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~{Black-hearted Butterfly}~

I am a married Woman now. Sorry guys...

About Me

I am a 22 year old wife who just happens to be a writer and a good hearted person. I loved 3 men in my entire life now and think that it was well worth the pain to find my husband I am with now.John was the first to tear my heart to shreds. But through it all I should really thank him. Because he was the one that got me to see that I needed to change some things about the person I had become. I still think the world of him and still I love him... Just... now as a friend, since it's obvious... we had our chances and pissed them away. I hold nothing against that man.Glenn was the second to tear me down and then in ways build me back up with improvement. He was a friend, then my lover, then a friend again. I don't think I would have given love another try if it werent for him. He woke me up to the big wide world we are living in and I learned that you can't just give up. If we go through life with our eyes closed... we are missing out on everything!And Donald my husband, Monday October 15th 2007 I became Mrs. Donald Joseph Sterling Blackford... He's the one man that knows all I have done in the past and knows the woman I have grown to be and still stands by my side. Through all the hardships we are going through and someday will have to face.Donald, you are my love and that's something that will never change.I have yet to leave anyone I loved.
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My Interests

Your death

I'd like to meet:

My maker

Music:

Fuck you

Movies:

Ever seen Godfather?

Television:

Sapranos

Books:

Anne Rice's Vampire Chronicles. The vampire Vittorio the witching hour

Heroes:

Is that any of your fucking business?

My Blog

Butterfly’s News

Well to all those out there who have been patient with me I would like you to know that I am now a married butterfly and living a much better life. I am a proud new mommy to A sweet 11wk old labradood...
Posted by ~{Black-hearted Butterfly}~ on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 10:09:00 PST

My Wedding Announcement to the World

I am getting married October 14th and if you have anything you would like to say to me about this I would like to hear from you ! Also I am announcing this because there are a few people I need to ge...
Posted by ~{Black-hearted Butterfly}~ on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 12:49:00 PST

Happy Birthday To Me...

Well here is a shocker! I am writing again! I know I have been away for like months but life has been chaotic to say the least but I found some time to write to my family through this blog to say that...
Posted by ~{Black-hearted Butterfly}~ on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 02:49:00 PST

Story Of Little Miss Nonchalant

Little Miss Nonchalante sat in her room reading her books, drawing her picture and listening to her radio. She paid no mind to the fact that her family was down stairs living a life without her. She w...
Posted by ~{Black-hearted Butterfly}~ on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 02:37:00 PST

Bloodstream

I'm in your bloodstream Tonight it's draining me I can't take the pain I hear the ghost, the silhouette Screaming out my name. I turn on the radio Giving up all my hope Knowing the room is filling up ...
Posted by ~{Black-hearted Butterfly}~ on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 12:10:00 PST

Can You...

Can you feel this?the scar on my wristIt's the pain I secretly missCan you hear me?Praying for a fantasyI'm drowning in agonyCan you see howThis world fades me outi'm the lost one, no one ever found.D...
Posted by ~{Black-hearted Butterfly}~ on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 10:50:00 PST

To Scotty

OK here goes, I am not going to write a poem this blog entry. I am just going to say this... Scott is my friend. He never really was anything less than that. I love him to death and it kills me to see...
Posted by ~{Black-hearted Butterfly}~ on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 03:08:00 PST

Death of me

On these cold lonely steps I remember your face Looking up at me that day You were saying goodbye Touching my face asking me not to cry But here I am breaking again How can I stop from feeling I've fa...
Posted by ~{Black-hearted Butterfly}~ on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 01:02:00 PST

Pain Without Love

You can't feel love without bleeding just a little. You can't smile without having shed just one tear. You can't say that life is wonderful, If you have not yet journied through the depths of hell....
Posted by ~{Black-hearted Butterfly}~ on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 12:00:00 PST

Love

Myspace Love SurveyTake This Survey at Quizopolis.comHave you had a crush on someone you met on Myspace?Actually, yes I have.Have you fallen in love with someone you met on Myspace?Yes, I was inlove w...
Posted by ~{Black-hearted Butterfly}~ on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 03:33:00 PST