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Please, go easy on me....

You're born and you're red. You're dead and you're blue. Green at 19 and grey at 22.

About Me

The car's on fire and there's no driver at the wheel. And the sewers are all muddied with a thousand lonely suicides; and a dark wind blows. The government is corrupt; and we're on so many drugs. With the radio on and the curtains drawn.We're trapped in the belly of this horrible machine; and the machine is bleeding to death.The sun has fallen down and the billboards are all leering; and the flags are all dead at the top of their poles.It went like this.The buildings tumbled in on themselves. Mothers clutching babies picked through the rubble and pulled out their hair.The skyline was beautiful on fire, all twisted metal stretching upwards. Everything washed in a thin orange haze.I said, "Kiss me, you're beautiful.. These are truly the last days."You grabbed my hand and we fell into it, like a daydream or a fever.We woke up one morning and fell a little further down; for sure it's the valley of death.I open up my wallet and it's full of blood.

My Interests

music blah blah

I'd like to meet:

He awakes to the dull light trying to force it's way in around the edges of the blanket. He's thrown up in front of the window. The room's painted a somber yellow-gold. In the dark it goes a soft, formless shade of nothing. He thinks this is where I'm coming from. The dark suits me.A disaster of clothes, books, papers, food, and blankets greet him wherever he moves. It makes him nervous. He's only ever comfortable in his car and he hates driving. Rock and roll will never die, he thinks. Rock and roll will never die. "But my god, it deserves to."He wonders what's been going on? The same shit.. New show but the same script. The party rages on he's sure. Now that she's gone it's probably gotten a little easier. A little worse for the wear perhaps but he's alone at last. He's alone at last. Alone at last. He's the last.He used to be on top of his game. A real scene stealer. A ravenous baby-eater. Now at a 5 and dime, he's a glorified counter-top cleaner where nobodies remember his name.So much so she loves him, so as it only seemed to hurt. Her devotion only made matters worse."Well you can caress it if you want to..." But as we've all come to find out, it may take more than love to keep the poison down.She's someplace now as he's sweating it out- living low, high and dreaming of their forgotten, misplaced schemes. Where in the night to no one within reach, he screams, "Life takes you where it goes. Life takes you where it goes or so it would seem."Confiez-moi une journee de silence.

Music:

Jamiroquai, Pearl Jam, VHS Or Beta, Muse, Italo Disco, Barry White, Secret Machines, Franz Ferdinand, The Rapture, Tool, A perfect Circle, Zepplin, Floyd, Cake, Metro Area, The Mars Volta, Bjork,Death From Above 1979, LCD Soundsystem, Reveren Horton Heat, At The Drive-In, !!!, The '89 Cubs, Trail of Dead, Al Green, Art Brut, Baby Teeth, Bear Vs. Shark, Brand New Heavies, CSS, MF Doom, Dr. Octagon, Dr. Dooom, Gang of Four, Gogol Bordello, Cursive, Hot Chip, Interpol, Jeremy Enigk, The Juan Maclean, Kelley Polar, Les Savy Fav, Local H, Lying In States, Mastodon, Mogwai, MSTRKRFT, Narrator, Neko Case, Neutral Milk Hotel, Pelican, Portishead, Radiohead, Russian Circles, The Streets, Sunny Day Real Estate, These Arms Are Snakes, Tokyo Police Club, TV On The Radio, Xiu Xiu, zZz

Television:

South Park, Reno 911, Chapelle's show, Baisically alot of comedy central, and the disco channel on direct tv.

Books:

Kurt Vonnegut

Heroes:

My dad.

My Blog

Death of a hero

One of my personal heroes, Kurt Vonnegut, died yesterday at the age of 84.   It seems only the good die young.
Posted by Please, go easy on me.... on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 12:00:00 PST

Tis a sad day

..>..>..> Jay Kay calls it a day Jamiroquai frontman plans to spend his musical retirement up in the clouds searching for love ...
Posted by Please, go easy on me.... on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 02:27:00 PST

Near Tragedy!!

Yesterday was near a life changing day for me. I mean, the shape of all that is good and holy almost got changed. Forever.I got home from work yesterday to see that Adrianne's friend Kira is over with...
Posted by Please, go easy on me.... on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 05:07:00 PST

Adopducton

kidnapped! I was kidnapped. I dreamed I was kidnapped. by a guy with a moustache and a chick with an eyepatch who though they could trade me back for some quick cash. but when they relayed the bargain...
Posted by Please, go easy on me.... on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 11:25:00 PST

The Big Payback (A Tribute to the Godfather) KA-RAZY!!!

hey! Gotta gotta pay back!! (The big payback)Revenge!! I'm mad (the big payback)Got to get back! Need some get back!! Pay Back! (the big payback)That's it!! Payback!!! Revenge!!!I'm mad!!Get down with...
Posted by Please, go easy on me.... on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 12:12:00 PST

top albums 10 of 06

So, Ive seen a few others with their lists, and I've decided to jump on the bandwagon. 10. Final Fantasy - He Poos Clouds 9. The Rapture - Pieces Of The People We Love 8.Hot Chip - The Warning 7. Tok...
Posted by Please, go easy on me.... on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 01:42:00 PST

Frankly Mr. Shanklyl

Frankly, Mr Shankly, this position I've heldit pays my way and it corrodes my soulI want to leave you will not miss me I want to go down in musical historyFrankly, Mr Shankly, I'm a sickening wreckI'v...
Posted by Please, go easy on me.... on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 09:55:00 PST

Holy Crap

1 Recording Studio + 2 Songs + 24 Hours in 2 day = A tired Tim   Who would think that lounging around, smokin pot, drinking beer, eating pizza and occasionally playing drums would create one of t...
Posted by Please, go easy on me.... on Wed, 03 May 2006 02:19:00 PST

Missing

I prayed heaven todayWould bring its hammer down on meAnd pound you out of my headI can't think with you in itI'd drag all that I ownedDown the dirt road to find youAnd my shoes, worn-out and usedThey...
Posted by Please, go easy on me.... on Thu, 20 Apr 2006 03:58:00 PST

Not that anyone here cares

But I worked all fucking weekend. Now I will vent by buying a new cymbal.
Posted by Please, go easy on me.... on Sun, 05 Mar 2006 02:53:00 PST