESOME', 'WICKED' & 'KILLERRRRR!!!'. Because I like them :D My car rules. It's as old as me & has flames on it :D Its name is the Crew Mobile. Also known as the Sleaze Machine! I used to have dreams, & an ego. But I lost them at the bottom of a lake one night last summer... I don't like people who try to tell you how to live & people who assume they know the real you when they clearly don't.