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Cynart

SWF-40 looking for her Yoda

About Me


I (Heart) images, and unique creative expressions of the soul and the imagination...I (Heart) beauty and awe inspiring landscapes...both inner and outer...I (Heart) the worlds of mystery and the imaginal, both the visible and the invisible...both known and unknown...I (Heart) what gifts arrive with the blue hour, the moon and the darkness...I (Heart) meaningful ritual, ceremony, magic and tending to the numinous world of the dream...I (Heart) curiosity, things that grow and questions that live into the answer... (Rilke's letters to a young poet...)I (Heart) people from another planetI am...a Jung lover, a nature lover, a front door lover, an art lover, a movie lover, a clown lover, a landscape lover, a travel hungry lover, a pasta lover...a catholic girl with emphasis on catholic guilt and how to be an ethical troublemaker and sex goddess with the lights on...a Priestess dedicated to the art of ritual, parting of the mysts, and psychological processes for transmuting base metals into Gold.a lifetime student of rhythm and skipping basics for nerds and whire girls...and a lover of any thing that sings soulfully and dances freely to the beautiful unique beat of their own drummer...
You're a Pixie!
What Greek God or Goddess are you?
Aphrodite
The Godess of Love. Your color is (obviously) Pink, which symbolizes kindness and emotion. You feel with you soul, not just your heart. You are genuine and loyal, though sometimes you may do something wicked out of spite. You are beautiful, and no one can ever diminish your confidence.

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My Interests

Sandplay, Nature Play, Alchemy & Magik, Messy Art, Making Aboriginal Art, Dance, Performance Art, & Action Painting, Photography, Film, Beads, Metal &Jewelry, food & drink..consuming it and cooking it,

I'd like to meet:

A consort that would complement me and I him…one who can truly learn what it means to love with a noble heart and serve humanity in a grander sense that extends beyond the self and its needs, but that also knows how to love and honor the self and its needs at the same time…Understands the meaning of King and Queen...and oh yeah, someone who values fun, passion, and play, yet knows how to be serious when a situation dictates...and clearly knows the difference and how to act accordingly...have I scared you off yet?Oh Yeah, Joni Mitchell in a bookstore! Carl Jung in the forest!CURRENT MOON moon phase info

Music:

Dead Can Dance, This Mortal Coil, Kronos Quartet, Phillip Glass, Morricone, Nino Rota, Brian Eno , Laurie Anderson, Nina Simone, Billie Holiday, Dinah Washington, Etta James, Miles & Coltrane, Joni Mitchell, Amiee Mann and all of the other whiny melancholy girl artists that have followed (yes, the list is long) from Edith Piaf to Janis Joplin, from Bob Dylan to all the ol crooners, Dean Martin, al Martino, Hank Williams, Patsy Cline, Emmylou Harris, Johnny Cash, Elvis, Lyle Lovett, old Kenny roger classics, including bad velvet paintings of the gambler himself, Peggy Lee, and Brenda Lee (moons and fevers),Talking Heads, Brazillian & Tango Music, pop musik- Prince, Madonna & all the Old Grungey stuff, Janes Addiction, Morphine, Bowie, Lou Reed, Tom Waits, Elvis Costello, Beck, Yaz, old funk, soul, & disco classics (Brick House a favorite), Earth, Wind, and Fire, Sam Cook, Al Green, Muddy waters sex-o-matic, red dress groovin gyrating odes to hot sizzling S_ _!!! Luther Vandross in small doses, all the old bluesman from mississippi john to all the blind -----, old classic rock Hendrix, Stones, Doors, Who, old U2, REM, Smiths, Bach Rocks--love the cello...Truly, I like it all--eclectic is an understatement

Movies:

Love Film--ah the magic of the Big Screen Wizard of Oz, Wings of Desire, On the Waterfront, A Lion in Winter, Who is Afraid of Virginia Woolf, Casablanca, Cinema Paradisio, Antonias Line, Life Is Beautiful, Women Under the Influence, Taxi Driver, Raging Bull, The Godfather, One Flew. .. Apocalypse Now,7th Seal, Dolce Vida and all Fellini, all of Peter Greenways, all of Altmans, Delicatessan, Pedro Almovodars, Picnic at Hanging Rock, all Peter Weirs, Eat Drink Man Woman, Last Temptation of Christ, Angels in America, Moulin Rouge, Chicago, Chinatown, Body Heat, The Birds, all Hitchcock, Its a Wonderful Life, Harvey, Dead Ringers, Life of David Gale, Ice Storm, Chocolat,The Matrix, Jacobs Ladder, Altered States, Ghost Dog,Thin Blue Line, Virgin Suicides, Lost in Translation, Being John Malkovich, Big Lebowski , Royal Tennenbaums, Whale Rider, Amelie,Adams Family (later my dearest) The Graduate, Adventures of Baron Munch.., Harold and Maude, Slacker, Dogma, list goes on and on and onAn addition that I can't believe I forgot to list, my space member Tiberius Furioso helped me remember Black Orpheus...the scene with the young children (orpheus and eurydice) freely dancing in full spirited beauty on the top of the hill...singing samba la la la la la la la la's.....bum-bum-bum bum- bum-bum -bum-bum-bum--la la la la...

Television:

Six Feet Under, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Sex in the City, Judging Amy, old re-runs of Law & Order, Rockford Files, Northern Exposure, Hawaii 5-O, & In the Heat of the Night (Yes, I do reflect a sappy corny side at times)

Books:


N E thing Jung, Woodman & Hillman
Hamlet
To be, or not to be: that is the question: Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep; No more; and by a sleep to say we end The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep; To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub; For in that sleep of death what dreams may come...
Mysts of Avalon
the road to Avalon is long...suffering leads to transformation...eventually...I hope....
Rumi
"between right and wrong, there is a field, I'll meet you there..."
Poetry classical & Contemporary
Sonnets to Orpheus
Tree arising! O pure ascendance! Orpheus Sings! Towering tree within the ear! Everywhere stillness, yet in this abeyance: seeds of change and new beginnings near.Creatures of silence emerged from the clear unfettered forest, from dens, from lairs. Not from shyness, this silence of theirs; nor from any hint of fear,simply from listening. Brutal shriek and roar dwindled in their hearts. Where stood a mere hut to house the passions of the ear,constructed of longing darkly drear, haphazardly wrought from front to rear, you built them a temple at listening's core...
The Homeric Hymn to Demeter
And so long as she, the goddess, yet beheld earth and starry heaven and the strong-flowing sea where fishes shoal, and the rays of the sun, and still hoped to see her dear mother and the tribes of the eternal gods, so long hope calmed her great heart for all her trouble. . . . and the heights of the mountains and the depths of the sea rang with her immortal voice: and her queenly mother heard her.Bitter pain seized her heart, and she rent the covering upon her divine hair with her dear hands: her dark cloak she cast down from both her shoulders and sped, like a wild-bird, over the firm land and yielding sea, seeking her child. But no one would tell her the truth...
"to not know or be told the truth is excruitiating torture...but to not hear the truth is equally painful" CRC-2001
Those Women
Their Eyes were Watching God
Zora Neale Hurston
...died and buried in an unmarked grave, until Alice Walker journeyed to find and reclaim her...thank you Alice and Zora!!!
Ulysses
"And then a rocket sprang and bang shot blind blank and O! then the Roman candle burst and it was like a sigh of O! and everyone cried O! O! in raptures and it gushed out of it a stream of rain gold hair threads and they shed and ah! they were all greeny dewy stars falling with golden, O so lovely, O, soft, sweet, soft! Then all melted away dewily in the grey air: all was silent. Ah!" ~excerpt from Ullysses
No Exit
pas besoin de gril: l'enfer, c'est les autres – You don't need red-hot pokers: Hell is——other people!. "Hell is other people"
Waiting for Godot
Eat the carrot... Funny, the more you eat the worse it ----gets...
Genet
portrait of jean genet by Giacometti
"THE BISHOP (after making a visible effort to calm himself, in front of the mirror and holding his surplice): Now answer, mirror, answer me. Do I come here to discover evil and innocence? And in your gilt-edged glass, what was I?" (from The Balcony)
other sorts of non-fiction...

Heroes:

My Mom & Dad

Carl Jung,

Martha Graham and

Alwain Nickolai,

Joni mitchell and


Bob Dylan,

Anais Nin,

Women of the Villa in Pompeii,

William Shakespeare,

Emily Dickenson,

Joseph Campbell,

YODA,

Einstein,

Martin Luther King & Malcom X,

John & Yoko (yes, Yoko too)



Mississippi John Hurt

Cary Grant,

Audrey & Kathyryn Hepburn...

Simone & Sartre

My favorites: Tish and Gomez

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"Sic gorgiamous allos subjectatos nunc"


"We gladly feast on those who would subdue us".

"I would die for her. I would kill for her. Either way, what bliss...Cara mia...Querida

My Blog

Happy St. V's Day!

Have a Happy Day and make the time to embrace and enjoy the "inner" Rose, while florists and Hallmark get richer and you find the source of enrichment and blossom forth&      &nb...
Posted by Cynart on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 08:40:00 PST

The Embrace

    L'Embrassement  (The Embrace)   Eyes closed Gazing at dancing stars, Luminaries expecting Inside the stillness of desire stirs a whirlwithin&   A barely detectable b...
Posted by Cynart on Sun, 29 Jan 2006 04:03:00 PST

Sunday Morning No Sun Sunrise...

  A poem by Mary Oliver SUNRISE   You can die for it-an idea, or the world. People have done so, brilliantly, lettingtheir small bodies be bound to the stake, creatingan unforgettablefury ...
Posted by Cynart on Sun, 22 Jan 2006 11:02:00 PST

Strong backs...Broken Hearts

  I rose today out of waking dreams feeling my heart bursting with despair&   I went to see Brokeback Mountain last night, and was moved into the souls deep place of sorrow&the kind of ...
Posted by Cynart on Wed, 18 Jan 2006 09:58:00 PST

Full Moon Magic

Full Moon in cancer tonight...aligned with Venus (aka. Mighty Aphrodite) in retrograde motion, which encourages us to take a closer look  at our expectations and ideals about Love. When Venus i...
Posted by Cynart on Sun, 15 Jan 2006 01:05:00 PST

Friday the 13th

 Dark Faeries are afoot...methinks I saw a brownie skittle by...white, grey & black above...tear ladden clouds full and sodden...mud bursts forth...a beaver's labor undone...through tall tree...
Posted by Cynart on Sat, 14 Jan 2006 05:24:00 PST