Murder Maiden (Epiphany)

"It's always the quiet ones who are stranger than fiction."---Tears For Fears
This section will be everchanging.. .I'm 4'11". short people are naturally adorable. No matter what we say or do ;). .I'm a person who is always on the search for inspiration and always trying to inspire those around me.. . Artistic souls are my drug and fancy.. .I have many moments of insanity that produce a thing of artistic beauty.. .I have a love/hate relationship with this city.I have a tendency to fall in love with the artist hidden within the art rather than the individual that is hidden within the world which can be a problem at times.. .I'm really a demure young lass who loves breaking the boundaries and making you think.. .I'm a singer, writer, and model at the moment but for a career I really want to become a Criminal Psychologist due to my fasciniation with the serial killers mind.. .I work at a store that everyone loves denieing ever shopping at. .I'm an easy pill to swallow and I'll always try my damn hardest to make you smile.. .I prefer all types of music for they all illustrate the beauty of humanity and serve as a canvas for the musician’s dreams and passions. . .I'm French, German, Filipino, Irish, Japanese, Cherokee and a heap of other ethnicities...to sum it up simply, I'm a mutt.. .I believe rum goes with everything. .I'm as bitter as I am sweet. .I am the original Murder Maiden...the first.. .I'm known to spit out the most random words and meaningless phrases.. .Guitar hero is an obvious obssession of mine. .I have a cat named Hatchet Hennessey. .Parents who deprive their children of love make me sick.... .Some days I am confident...everyday I'm insecure.. .I am very timid and keep to myself.... .Love is essential for me to live. .Although I can't promise I won't hurt you, just know if you're a friend, I will always love you and I'll go out of my way to ensure your happiness. .My eyes turn an intense green when I cry.... .I always want a hand to hold.... .I fall in love with those who cannot fall in love with me. .I think cuddling is the best addiction...so long as it is with the right people.. .I will make you believe in the non-existant.. .My worst memories always occur upon the 9th of a month.... .I can be whatever you want me to be, but for now I'm going to simply be me.. .i am a : a friend, a bitch, a singer, a lover, a writer, a dreamer, a disease, or perhaps I am your remedy. .I love going to random places and on random adventures. .The best thing about life is the small intracacies no one seems to take note of.... .I'm a bit of a sociopath. .Almost every Friday you can find me at Das Bunker.I adore Gir and Pill-z...any type of spazmodic cartoon character is sure to get my love.. .Napoleon Dynomite was in no way hilarious or amusing to me.. .Ever since I was a toddler I've been fascinated and obsessed with The Phantom of the Opera...I thought the music was beautifully composed...and I don't believe that the Phantom in the recent film could ever compare to Michael Crawford. .I probably will not be able to answer back to all of your messages and comments...but I do read them and appreciate all you have to say...at times I will randomly answer back some I have missed over time...but if I missed you, do not take it as a sign of me forgetting you...Myspace isn't my job...it's just a hobby.. . If you look under the "Books" section, you'll find links to some samples of my writing.. ..Here is some food for thought: It is the Unspoken Words that really do tend to murder a part of our spirit and soul...we sit back and wait for them to speak what we are well aware is on their mind...but of course nothing exits their lips to satisfy our anticipation...but we do nothing as well...just smile...look away...and enter in another topic...how many times do we question our friends actions? knowing they are heading to destruction...but just shrug it off because we do not want to shatter their world and welcome them to reality...???...too many times...I've done it to people....and I know it's been done to me.Let's change that...you speak your mind, and I'll speak mine.It's the memories that keep us alive... Photo courtesy of Open Road PhotographyMy meaning for life...Look Here For Inspiration...An Artist Like No Other..."The Colossus" by Clinton Neuhaus http://www.myspace.com/clintneuhaus MyGen Profile Generator WHO I WOULD LIKE TO MEET: Note: I TAKE A LONG TIME TO APPROVE FRIEND REQUESTS...BE PATIENT. I'LL GET TO YOU. I JUST LIKE TO PERSONALLY GREET EVERY PERSON OR BAND THAT ADDS MEpeoplewho inspire me and I them...who'll take me on the most random adventures...who are real and have substance...there are so few of them out here...if you are one, message me...I'm in need of friends such as yourself.who'll stay up late and discuss serial killers and history's attrocities with me...who can deal with my overanalyzationand teach me to be carefree...who can headbang with me at a metal concert but lay back and enjoy a jazz concert as well. ..who are realistic but still know how to dream...who have an opinion but don't force it upon me...who are spiritual but not a religious zealot...who will not always give into me...gotta have a backbone...who'll watch thought provoking movies and horror movies with me...who love painful pleasure but also enjoy the gentler side of things as well... ___________________________________ Tattoos on the back and right below the belt make me pounce...lip rings and eyebrow piercings intrigue me...Sarcasm and jokesters catch my attention...Happy drunks make me smile...Perverted drunks make me vomit...Depressed drunks turn on my nurture mode...Artistic souls are my drug... I enjoy the company of those who are spontaneous and enjoy having fun...but I also love the intellectual...If you cannot stimulate my mind in any way then you should just pass me on by because I get easily frustrated with those who cannot speak their mind or who only see things as black and white and never the shades of grey___________________________________________Romantically...someone who can keep me laughing and smiling is a necessity...spontaneous personalities are a plus because I always am up for a random late night adventure with unknown destinations...I adore hopeless romantics and I need eyes I can get lost in...really I just want someone who I can love and who can love me in return.this is my major turn on: When someone is completely engulfed in their art...when they reach the state of passion, where the world around them is non-existant...just them and their creation is all that is present in their eyes...The expression upon their face is amazingly beautiful and leaves me melting.
Use your lighting fire, to inspire me...what holds our soul is free...you and me..."--Lee Oskar.