Lucid Lunacy

Hello, I'm Lucid Lunacy. Welcome to my myspace~.
I have many many interests. I've always been obsessed with learning new things, so I've gone through a lot of interests over the years. I always have a strong desire to know "what else is there?". What other possibilities? Seems like I'm someone different every year. Though that is what I wanted... To understand as many people as possible. To become someone that could remake the world. My main interests over the years though have been video games, comics, animation, health, philosophy, sciences, world issues, and human nature. I love the fantastic magical worlds of video games, comics, and animation. Especially ones that have very good aesthetics. That are able to create a new world, as I am unsatisfied with the way this one has been built. I love the fashions, hair styles, and make-up. Though that is not to say that I do not appreciate good story and writing. ^^ I love art in all it's forms. It's fascinating the things people can come up with. It makes you wonder all the things they had to experience to get there. If the modern world is made up of masks it is the artists that are the mask makers. Masters of this illusion created by man. Without them our surroundings would be dull, every decade visually the same. The world needs more magic and variety. More customization, entering a building should be like entering another world.
I have much interest in the world and politics. I've spent quite a few years becoming more proficient in this area. There is much wrong in the world and it isn't pleasant to become aware of such things but I believe such things are too important to ignore. I've watched a great deal of documentaries on so many issues. I become fully absorbed in them. For a long period of time I watched almost nothing but such things, it made me very angry with people though for not having the desire to change the world, even if they were really nice, so I had to cut back. Can't help the world if I become a demon. I hate the corruption in the world. That those that run the world are unworthy children, and puppets of special interests. That the world has become so polluted and with a high chance of having many lands being underwater in the near future because of greed. So many things, so many things... I hope to do what I can. Working on such things will be a great adventure.
I became interested in health at a young age. I knew about herbals and such before they started carrying them in all the stores. It's my goal to become vegetarian or as close to it as possible. It is costly though and I am not always able to maintain it at the moment. : ( It is my ideal though. Not just because of the cruelty and pollution involved but because I want the best of the best in and on my body. I want perfect health and to be toxin free! :D To be immune to all sickness and long long youth, that is my goal (immortality being the ideal XD). I'll acquire the things that I've researched bit by bit as I can afford them. Unfortunately though all the studying and media consuming that I like to do has given me horrid sleeping habits which has been working against me, and given me a shitty appearance most of the time. .
I have an obsession with knowing the reason for things, and the nature of reality. The evolution of ideas, why people do what they do. I've studied people intensely since I was a child. I've gotten to a level where I can know a persons nature and possible interests with a glance. Humans always have so many misunderstandings. I wanted to reach a level where I could always understand where a person was coming from. There would be little mystery as to why a person acted the way they did or said what they did. I would learn to read their very essence. This of course didn't just include studying everyone I came across but studying all the cultures and works of the world... Out of all of them my favorite has been Japan. They have such a youthful energy there. It attracts me so. It gives me hope. I don't want to be a conventional adult I find it so boring. I want to be an other worldly being, with the knowledge to accomplish anything and change the world. A world of art and magic. Reality is so fascinating. I study science and religion and everything in between to find my answers and find that reality continues to be far more interesting than I could have ever imagined when I was younger. Such possibilities, and complexity. An expanding multi-verse of entities, conspiracy, manifestation, and no limits. Such wonders to pursue and master. Constantly opening some doors, closing others, gaining abilities, losing abilities and ways of being, struggling to maintain all, remember all. Each person a different path. Which journey do you wish to pursue? What do you wish to experience at the moment?
A goal of perfection though is of course a difficult path. There are things to learn from every little experience, every mistake, the universe is always trying to show you something, and it's very important to learn from mistakes or they repeat. Many people get stuck in a world of mistakes... The "signs" became clear to me at an early age. It was like the universe was directly communicating with me. The nature of things became so obvious and predictable that it seemed as if it was playing a game with me. And it became very obvious that my frame of mind would shape the entire day. It still amuses me when something makes me depressed or angry and I lose my focus that immediately the bad things happen the entire day. But if I manage to keep awareness then everything goes my way. XD Every person has a role to play. There is something you must learn from each person. Some will even continually challenge you in many ways until you figure it out. A spiritual contract that must be completed. The law of attraction is very interesting. I don't know why I was always aware of such a thing, or why I had to struggle for so long trying to figure it out only to have someone bust out a movie within a year of reading about it.., ironically the same year I found out it had such a name..but I must be thankful of that person and her work as it filled in the gaps to what I wasn't quite doing right. xD I hope to use it for many more magical adventures. Although.. I should use it more for wealth as the majority choose to.., as I am dreadfully tired of being financially challenged.. T.T
I used to live a largely reclusive life obsessed with my studies and projects, overwhelmed by being around too many people. But I feel comfortable with myself now. I hunger for great adventure. I want to live a very interesting life and accomplish much.
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