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I am always willing to add anyone who wishes to read, to learn and to explore the multifacets of the world we live in. I am not dead, I am very alive. I live each day with the memories of the past, this novel deals with one of the lives I have lived and remember.
Pull up a chair, settle in with a bottle of your favorite wine. Read and Enjoy. The journey is just beginning, I'm not even sure where it will end. Welcome to the thoughts that run through my mind, the memories that make me smile, make me burn and bring tears to eyes that have not set themselves on his face in far too many years.
True Love. The twin soul. Soulmates. How do we live when they are not on the Earth at the same time we are? Do we lay down and die hoping that the next life will bring us together? Do we continue in the knowledge the one we search for can not be found in the flesh? Do we hold on to what we can, safe in the knowledge that one day our time will come? Can we wait for that one day?
I can't promise that reading will give you the answers. I can't promise that I know everything. What I do know is that life, this life, the one we live each day, it is incredibly special. You should not waste a moment of it, learn, live and grow. Treasure your time, take each day and live it as if it is your last. For in living, comes learning, and with knowledge comes strength. Strength that will help you when you find the one, because you will have the ability to enjoy the time you have with them.
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They that love beyond the world cannot be separated by it.
Death cannot kill what never dies.
- William Penn
When I look around me there are times I see with vivid colour all that surrounds. I want to let that colour swirl around, engulfing me and showing me how deep the hues and shades can go. I watch the breeze as it moves through them, like a paintbrush moving through water colours, mixing, bleeding, creating swirls and patterns. I love yellow and the way sometimes I can almost smell the sunlight as I move through it. The soft blues that gather around darkening at the ends as they move over me, peaceful, they make me drift. The burnt orange tones, talk to me, they bring forth the smell of oranges and of autumn when the leaves fall. Red makes me happy in a way I can't express, anger painted over by love and all that goes with it. White, infuses harmony, it reminds me of apple blossoms and vanilla and in that I smile as the emotions move through me. Green reminds me of long grass, the smell that comes when it is cut and of leaves dancing in a wind that is trying to seduce them from the branch. My favorite of all is Violet, Purple, Lavender and all the shades that it creates. Purple fills me with wonder, it makes me fly, helps me climb the mountains and turn them into little more than bumps in the road. Violet empowers me and takes me on a journey to far off places where magik fills the air. Lavender reminds me of a face, with a grin and eyes that sparkle, plucked fresh the scent moves through me like no other.
I often sit and wonder if others see the world in colour, or if they only see in black and white.
I see the world and she is bleeding, I hear her cries in the dead of night, and I watch her struggle to live. From time to time she tries to cleanse herself, devistation follows, and those upon her weep. If you stop to think, we are not here for a long time, only a lifetime. Life is precious, every moment in time is precious, every minute that passes you can not claim back.
I watched a couple reunite, they'd been apart for only a week, the man told his wife that even though the week they spent apart was fruitful. Even though he'd learnt more, learnt how much he loved her. He told her he was grieved because it was 7 days he had lost not in her presence, 7 days he had missed spending with her.
To love that deeply, is a gift. One few ever have.
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I live within the memories of the past. I live within the truth that is now. I am the soul that moves through the age, forever searching, yet now found.
I am the whisper, the keeper of dreams, the intuition that guides, I am the soul and perhaps this is my story...
I was and am Jemma. I was born on the 6th of October in the year 1723, in Coventry, England. My father was one of the Royal Accountants, until be was removed from the court in disgrace. We went to live on the Alexander estate, the year was 1731.
It was there I lived. There I met the one boy who would steal my heart. The one boy who would become my best friend, my lover and the father of my children. It is there I left my heart.
The soul continues long after the body lays sleeping.
If you add me please add
Immortal Beloved
For he is the one for whom my heart beats and the full effect of the story can only be seen when read through both our eyes.
A Novel by L.M.S.
(A work in progress.)
copyright L.M.S. January 2006
( Disclaimer: This profile is based on a work of fiction. The Author neither confirms nor denies the existence of this person as a paranomal entity.)
Except for use in any review, the reproduction or utilisation of this work in whole or in part in any form by any electronic, mechanical or other means, now known or hereafter invented, including xerography, photocopying, printing and recording, or in any information storage or retrieval system, is forbidden without the permission of the author, L.M.S. email : [email protected].
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LIVE - "Forever May Not Be Long Enough"
Forever
forever may not be long enough for my love
i have a will
but i'm lost inside your time
if you could, would you come with me to the other side?
forever may not be long enough
forever may not be long enough
forever may not be long enough for this love
forever
forever
forever
this world is never enough, and I'm not givin up
my faith in love is like blood,
i'd spill it freely for some
my faith in love is like blood,
it flows in everyone
don't stop to look at the clock,
forever won't be long enough
forever may not be long enough for you to know
just how far i'd travel,
just how far i would go
open your heart and everything will be alright
open your heart, baby
leave with me, don't be afraid
forever!
this world is never enough, and I'm not givin up
my faith in love is like blood,
i'd spill it freely for some
my faith in love is like blood,
it flows in everyone
don't stop to look at the clock,
forever won't be long enough
forever may not be long enough
forever may not be long enough
forever may not be long enough
forever may not be long enough
