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Christine

Jai guru deva ommmm....

About Me

I dunno, I'll take suggestions... I'm down with OPP..
I find making amends hard to do with some people. Because some of them just don't deserve it. So, it will never be done. I just hope they find within themselves to forgive themselves and I wish them well.
Everybody has something that makes them good. Not to say everybody is good peoples. But, good at something...
I believe in the human spirit and it is so powerful. You have the power to change things that are not right. If you do correct a great mistake. You give hope to the world. Hope is in the spirit and if we all had a little more hope in our spirits. The spirit of the world might change.
I only like to think of things that are possible. My reasoning is reasonable to me. I dont think you get back what you give in at first. It's taken me some years to realize that in times of my life I shared myself. I waited and wished to had felt, it was worth me giving at the time. But, when I finally did receive some of what I shared returned. It had multiplied by accumulating over the years. Overwhelming me at first, with what it had filled me with. What I thought was never there always was. But. I didn't know it..Thats a Power-House Hit!! Sorta like thinking you were wrong for so long and then finding out I am right and have been the whole time. It makes the time I spent so much more worth it. And when the level your smile raises.. There are points in life of no return. When those outlines and blueprints becomes the masons stellar master piece. The ground becomes granite and marble. Though water can still flood the ground. Nor fire or water can be an element for destruction. They become what you need to grow. The solvent of your clay is fire that burns and water to harden the content of what ever it is you contain.
Comparison, something you long for, like a feeling you've never felt. Obtained by a film. But, it wasn't yours. You experienced something someone else delivered for love or money. Which is what it really always boils down too. How can I get that if I can't find it with what I'm reasonably able to afford? A blow I may bare if it's worth it. But, how do I know it's that valuable if I've never had one? You may want it but not need it. Or, what's worse, you need it. But you have more wants and that spreads your need to nothing. But, whatever you choose, you better love it no matter the cost to you. Because you'll always complain and be dissatisfied if you bargained over it to get something that was a replica of what you originally needed to want it.
I do try to keep an open mind. At least I think so. I also consider others and what I didn't think of myself. I may come to conclusions too soon sometimes, that is possible. But, when I commit, I'm solid. What I want, why I did and for my reasons.
Reasons do matter. I can consider my reasons were wrong. But, inside I know what I did and that I wanted to do it. And if those reasons are compromised. In a commitment some reasons are not comprisable. Then the decisions may change lives. Mine as well. I always think I have to sum something up.. And this moral is be strong and dont doubt, consider. Don't take more or give less than what you put on the table. Bet what you want to win.

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My Interests

Reading, thinking and learning something new everyday.. Writing a thought and reading it later to see if it still makes sense...Or sharing what I find interesting...

"A Woman"

This is written in the Hebrew Talmud, the book where all of the sayings and preaching of Rabbis are conserved over time. It says: "Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal.Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved."

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I'd like to meet:

HMMMMM.... Who do I like to meeting?

I like meeting everybody!!

Except, I hate those stupid new age yoga hippie fools from like... San Francisco and Seattle. Who try to make a real conversation about how beautiful my aura is and what a GRAND light my presence beams. What I say to that is aaaahh Yeah, I remember that era?? But, the only light I carried was a dim yellow box rechargable (*note enviornmentally conscious) battery powered flashlight on my acid missions through the mountains trippin. All, so I wasn't mistaken for a deer. Is that really all that beautiful? I guess when you're on acid.

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Surrre, life is unfair and certain things are out of your control. But, you do have a lot. So, own it, control it and give those who can afford to in shares.Now, close your eyes and let your mystique be your magic. When your luck runs out. Don't believe it. Realize whats happened and what will happen if you dont realize it now. Think with your mind, your heart and your soul. Take your time, if you've got some time. Better decisions were made upon thinking them through. Wishing is a well that can be too deep for those who dont know how to float. Swimming is a sport and polo is a challenge. I've challenged myself and Jesus God!! Have I ever had a tougher opponent? I dont think so and I've stopped.

So, I started embracing my arms around a girl who has just learned to walk. She doesn't balance well. So, she leans over to pick a flower. A flower I tell her is alive. Let the flower live her life. But no, she goes for it. She grabs all of them in her little hand and rips them from the earth. She said " Pretty!!" Still leaning she begun to fall over head first. With luck and love, I am there. My arms already around her foreseeing what was about to happen. She will only fall in to my arms that hold her. I'll save her where I can. She laughed and thought it was fun. She then swept the soil she up rooted to get those flowers, with those flowers. Then drops them as she stampedes over them and runs along.

Shall I sum it up again. All I can do is laugh.. .. .. .. .. and try to keep her safe..

What's this about?

" Think, choose and reason for yourself " Is the best advice my father ever gave me. HIs form of punishment when I was a teenager was making me read and memorize Sir William James. That was pure torture then..

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Music:

LoVe uuuhhhhMM!!! Jimi Hendrix to Bach.. Geniuses !! and others after them...

Movies:

Life is Beautiful, Spy Games, Dangerous Beauty... Usual Suspects ..Buffalo Roam, Shaving Privates of Ryan, Zoolander, Office space and the most evil thing I've ever seen was SALO and not a recommendation

I LOVE CATS!!

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Books:

The Divine Comedy and Guns, Germs and Steel

Heroes:

Amelia Earhart, My Brother and Asha..

My Blog

Mind shit.. shit I mind

This is my first one.. But I am one of those people who writes shit that not everyone will understand or keep up. I'm not sure which one or even in what order. But, I wrote this the other night and I ...
Posted by ~Cella Dore~ on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 05:44:00 PST