I find making amends hard to do with some people. Because some of them just don't deserve it. So, it will never be done. I just hope they find within themselves to forgive themselves and I wish them well.
Everybody has something that makes them good. Not to say everybody is good peoples. But, good at something...
I believe in the human spirit and it is so powerful. You have the power to change things that are not right. If you do correct a great mistake. You give hope to the world. Hope is in the spirit and if we all had a little more hope in our spirits. The spirit of the world might change.
I only like to think of things that are possible. My reasoning is reasonable to me. I dont think you get back what you give in at first. It's taken me some years to realize that in times of my life I shared myself. I waited and wished to had felt, it was worth me giving at the time. But, when I finally did receive some of what I shared returned. It had multiplied by accumulating over the years. Overwhelming me at first, with what it had filled me with. What I thought was never there always was. But. I didn't know it..Thats a Power-House Hit!! Sorta like thinking you were wrong for so long and then finding out I am right and have been the whole time. It makes the time I spent so much more worth it. And when the level your smile raises.. There are points in life of no return. When those outlines and blueprints becomes the masons stellar master piece. The ground becomes granite and marble. Though water can still flood the ground. Nor fire or water can be an element for destruction. They become what you need to grow. The solvent of your clay is fire that burns and water to harden the content of what ever it is you contain.
Comparison, something you long for, like a feeling you've never felt. Obtained by a film. But, it wasn't yours. You experienced something someone else delivered for love or money. Which is what it really always boils down too. How can I get that if I can't find it with what I'm reasonably able to afford? A blow I may bare if it's worth it. But, how do I know it's that valuable if I've never had one? You may want it but not need it. Or, what's worse, you need it. But you have more wants and that spreads your need to nothing. But, whatever you choose, you better love it no matter the cost to you. Because you'll always complain and be dissatisfied if you bargained over it to get something that was a replica of what you originally needed to want it.
I do try to keep an open mind. At least I think so. I also consider others and what I didn't think of myself. I may come to conclusions too soon sometimes, that is possible. But, when I commit, I'm solid. What I want, why I did and for my reasons.
Reasons do matter. I can consider my reasons were wrong. But, inside I know what I did and that I wanted to do it. And if those reasons are compromised. In a commitment some reasons are not comprisable. Then the decisions may change lives. Mine as well. I always think I have to sum something up.. And this moral is be strong and dont doubt, consider. Don't take more or give less than what you put on the table. Bet what you want to win.
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