i love music. nine inch nails, i am robot and proud, massive attack, deftones, HEIDI! KMFDM, skinny puppy, portishead, the notwist, tool, a perfect circle, white zombie, marilyn manson, matt carty, nirvana, pearl jam, soundgarden, pucifer, shirley manson, garbage, the birthday massacre, david bowie, enigma, tweaker, etc.... so many to name. i love movies. i don't like tv or radio (although im in RTA)- audio and music production. it's awesome. sleeping is not a pastime i have the opportunity to do much, but i enjoy it. i am a vegetarian. sorry, not for the sake of the animals completely, but because i don't like the idea of eating their flesh. something about eating something that circulated blood is somewhat distasteful. i don't want to meet a boyfriend/fuckfriend on here. networking/friends is cool. I like to draw and paint and rip things up and break things and put them on stuff to make something cool. i don't know, i guess you could call it art, i call it chaos. i fall off the face of the earth sometimes, so if you don't see/hear from me, im okay, just need some alone time to get my schtuff together. i love my family- all of it (i have a rather large extended family due to a few divorces). postscript- divorce IS the best thing to do... it sucks for a while, but it's much better than living with people who want to kill eachother. plus you tend to get more siblings out of the new marriages (which fail too) and they rock! you learn new things from everyone you meet. experience. don't avoid risk. if things don't work out the way you'd hoped, at least you've had the exhillerating feeling of having taken that risk, and you've learned something from it. i like to walk, take the wrong way home on purpose, and end up somewhere i have never been. the long hard road out of hell sometimes has better scenery. take shortcuts (but proceed with caution when it's 4am on a Saturday night- you're not invincible). do whatever you need to do to make you stable. not happy- stable. you can't live life on cloud nine, but if you're stable, you can be productive, and accomplish your life tasks (whatever they may be). if you're at a boy's house (and you are a girl), put the toilet seat back up- it's his house. not yours. when he's over at your place, you can anticipate he will put it back down. falling in a toilet sucks. maybe i just need a bigger ass, i dunno. don't comprimise yourself/ your look/ your morals for something that seems like its the most important thing in the world. whatever it is (boyfriend/girlfriend/career/education.....) it is not more important than how you will feel about yourself.
fin.
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