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.youre the book that i read when im by myself.

.nothin propa about yo propaganda.

About Me


♥ do not just try and add me without sending me a message, i will not add bands if i don't like your sound.. i will not add you if you have no pic.. and i will not add you if you are a douchebag. If you recently just got out of a relationship, please don't message me either, I'm not into being your rebound bitch for a little bit, I'm better than that and crazy broads that come with it. And if you're going to message me don't say something like "you're so hot, id love to fuck you" or anything sexually related, it's a lame attempt to get my attention and a guarantee that i'll never fuck you, dolts.
i am tessa
the twat of doom
we're gross. life's not been good for you it's just not fair you did nothing to deserve it you did nothing at all sit back and watch it turns from bad to worse no matter how loud you cry it always hurtsboy i'm glad i'm not in your shoeshow could things get any worse for you you're so fucking alone how could things get any worse for you i don't blame you when you bitch and moaneverybody gets what you should've got everybody takes your opportunites everybody gets the breaks that belonged to you everybody takes your just dessertslife's not been good for you it's just not fair i've got some news for you nothing is fair i wish there was some way to make it all better i wish there was a way to make you happy 'cause i'm sick and i'm tired of all your whining, your bitching, complaining, and moaning boo fuckin hoo
25.doll.lipbalm.california.writing.cigarettes.reading.pierci ngs.love.friends.cranium. girls night.deadbydawn.shows.makeup.90'smixcds.tattoos.nothavingbr aces.pistachio pudding. ♥ i wanna remember to remember to forget you forgot me ♥
your asshole.
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Freemeethc [5:00 PM]: i would never cheat on anyone
Freemeethc [5:00 PM]: even for your fine ass
XxRockForLightxX: feck was boner of the month
so what.. it's a black thang!

My Interests


chasing kitties, stealing strollers with babies in them, showing erin how to hardcore dance in my pajamas in blockbuster, getting cats addicted to cat treats, generic sleeping pillz.

I'd like to meet:

all of you.. i'm sure you're all real special.

Music:

modest mouse, thursday, the cure, joy division, portishead, the stills, every time i die, glassjaw, ryan adams, bright eyes, elefant, franz ferdinand, the killers, death cab for cutie, cursive, ratm, between the buried and me, white stripes, blink 182, my chemical romance, brand new, wham, george michael, tbs, stabbing westward, the clash, weezer, depeche mode, yeah yeah yeah's, boys night out, alexisonfire, boy sets fire, cattle decapitation, boy hits car, interpol, pete yorn, poison the well, from autumn to ashes, far, mellowdrone, placebo, nada surf, saetia, campfire girls, n.e.r.d, bloodhound gang, darkest hour, pixies, dresden dolls, fiona apple, ima robot, violent femmes, slayer, gnat, head automatica, ben kweller, cranberries, dramarama, straylight run, lamb of god, the postal service, onelinedrawing, gratitude, marilyn manson, pearl jam, fear before the march of flames, radiohead, theSTART, eisley, used, smashing pumpkins, the streets, the thermals, black heart procession, michael bolton, nkotb, scarlet symphony, belle & sebastian, the walkmen, pavement, built to spill, hatebreed, terror, atari teenage riot, as friends rust, planes mistaken for stars, deftones, sick of it all, the juliana theory, nofx, at the drive in, alkaline trio, mc paul barman, the apex theory, the black dahlia murder, the weakerthans, johnny cash, nirvana, ramones, kelly clarkson, necro, eyedea, kanye west, the cure, the smiths, jack off jill, get up kids, peaches, the paper chase, metric, jimmy eat world, guano apes, incubus, the bronx, christie front drive, and yes im serious about michael bolton.. he IS the man, fall silent, black army jacket, spazz, charles bronson, sod, los crudos, zeke, endeavor, left for dead, repulsion, the accused, ex-fork, crucial unit, santa sangre, capatlist casualities, extreme noise terror, insult, rat bastards, ruination, suicide file, asshole parade, assuck, minor threat, descendents, against me

Movies:

twin peaks.. fire walk with me, mulholland drive, wild at heart, blue velvet, spun, requiem for a dream, welcome to the dollhouse, boondock saints, grandmas boy, v for vendetta, daughters of darkness, fear and loathing in las vegas, waiting, go, clockwork orange, old school, texas chainsaw massacre, basketball diaries, hedwig and the angry inch, american beauty, fight club, mean girls, punch drunk love, and other shit.

Television:

strangers with candy, twin peaks, ab fab, southpark, dave chappelle, law and order, aqua teen hunger force, lost, desperate housewives, big brother, degrassi, jeopardy, nip/tuck, roseanne.

Books:

the underpainter, the bonesetters daughter, memoirs of a geisha, the lovely bones, the da vinci code. ....

Heroes:

my orthodontist. .."position:absolute; top:0px; left:0px; height:90px; width:150px; background-image:url(http://c.myspace.com/Groups/00006/23/58 /6418532_l.gif); background-repeat:no-repeat; z-index:9;"> ....

My Blog

you gotta learn to give and wait your turn or you’ll get burned

So as of march 14th Tommy and I will officially be living together.  I couldn't be any more excited.  Most of you know me know how badly I bitched about being single for so fucking long and ...
Posted by .youre the book that i read when im by myself. on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 04:43:00 PST

.miss the stop sign fall in love.

So many of my blogs have been about how depressed I am.. so it's time to change that.I couldn't be any more happy with the way things are going right now.I met the most incredible man ever.He stops by...
Posted by .youre the book that i read when im by myself. on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 02:52:00 PST

reasons why suicide doesn’t seem like a bad idea.

Basically.. fuck this week... this has been the worst week in history.  let me break it down.1.  I start my period at work and when I go to the bathroom the toilet is clogged.  It was b...
Posted by .youre the book that i read when im by myself. on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 04:56:00 PST

private profiles

So.. if you have a private profile I must say.. you are completely retarded. Why are you on a public website if you don't want anyone to see your page.. that you don't know. Every time someone sends...
Posted by .youre the book that i read when im by myself. on Tue, 22 May 2007 05:37:00 PST

and the stars looked like little fish

I need a man than can accept a nacho with extra sour cream on it as a peace offering.I've recently discovered how simple the things that I want are. Therefore I am not picky.Apparently being simple i...
Posted by .youre the book that i read when im by myself. on Mon, 21 May 2007 09:59:00 PST

.growing up.

So this year I turn 25 and it has scared the shit out of me. I'm nearly 25... living at home.. with no real goals as of yet. So in the midst of me being scared i decided that I have to grow up. I n...
Posted by .youre the book that i read when im by myself. on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 08:49:00 PST

i'm writing you this letter to let you know i'm not alright

I'm starting to not let go of things.  I sit here and try to tell myself it's cool that some dude that you totally liked didn't want anything to do with you because of some unknown reasons. ...
Posted by .youre the book that i read when im by myself. on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 10:30:00 PST

just forget me it's that simple

So here we are again. I don't realy like my job right now. So I'm gonna look for new ones just incase. My love life yet again is non existent cuz apparently I'm still not worth anything to anyone b...
Posted by .youre the book that i read when im by myself. on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 02:57:00 PST

goddamn it commander, she's a hopeless case.

So.. it's gotten to the point where i can't fall asleep anymore... at least in a quit surrounding.  I can't lay in the dark and close my eyes and sleep.. i think of too many things that have gone...
Posted by .youre the book that i read when im by myself. on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 12:33:00 PST

and i lie to myself and say it was for the best..

I've tried so hard to get over a certain someone and no matter how hard I try, how many men I try to date.. I just can't seem to shake it.  Maybe it has to do with the fact that the men I do choo...
Posted by .youre the book that i read when im by myself. on Fri, 21 Apr 2006 01:16:00 PST