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About Me

thats me, i'm pretty complicated. i've had a heavy past and i carry alot of baggage. but now, i just see it as oppertunity for myself to be able to learn from mistakes and how to deal with negative things. live for today, and always look ahead. i don't dwell on the past, and neither should you. i live my life on a day to day basis, and care about only the things that matter to myself, not others.
i sing, i smoke, and i drink. i play the keys and i take advantage of my sharpies too much. i'm bitchy, annoying, and have reasons for being that way. im not really picky when it comes to anything, anymore and i carry alot of apathy. i don't go anywhere without a lighter or my ipod. i live in shitty ass suburbs, and i love it.
so the next time anyone decides to say something derogatory about me, i'm going to choose to ignore it. i'm going to make life easy on myself, and step away from the bullshit, and so should you.
the contents of my ipod include:
alexisonfire, aly & aj, amerie, anberlin, animosity, bayside, benny benassi, billy talent, bleeding through, bless the fall, blink-182, blue october, brand new, bring me the horizon, bury your dead, children of bodom, chiodos, city and colour, coheed & cambria, dead poetic, despised icon, the devil wears prada, dido, the early november, emf, emmy rossum, escape the fate, the fall of troy, flyleaf, imogen heap, jack johnson, job for a cowboy, the jonbenet, killwhitneydead, korsakoff, lamb of god, leona lewis, a love like PI, lydia, maria mena, mandy moore, metric, MSI, notorious BIG, paramore, playradioplay!, the police, the postal service, quad city dj's, the red jumpsuit apparatus, rich boy, rise against, saosin, sara bareilles, say anything, the scene aesthetic, shiny toy guns, sky eats airplane, a skylit drive, sonique, sublime, trivium, the used, valencia.
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hey; jessika here.
it's kind of ignorant how people are these days. everyone is judgmental, and everyone has to bitch @ one another. i mean thats life, right? but i mean seriously. i just think if all of you stop bitching at eachother on this stupid little website your life probably would get a hell of a lot easier. i mean really. just because you might be jealous of someone doesn't mean you should just talk shit behind they're back then esp deny when they confront you. IF YOU'RE GOING TO TALK SHIT; HAVE ENOUGH COURAGE TO TELL IT TO THE PERSON'S FACE. i have had my share of shit; but at least i don't try to get myself invovled.
two wrongs don't make a right.

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Music:

next time you want to say something about me,
remember we're only human beings.
we're all made up of the same shit.

Television:

if a composer could say what he had to say in words, he wouldn't bother writing it in music.

Heroes:

why do we always want what we don't have, and have what we don't want?

My Blog

burning.

everytime you touched me, i felt it burn. my heart melts, my skin tingles. i realized yesterday how much i dont know myself anymore. you told me you liked me, but didnt want a relashonship. "it...
Posted by jessika lynnn. le on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 02:59:00 PST

tired.

i'm tired of bullshit. i'm tired of drama. & of all the things immature and judgemental. i'm tired of people assuming things . you people need to know something about me. i have a heart, an...
Posted by jessika lynnn. le on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 06:48:00 PST

joey.

you probably know who the one to the left is; yes it's oli sykes. but right now; thats not who i'm going to talk about. right now i'm going to talk about the kid in the middle. joey. when i fi...
Posted by jessika lynnn. le on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 11:59:00 PST

yeah.

i was thinking yesterday as i was lying in bed at three am; how unhappy i really was. how i was unhappy becuase i know i wasn't happy. unhappy for the most logical reasons; but never seemed to matter....
Posted by jessika lynnn. le on Tue, 22 May 2007 07:49:00 PST

bathroom.

pinned on the floor; in your memories of nothing. of emptyness. tears fall as you smile of nothing. just as nothing enters and nothing is left behind. stupid white lies; stupid empty threats. it matte...
Posted by jessika lynnn. le on Tue, 22 May 2007 07:46:00 PST

empty.

sitting here in this empty room; it's never felt so full. dancing memories stand sitting in my past flashing before my tear swelled eyes. remembering the horizon i saw past your ever so sweet body. i ...
Posted by jessika lynnn. le on Tue, 22 May 2007 07:43:00 PST

extended about me.

you will never fully understand me.so don't even start to try.i wish i could just sit up on my rooftop and watch the sunset go down while raindrops are falling on my cheek. i wish i could sing a song ...
Posted by jessika lynnn. le on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 03:58:00 PST