..My Online Journal..
01-10-07 awwww mang!! this year is going by so good ahahahah!!.. life is always good i guess no matter how bad things can seem.. i owe it all to my 'ol lady ahahahahah =) "Go to church, its good for yea soul lol!!"
Current Mood: FKN AWESOME!!
12-27-06 OMG christmas was awesome!!.. i just loved to see all the little kids playing and opening presents ahahahah.. you should have seen the eyes and the words coming out of their little bodys lol.. kind of gets me out of the busy life that i have and makes me feel very thankful!!.. so how was yours!??..
Current Mood: GREATFUL!!
12-20-06 new job is going great and i like it a lot!!.. people i work with here is funny and i love to be in that kind of environment!!.. christmas is soon and i cant wait to see all the family and friends!!..
Current Mood: YEAH!!
12-15-06 hope everyone is hangin through this season still yet lol.. it seems to be getting better and better for me i guess.. feels good doing things for others and being able to give priceless things.. it seems to be more memorable!! so i start another job monday, and i thank Jesus again ahahaha.. wish me luck mofos!!..
Current Mood: PRICELESS!!
12-09-06 christmas is soon and i have lots of shopping to do ahahahah!!.. nothings better for me rather than spending time with family and being around the ppls that care most you!!.. well i guess we all can look forward to having fun this season of time and not worry about the personal problem we have lol..
Current Mood: NICE LOL!!
11-29-06 life is good i must say ahahahah!!.. lots of changes here and there but nothing more than just God doing his works in my life.. im in love ROFL!!.. and i want the world to know this ahahahahah!!.. i love my 'ol lady lol..
Current Mood: BLESSED!!
11-22-06 so.. i been busy with work and all and havent been able to go on myspace for a long ass time lol.. thanksgiving is coming up tomorrow and get to spend time with family and friends that i havent been able to see or talk to in a while, so i guess it cant get any better than that ahahahaha.. btw how have you been!?? ROFL!!..
Current Mood: GIVING.. I GUESS J/K!!
11-13-06 well my new job is going good i guess lol.. its always a challange in the start but im sure ill get the hang of it.. and when i do, it would be so FKN easy ahahahah.. everyday that worked for this new company so far, i didnt even break a sweat yet lol.. "ba da dadada im lovin it" lol.. and hey EMO, sorry but i jumped the boat lol.. "My 'ol lady had a farm, e-i-e-i-o"..
Current Mood: BLESSED!!
11-06-06 man 'ol man lol.. i feel something that i havent felt in a long time and i dont wanna loose that feeling ahahaha.. its the feeling that keeps me young in mind and heathy in heart!!.. if yea dont know the feeling that im talking!??..... find it ahahahaha MOSUKAHS!!..
Current Mood: NATURAL HIGH!!
11-03-06 all i have to say is.. "God is good " ahahahah.. i like feeling the way i do right now and i cant really say why because of UMUMUMM because lol.. like Magic if you remember!??..
Current Mood: HOPEFUL!!
10-31-06 it feels so good to be back home!!.. but my trip was great.. lost a lot of money but the NHRA races was the bestest thing ever!!.. if you havent been to one of those events, get up on it!!.. and hart & hunnington was too spoofed by the TV show.. wasnt all that great to me ahahahah..
Current Mood: FISHING!!
10-24-06 got my travel pass to leave the island today.. and now im ready to go!!! Vegas that is ahahahah.. got a job offer thats at a great location from where i live and im thinking about taking it!!.. did all the interviews and stuff already.. and also did a U.A. for them this morning.. so win or no win in Vegas, i could still start a new job back at home!! auright lol!!..
Current Mood: JACKPOT AHAHAH!!
10-18-06 idk but im going to Vegas soon ahahahah i heard the weather up there is getting good and the money seems to be rollin in lol yea right lol.. but i need a vacation away from this little rock and do something new without work.. braddah jess you better hook it up over thurr!!..
Current Mood: FUCK WORK!!
10-16-06 we just has an earthquake sunday morning and it was crazy!! it woke me up so fast outtah bed!!.. 15mins later the power went out for 18hrs and it was killers.. all family and friends are safe so theres nothing more i could ask for.. man, the sound and the feel of that earthquake getting heavy was nuts!!..
Current Mood: NEED POWER LOL!!
10-12-06 so Healds grad was good i guess.. all i can say is congrats and dayme..... GIRLS!!! ahahahaha.. i so miss school lol..
Current Mood: WORK MODE!!
10-10-06 whats with all the vog in hawaii lol.. its FKN killing me ahahah.. well this week Heald is having another grad thing so CONGRATS to those ppls!!.. im sure they will have better luck than me lol.......FUCKERS!!
Current Mood: WHATEVER!??
10-06-06 its FKN friday and im lovin it!!.. its mothers b-day so i got her some flowers and balloons and surprised her when she was working lol.. she was happy.. so now its another weekend at the beach and its gonna be great ahahahaha!!..
Current Mood: AWESOME!!
10-05-06 im going to vegas in three weeks or something like that ahahahah!! im so FKN happy i get a vacation off this rock again!!.. other than losing money up there, im gonna see old friends and go hit up the NHRA races!!.. whoot whoot!!..
Current Mood: EXCITED!!
10-01-06 what a good way to start another month.. today me and my family went to church in the morning, got to see old friends again.. then we ate out at zippys for breakfast then went to the beach for a little bit.. dont care what the night has to offer because being with family is all that i could ask for!!..
Current Mood: BLESSED!!
09-28-06 WOW i didnt put anything on my little journal for a long time lol.. well here we go again for the people that actually read this.. humm i wanna go to the beach ahahah.. okay nothings new with me same 'ol sheit lol..
Current Mood: HAPPY!??
09-20-06 well the rain is kinna comin back and i still have a mean cough err!!.. think im gonna sleep early so i can wake up in the morning to fish before work lol!!.. sounds like a good day for tomorrow already ahahahah..
Current Mood: BLAH!!
09-16-06 think i need to get more tatts lol!!.. well this week went by kinna fast and i caught a little cold =/.. Myspace seems to be dying down a little bit.. is anyone on my friends list online anymore!?? hit it up biatch!!..
Current Mood: CONTENT!!
09-11-06 pay your respects and never forget how our United States kept together after all that bullsheit!!.. the heck with terrorism and Alkida.. all that sheit can go to hell!!.. WOW never knew i could sound so PAT RIO TIC lol..
Current Mood: RESPECTFUL!!
09-09-06 ..gone fishing!! good luck stanley ahahahahahahahahahah!!
09-08-06 ..entry 03-04-06 was an example of good things that come out of bad situations from past alcoholic/addict days!!.. after being a convicted felon and going through the bull sheit, i decided to drag myself outta rock botton and make the biggest change in my life.. i went to college thinking that if i get a degree.. any degree, it would help to show others that change can happen in people that go through these situations, and still pull off a good job.. well i got the biggest job offer that i ever had in my life at Hawaiian Telcom and i would have started in three days, until i got a call from the HR department today.. after letting them take a background check of me; knowing that theres nothing to hide, and no reason to not get the position because the charges dont conflict with the job.. but they said that it was part of the company policy that i cant proceed any further with the job..
the worst thing about this is that i feel as if i let a lot of people down, even if this happened to me four years ago.. i was so happy that i started in three days and at my current job all of its employees know that i as leaving.. but now im not!! this is FKN bull sheit..
Current Mood: LIKE SHEIT !!
09-06-06 some music from when i was back in high school lol.. the good 'ol days diggin outta school to hit the beaches ahahaha!!.. "Nakinhi"
09-04-06 ..had to be the pimpest song ever, in 1968!!
09-03-06 life seems to change so fast sometimes.. maybe too fast for ppls to understand why things happen.. but i tend to find serenity in even the most hardest situations that i go through in life.. it isnt god that puts us through b/s challanges in life.. its the sin in this world that makes us feel as if he purposly does, but jesus wants us to learn and grow in faith to succeed in the future.. challanges and test in life never ends.. but if we can grow stronger from it, we can overcome anything =) i guess church was good lol.. start new job in a week, YEA!!!!!!!
08-29-06 okay okay.. so why is it that when your single, you seem to sometimes think about the past relationships and wonder what if!??.. but you always come to the conclusion that it would have never work out anyways.. but when you start talking to someone new in life that your really interested in, they tend to make all of those feeling of the past disappear.. kinna like M A G I C ! ! .. then all the butterflies start to fiddle in your stomach and you cant stop thinking about them even if you wanna stay single for just a little bit.. is this the drive that people are addicted to!??.. idk what it is but i wish that feeling would never end in a relationship that i wanna have in the future!!.. guess i miss your crazy ass even though we just kinna met ROFL!!..
08-23-06 #^?@*$%!! 08-17-06 whats with all the young girls thats giving out personal information to people that they dont know!??.. im aways hearing sheit on the news about how bad myspace is because parents are being worried about their children lol.. get a grip and just chat little nigglets!! ahahaha..
08-16-06 well its the middle of the week and its going along just fine lol.. met a whole lottah new ppls on myspace and some of them are really cool ppls.. so what else should i say!??.. if you see me online, drop a comment and lets chat on this biatch ROFL!!..
08-06-06 Church was fun this morning and hope you all would be blessed like me ahahah.. now im off to the waterpark to play in the half sunny day lol.. but it will be fun because its with family!!..
07-31-06 so yes as you can see.. the page has a new layout again idk why but i like this one lol!! im gonna fish tomorrow so anyone wanna go can meet me at the beach ahahah.. im out.. biatch!!
07-16-06 yeah!! im outta school and looking toward testing the waters of the real world with a real job to hold.. please wish me luck in finding that because i will sooner or later, but its just time i think..
07-02-06 Im going to grad from Heald College in one week biatch!! be there at Sheraton Waikiki July 12, 2006 @ 7:00pm!! ahahahaha..
05-26-06 Help support our Heald College Project management Team .. theres one flyer on my bulletin spot to the right!!.. ill keep you updated on other projects coming up next month!!..
05-14-06 ..so yea i changed the page around again because i got bored.. and Happy Mothers Day to all the mothers around myspace, hope u have a blessed and wonderful sunday!!..
04-30-06 i been getting most of my HWK out of the way this saturday but its so erkin i tell yea lol.. i really wanna grad already so i can just make money and not do any HWk and study for pointless exams ahahahah.. sheity deals for me though!!..
04-28-06 so i still have no idea what to out in the table on the left so yea i need some help!!.. the frig idea is out btw lol.. and if anyone is good at computerized accounting, please help me!!!.. okay thats all for today so im going riding now to work =) see yea ppls!!..
04-23-06 alright now back to the Chapelle Show!! makes me feel better now that school is still stressing me out lol.. take the time to watch the whole thing, its super funny!!..
04-21-06 i have no idea what i just did to my page, so dont ask ahahahaha!!.. as of now im in my last quarter in Heald College in Honolulu and it sucks ass!!.. i have the worst classes and also the worst schedule to go with it, so errrrr im pissed LMFAO!! yups LMFAO because thats all that i can do about it right now =) i also thought that this video "Under Pressure" from Queen And David Bowie rocks because its so old school lol.. yups your getting old STAN!!..
03-24-06 sorry i been so busy with school sheit so i havent been able to respond to comments =) i have two more weeks until this quarter ends and then ill have 3 more months untili grad!! so please wish me some luck homies!!..
03-13-06 Like i said before...
"it's better to tweak online.. than on a line!" crackahs =)
03-12-06 so its sunday again.. and another week has just passed by.. is it just me or is college a big change for ppls lives!??.. i mean other than studys, im meeting some relaly cool ppls in school that i havent seen before in my life lol.. some are way younger than me and some are older.. but man, i dont think i could get through college with out any of them =) okay this sounds gay.. LMFAO!!..
03-08-06 If i ask questions in this box are people going to comment on it!??.. if so please do lol.. so heres my question..
"Should i make another link to make my comments viewable.. does it matter!??"
03-06-06 The sun is back up shining today in the 808 state!!.. so it's 1:45 pm right now and i think im going to the beach!!.. then probly ride tonight if the clouds don't fall from the sky again lol.. If you catch me online im on my sidekick II again so, sorry about the slow response... deal with it!! ROFL..
03-04-06 Four days ago i just made 3 years of being clean and sober!!.. -high5 to self!! auright!!.. and there is no situation or person in this world that can make me ever go back!!
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