Kacie Bug

DOWN TIME" is not my friend, unless I'm people-watching. People amuse me and fascinate me, and I'm insatiably curious about them, so I usually ask too many questions. I am who I am and I'm not going to change me, simply to please you. It took me a long time to build my confidence to an appropriate level of "I don't give a shit what you think about me" and I'm enjoying it.I'm not for everyone, I'm not into hanging with a group or a team or following anyone, which is why I have as few friends as I do...and I like it that way.To quote numerous report cards " Kaci does not play well with others"I like people well enough, I just don't find it nessicary to be surrounded my scads of them, I refuse to jockey for attention and I don't like people who do and I'll give out a mouthfull of chicklets and a complimentary nose job to the first person who thinks it's a good idea to strongarm or try and play hardball with me...I refuse to be bullied, badgered or bothered...I'm not a saucy person and I'm not public about things of an entirely interpersonal nature.However I'm not quiet about matters of the heart. But matters of the heart and matters of the pants are indeed quite different aren't they? I'm not unbreakable, I'm not made of steel but 90% of the time I'm not going to let the world know that.I'm not in to being in the center of things, I'm not a participant.I think that this old bio is the most apt thing I can ever tell you about me... I am but a sum of all my parts.... but if you want a quick debriefer, it's goes a little something like this.. this I'm a human carnival- a one girl Coney Island -exhilarating, frightening and even a little nauseating from all the inertia and velocity...but none the less a over the top fun time- complete with candy apples, tests of skill and kissing on the ferris wheel.I'm not a traditionalist but I am old fashioned ... to quote Howard Roark , " I do not stand at the end of any grand tradition, I may perhaps stand at the beginning of one"in laymans terms... I'm not old school, I'm not new school,I'm my own school.I'm ferociously loyal and independent and very much so like to do things "my way" I'm a dame with alot of interests...far beyond anything I'll ever get to talking about in a bar or at a party but perhaps some evening there will be some quality time, a bottle of cheap red wine ( or slurpees for the non drinking set)and a swingset...then you'll get to know me.I have flaws and postitive attributes, just like all people do. You can place judgement on my flaws or you can accept me for who I am. I will always accept you for who you are because I adore diversity. If the world was filled with carbon copies of me, what a monotonous world we'd be living in.I'm fickle, a flirt, bossy, sensitive, sassy hopelessly romantic and honest to a fault. I am extremely open-minded. I'm a creature of habit, a planner, and a home-body.