I'm gone,Beyond repair

This is me with the words on the tip of my tongue And my eye through the scope down the barrel of a gun Remind me not to ever act this way againIt's the way that you blush when you're nervous. It's your ability to make me earn this. I know that you're tired, just let me sing you to sleep. It's about how you laugh out of pity, 'Cause lets be honest I'm not really that funny. I know that you're shot, just let me sing you to sleep.
I'm Sean Payne, I've grown up and i wish I had been a better son when I look back on my life.I wish I had been a better friend and boyfriend. So this is my sorry for the mistakes I made. I love learning new stuff,weird but I love finding out new facts and how everything goes together. I dont believe in god, im sorry if you dont like that. I sing and write, I want to be a writer or a poet. I'm a dick and very straight forward.I'm plaining on going in the marines. I feel I've made it pretty far in life..... mom doesnt think so. I have a couple best friends, my family is great but we have ouw moments. I have 4 tattoos and i plain on getting more. I go to decatur central high school. I am pretty famous, and im not being cocky everybody knows me....shit i'll bw know around the world soon....