Due entita opposte coesistono in me... l'angelo, che una volta ero, questo mondo è riuscito ad avvelenare il mio cuore, creando un demone. Vado avanti, in una continua alternanza, a volte indosso l'aureola, a volte corna e forcone. Personaggio assai strano, servono anni per conoscermi, e non sempre sono sufficenti.
Alla continua ricerca di qualcosa, non sono ancora capace a stabilizzarmi, a calmarmi...costantemente sulle spine, cerco ogni giorno di sognare nuovi orizzonti, nuove avventure e nuovi universi, di spaziare al di la del mio mondo. In infinita attesa di qualcosa, qualcosa non definito, che forse mai arriverà , e in continua corsa verso un punto che non posso raggiungere. Ma potrebbe essere solo un modo per fuggire da me stesso, distraendomi con nuovi stimoli. Forse, trovero davvero l'equilibrio prima o poi, quando avrò smesso davvero di sognare, quando accetterò rassegnato la realta dei fatti, quando capirò che non cè nulla che deve piovere dal cielo a sconvolgermi la vita. O forse, devo solo aprire gli occhi, e capire che se smetto di guardare lontano, posso scoprire i motivi per cui è ora di smettere di scappare.
"Here is the test to find whether your mission on Earth is finished: if you're alive, it isn't."
Richard Bach
WHY BONDAGE?
People who find it erotic to be tied up find it so for a variety of reasons:
The most frequently cited reason is a mental freedom from inhibitions and responsibility since they have, in a way, given up control of the sexual situation to follow. This is sometimes referred to as a "power exchange."
Some like the tactile feeling of restraint, that is, the feeling of pressure or pulling. Some enjoy the feeling of helplessness for its own sake.
Some like to struggle aggressively against their bonds, particularly when being sexually or otherwise stimulated. There are some in this category who play bondage games that do not include a significant sexual component.
To intensify the experience of orgasm control or of orgasm denial.
Some derive pleasure from symbolic degradation (less common). People who enjoy role playing prison or mental hospital situations probably fit best in this category. Fetishistic interest in the mechanics of bondage, with particular interest in the equipment and restraints used. Some of these people are interested in the look, feel, and aroma of leather and rubber restraints. Others are fascinated by the relationship between the geometry of the tie, the degrees of freedom remaining and the feelings elicited.
As an adjunct to other BDSM activities Like hang gliding or mountaineering, some feel that bondage allows them to do something potentially dangerous in a safe way.
In the wide range of human sexual experience, there are probably a few others.
People who enjoy tying other people up are motivated by a variety of reasons, including:
Taking pleasure in the erotic submission of their partner.
The feeling of trust which comes from another person placing their physical freedom in their hands. Wishing to please their partner, and the stimulation engendered by their partner's pleasure in it Fetishistic interest in the elegance of bondage, with particular interest in the geometric patterns and symmetry (or artistic asymmetry) of the restraint.
Using bondage as an adjunct to other BDSM activities Enjoyment of the power and control one has over a restrained partner; people for whom this is a principal motivation may have trouble making it much fun for the other person.
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WOW! we have a regular Dracula on our hands! You have everything the sins, the girls/guys, the blood, and the mystery!yay! how i envy you...just joking.