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CHUCK DEEPâ„¢

ONE DAY IM GONNA LOSE THE WAR

About Me

I am ever changing, always looking for ways to evolve myself into something better, improved. Of course there are obviously some things about me that will never change. I cant hide my emotions and feelings anymore, I used to be good at it..maybe now I am just unwilling or maybe its just the difference between being a boy vs being a man. I am scattered at times but my passions will never fade. Music is my first and foremost love, I owe my life to music. I sing in the band we all die together. I write music, play guitar and drums because it feels good period...Some other interests include writing, reading, getting pierced and tattooed as often as possible, giving massages, animals of all types, archaelogy, traveling, movies, concerts, hiking, skydiving, working out, recording shit in the studio, rock climbing, exploring caves, mountain biking, parasailing, jet skiing, skiing, snowboarding etc I am a complete and total adrenaline junkie, if its not exciting then I probably dont want to do it...Besides that that I am just another contradiction like yourself, still trying to find out why. I dont give a fuck what anybody thinks about me. Opinions are like assholes, we all have one. To all the people that talk shit behind my back...heres my send off, the proverbial fuck you, youre just jealous that you dont have the balls to go out and achieve anything in your own life. You wish you had a fraction of the ambition and drive that I do. You dont really want to change whats wrong with your life, you just want to have something to bitch about. Just another pathetic parasite that wont say shit to my face, a coward, I know it makes you mad, but its true sorry thats not my fault. Shut the fuck up and stop trying to hold me back or pull me down, thank you! Im done trying to please everyone, oh and btw please stop trying to figure me out, you never will and Im still working on it. aim is hard69core and yahoo messenger is cgtool if you need to get in touch with me for any reason

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Music:

alice in chains, 1000 homo djs, 311, a perfect circle, acdc, aerosmith, agoraphobic nosebleed, al green, al jourgensen, alabama thunder pussy, alexisonfire, allele, amen, american head charge, amon tobinandrew badalamenti, anthrax, apartment 26, apocalyptica, army of anyone, at the drive in, at the gates, audioslave, bach, bad brains, bad company, bad religion, barry adamson, beach boys, beastie boys, beat happening, beatles, beck, ben e king, ben folds five, ben harper, bile, billy joel, bjork, black flag, black francis, black label society, black sabbath, blind melon, blood circus, bloodhound gang, blue oyster cult, blur, bob dylan, bob marley, bob seger, borknagar, david bowie, brujeria, buckcherry, bush, butthole surfers, children of the antichrist dynasty, cameo, candlebox, cannibal corpse, carcass, carnivore, cars, cat butt, cat, stevens, ccr, charles manson, chemical brothers, children of bodom, chimaira, candiria, chris cornell, chuck d, chuck sculdiner, the clash, clutch, coal chamber, cold, coldplay, colepitz, collective soul, corrosion of conformity, counting crows, cradle of filth, cranberries, cream, cro mags, crossbreed, crystal method, the cure, cypress hill, d12, damageplan, darkthrone, david allan coe, the deadlights, deadsy, death, deicide, deftones, depeche mode, devin townsend, devo, dillinger escape plan, dimmu borgir, dinosaur jr, dissection, disturbed, the doors, dog fashion disco, don mcleon, down, downthesun, drowning pool, etown concrete, eagles of death metal, earth crisis, earth, elliot smith, elton john, elvis, eminem, emperor, enigma, entombed, enya, eric clapton, eyehategod, eyes adrift, factory 81, failure, faith no more, fear factory, filter, flaw, the flys, foo fighers, frank zappa, from zero, front 22, fuel, full devil jacket, gg allen, gary jules, glassjaw, god lives underwater, godflesh, godhead, godsmack, gorillaz, grateful dead, gravity kills, green river, hank3, hate eternal, hatebreed, hedpe, hellyea, henry rollins, herbie hancock, iggy pop, ill nino, in flames, incubus, iron maiden, isis, jack progresso, janes addiction, jayz, jeff buckley, jerry cantrell, jim carroll, jimi hendrix, john lennon, john zorn, johnny cash, josh todd, joy division, judas priest, killswitch engage, the knack, korn, kyuss, lamb of god, mark lanegan, lbda, leadbelly, led zeppelin, leonard cohen, les claypool, life of agony, live, local h, lou reed, lovage, ludwig van beethoven, lynrd skynrd, macabre, machine head, mad season, maldoror, manson, mayhem, meat beat manifesto, meat puppets, megadeth, melvins, meshuggah, metallica, mike patton, ministry, misfits, moby, monster magnet, morbid angel, mother love bone, motley crue, motorhead, mr bungle, mudvayne, mushroomhead, my ruin, necrophagia, neil young, nick cave, nick drake, nin, nile, nirvana, nonpoint, nothingface, notorious big, oasis, obituary, offspring, our lady peace, oysterhead, origin (hardest fucking band ever!) ozzy, painface, pantera, peach, peaches, pearl jam, perry farrel, peter gabriel, phil collins, peter green, peter tosh, pigmy love circus, pink floyd, pissing razors, the pixies, the police, poison the well, porno for pyros, primus, prodigy, professional murder music, primer 55, project 86, prong, queen, queens of the stone age, rem, radiohead, rage, the raincoats, rammstein, the ramones, rhcp, refused, rick james, rob zombie, robert johnson, roger waters, rolling stones, scott weiland, screaming trees, seether, semisonic, sepultura, sevendust, sex pistols, shadows fall, shonen knife, sick of it all, silverchair, simon and garfunkel, skinlab, skinny puppy, slayer, sleep, slipknot, smashing pumpkins, snot, soulfly, soil, soilent green, sonic youth, soul asylum, soul coughing, soundgarden, spinehsank, stabbing westward, staind, static x, stereomud, sting, stone sour, stone temple pilots, strapping young lad, sublime, superjoint ritual, sweet 75, syd barrett, system of a down, tad, talkshow, tapeworm, taproot, team sleep, tenacious d, temple of the dog, testament, thin lizzy, the tokens, tomahawk, tom petty, tool, the troggs, rebel meets rebel, type o negative, u2, ultraspank, unified theory, utopia banished, van halen, the vaselines, velvet revolver, the verve, the verve pipe, videodrone, vision of disorder, voivod, william burroughs, the wallflowers, my band we will all die together, weezer, white zombie, the who, will haven, the ziggens, zztop.........etc etc etcPantera, nirvana,311, alice in chains, aerosmith, a perfect circle, beatles, bob marley, blind melon, cannibal corpse, chemical brothers, cold, collective soul, coal chamber, cradle of filth, damageplan, deftones, eminem, fear factory, foo fighters, godsmack, hatebreed, jimi hendrix, incubus, janes addiction, korn, machinehead, marilyn manson, metallica, ministry, monster magnet, mudvayne, mushroomhead, black sabbath, nine inch nails, ozzy, pearl jam, prodigy, queens of the stone age, radiohead, rammstein, ramones, r.e.m, sevendust, sex pistols, slipknot, slayer, 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Your Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits: the great southern trendkill
Waking up: wake up-mad season
Average day: get out/badfish-sublime
First date: rain when i die-alice in chains
Falling in love: jambi-tool
Love scene: standing outside a broken-primitive radio gods
Fight scene: aenema-tool
Breaking up: ocean-cold
Getting back together: knife party-deftones
Secret love: right here waiting-staind
Life's okay: headdup-deftones/soulfly
Mental breakdown: cradle-mudvayne
Driving: passenger-deftones/tool
Learning a lesson: perfect enemy-a perfect circle
Deep thought: deep-nin
Flashback: a warm place-nine inch nails
Partying: have a drink on me-ac/dc
Happy dance: another one bites the dust-queen
Regreting: get up again-flaw
Long night alone: hooker with a penis-tool
Death scene: god damn me-filter
Closing credits: perfect self-stereomud
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Movies:

(in no particular order) Big lewbowski, anything stephen king even if it sucks, requiem for a dream, band dvds, night of the living dead, jack the ripper, creepshow, drugstore cowboy, terminator 2, traffic, reservoir dogs (anything Quentin does is ill) friday, halloween, from hell, the cell, dahmer, gacy, bundy, gein, the night stalker, braveheart, 2 evil eyes, anything hitchcock, permanent midnight, anything cheech and chong, the excorcist, seven, leaving las vegas, american werewolf in london, matrix, lotr, american physco, freddy vs jason, cabin fever, the salton sea, the usual suspects, house of 1000 corpses, the man with the golden arm, silence of the lambs, apocalypse now, texas chainsaw massacre, kill bill, killing zoe, trainspotting, boondock saints, cky, jackass, viva la bam, jackass, the ring, speck, the nightmare before christmas, the blob, starship troopers, true romance, nosferatu, lock stock 2 smoking barrels, nightmare on elm street, anything stanley kubrick, friday the 13th, blue velvet, lost highway(anything david lynch) day of the dead (anything george romero) anything tales from the crypt, faces of death, the beach, a bronx tale, the untouchables, scarface.......im getting bored of typing all this shit

Television:

tales from the crypt, simpsons,pee wee herman (when im on drugs) twilight zone,ali outer limits, family guy...reality shows that suck but theres nothing better on

Books:

stephen king, anne rice, richard bachman, william burroughs, hunter thompson, hubert selby jr, harold schechter, charles peterson, tom wolf, jim morrison, jim carroll..and who can forget edgar allen poe

Heroes:

william burroughs for living as long as he did, kurt for showing me how easy it is to play guitar, layne staley for looking like me (haha) and dimebag for picking up the guitar.

My Blog

jagged shards

this wound is gaping for all to seethe words cut throughsuch a sharp knifeagain i find myselfthinking abouttaking my own lifethis wound is infectedit will not healand you...you just add more salt to i...
Posted by CHUCK DEEP" on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 07:16:00 PST

losing all control

why cant you see that you are pulling me apartboth of you are pulling at mestretching meforcing me to do things i dont want to doputting me in situations i shouldnt be in the middle ofyou are FUCKING&...
Posted by CHUCK DEEP" on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 12:55:00 PST

i want

i want to love you leave youhate youhelp youeat youi want tofuck you  kill youkiss you save youkeep you protect youstrangle youlick you smother youkick you caress youbite youdrink you drain youta...
Posted by CHUCK DEEP" on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 10:24:00 PST

inside

he sat alone on his chairknowing all to wellthat this cigarettewill be the last one he ever smokedsurprisingly enough he cared notcarefully grasping the frayed and worn photographshe longed for a time...
Posted by CHUCK DEEP" on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 09:06:00 PST

and in the end, the wise often succumb to the beautiful

it did not matter how beautiful the landscape was anything that separated him from her was simply detestableher eyes alive with love and devotionspoke to him of things no words could conveyshe needed ...
Posted by CHUCK DEEP" on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 09:54:00 PST

if you let me

one look is all it tookto fall insidethose eyes speak volumes on their owni can only hold onshe makes me feel likethis territory is not on any mapI have no directions, but i dont careshe knows exactly...
Posted by CHUCK DEEP" on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 09:39:00 PST

phantom limb (itch)

he rubs it ever so slowlythinkingquietly contemplatingpondering why, he asks outloud?rubbing it ever so carefullyremember what was once therenot even a scarjust nothing instead of somethingthere was o...
Posted by CHUCK DEEP" on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 10:04:00 PST

to the ones they are already beginning to forget

killed execution style for reasons not yet knownkilling yourself for reasons only you knowi was the one thinking about youwhile i.e.d.'s were detonating all around youand you feel more alone then you ...
Posted by CHUCK DEEP" on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 03:20:00 PST

the tides

the real reasonto be one ofno need to be the bestjust one ofwhat i could have  told younow you just wont know, will youa dark shadow fell over his soulfrom greatness has  risen a cursewill i...
Posted by CHUCK DEEP" on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 03:09:00 PST

the truth

why do people fear what they dont understand? societys reaction is to judge and point fingers. I noticed how almost everybody wants to be accepted and understood so they take the path of a sheep....
Posted by CHUCK DEEP" on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 09:04:00 PST