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Megan.&hearts

To be nobody but yourself in a world that's doing its best to make you somebody else, is to fight th

About Me



Imagine a human, female clusterfuck that has a little bit of everything. I'm a little chaotic, but mostly calm. I can be both sweet and tough. Depends on which nerve you strike. I love life and I hate it all at once. I make it a point to constantly question everything, even things I never thought to question. I will question you. No goal is unattainable to me, and nothing can stop me from doing anything I want to do. I used to back down easily, but the person I used to be was someone you may have stepped on one too many times. Nice try. I am phobic, so deal with it. I will be there for my friends with die-hard loyalty, so if you give up on me it's your loss. Eat it. I thrive on experience, making memories, road trips, creativity, spontaneity, educating myself, etc. I love animals. I hold my beliefs close to my heart, so good luck trying to change them.

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My Interests





Adventure. Fun. Death. Art. Music. Intelligence. Work. Sleep. Food. Books. Poems. Ideas. Philosophy. Achievement. Failure. Culture. Subculture. Eyeliner. Travel. Photos. Conversation. Distraction. Thought. Language. Words. Pen. Paper. Movement. Beauty. Ugliness. Distortion. Memory. Creation. Revelry. Perception. Neurons. Sarcasm. Friendships. Backbones. Heart. Violence. Self-control. Strength. Love. Life. Sex. Commotion. Turmoil. Expression.

I'd like to meet:


People who I can tolerate, trust, etc.



Music:



UK82.'77Punk.D-Beat.Hardcore.Thrash.Rock'nRoll.Everything.

Movies:

The good kind.

Television:

80'S CARTOONS!

Books:

Ecclectic, interesting, and imaginative.

Heroes:



People with BRAINS and HEART.

My Blog

Ranting is so much fun.

About a month and a half until I become uber-productive again with a full load of classes at school. Ethics will be fun, math will suck, polisci will be interesting, english lit will be fun and easy, ...
Posted by Megan.&hearts on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 12:47:00 PST

When you’re down, the only place left to go is up.

I faced myself. And now it is time to fix myself.     Crashing downward into nervous breakdown territory has been my lowest point so far. Lower than all the bullshit from the past. Lowe...
Posted by Megan.&hearts on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 12:03:00 PST

Video.

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Posted by Megan.&hearts on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 01:53:00 PST

Destroying oneself. Facing regret.

I stare and stare. There is a reflection facing me, gazing. It is my own. I recognize the face, the eyes, the mouth. But I have no idea who I am staring at. I am a stranger to myself.Is it because of ...
Posted by Megan.&hearts on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 02:09:00 PST

Stuck.

"Desperation is the raw material of drastic change. Only those who can leave behind everything they have ever believed in can hope to escape."...
Posted by Megan.&hearts on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 01:25:00 PST

Cat’s Eye.

"Cat's Eye" (by Poison Girls) I'm feeling like a cats eye in the fast lane of a motorway Those things that go bump in the night I'm feeling like a T shirt, I feel like a toothache I look like hel...
Posted by Megan.&hearts on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 01:13:00 PST

Smash it up.

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Posted by Megan.&hearts on Thu, 29 May 2008 04:16:00 PST

Nauseating behavior.

I would just like to affirm that I find it completely disgusting for people in their later years to be fucking around with teenage girls who are fresh out of high school. Where is the respect in that?...
Posted by Megan.&hearts on Mon, 26 May 2008 11:21:00 PST

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Posted by Megan.&hearts on Thu, 22 May 2008 12:45:00 PST

End of the semester.

Finally! School is over for me on THURSDAY! So stoked.
Posted by Megan.&hearts on Mon, 12 May 2008 12:44:00 PST