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Sandra

The Fact that Anything is Here, is Proof that Anything is Possible.

About Me

Hello, First****I Am Wishing You and EveryOne that is Dear to You in Your Heart "Infinite Good Luck" and I Hope Very....Much that You Are All Happy, Healthy and Are Sharing Much Good Time Together Always, Forevermore :):):):) I am divorced and have a grown Son. If You have read My earlier blogs You would know about how I have been in kind of a "state of un-life" for the past several yrs.I have recently been determined to get back into the rest of the world.Please wish Me "Infinite Good Luck" in My efforts :):) You can also see pictures of Me and My house from before, at http://profiles.yahoo.com/pleezbnicethanx8 I am organising it to make it more like a Home, I Will Hopefully be posting pictures of my progress there soon :)I am also at- www.hauntspace.com Please look at My blog dated January 5,2007,to read about my idea about "Death VS Death" MuseumsThank-you, SandraHave Sweet Dreams And Good Days Always In All Ways ********Here is a list of My blogs with the dates incase You are interested in reading some of them from before.********1 To My New Friends From Other Places:):) 17 Jan 07 11:41A 2 My "Personal New Year Day" :):):):) 05 Jan 07 11:49A 3 Not Really 03 Jan 07 7:36A 4 It Is Done :)? :(? 20 Dec 06 12:00A 5 I Should Have Known 14 Dec 06 6:06A 6 It Is So.... Very....Broken Again:(:(:(:( 12 Dec 06 6:20P 7 Invitation to Naked Celebration Dancing:):):):) 03 Dec 06 3:26P 8 It is Here,It is Here,It is Here :):):):) 30 Nov 06 2:27P 9 Pirate Day at CT renFaire & 2 ThanksGiving Dinners 27 Nov 06 6:48A 10 Yayyyy!!!!:):):):) 17 Nov 06 6:11A 11 The "to be"'s Are Going 15 Nov 06 10:15A 12 Adventure at the "Big E" with Mother :(:(:(:( 12 Nov 06 4:57A 13 Very Strange? 07 Nov 06 1:06P 14 More Weirdness of Yesterday 31 Oct 06 5:01A 15 Apology For Going Off the "Deep End" 31 Oct 06 12:29A 16 Any One Wanting A Pet 30 Oct 06 1:10P 17 New Pictures 24 Oct 06 2:51P 18 Ambulance again :(:(:(:( 11 Oct 06 2:52P 19 Violent Divorce Mess and Important Message to My Halloween Friends 07 Oct 06 8:19A 20 Going Away 06 Oct 06 6:23A 21 Other Reasons 24 Sep 06 8:15A 22 Free Leather :) And Other Things :) :( 19 Sep 06 1:36P 23 NO DYING ALLOWED 12 Sep 06 6:04P 24 Absente :):) Purple Skin,Terrible Coldness Again :(:( 12 Sep 06 10:27A 25 Apology ,Deleting Friends and Computers 10 Sep 06 9:20P 26 To Everyone Everywhere 10 Sep 06 6:38A 27 For Halloween 18 Aug 06 4:06A 28 Anyone For Naked Dancing:):)?? 11 Aug 06 5:41P 29 It is So....Very....Much....Broken :(:(:(:( 22 Jul 06 7:41A 30 Pain.Failed Suicide.Good Wishes? 10 Jul 06 2:28P 31 Freedom 04 Jul 06 5:13A 32 I am SO VERY HAPPY 06 Jun 06 10:55P 33 3 Previous Loves are guests at the Wedding:):):):). 01 Jun 06 7:46A 34 Motorcycles Everywhere :):) 28 May 06 12:24P 35 Gone "Skinny Dipping" :) 26 May 06 5:56P 36 HAPPY!HAPPY!HAPPY! &When my Mother found out:( 25 May 06 5:11A 37 About the snowstorm pictures. 22 May 06 1:25P 38 More that led to "Wedded Unbliss" 21 May 06 5:36P 39 About the Hallway room and why I write here 20 May 06 7:34P 40 More About "The Disaster Of The Mariage" 19 May 06 10:44P 41 Not so "Wedded Bliss":(:( 19 May 06 6:18A 42 Different Pictures 18 May 06 6:57P 43 New, very.......old pictures. 17 May 06 7:08P 44 2 Guys for her birthday gift. 17 May 06 4:33A 45 Lab. Tests 16 May 06 3:29A 46 Wowwww.....!!!!! 15 May 06 4:33P 47 Why I can not watch the news or read the news :( 14 May 06 7:57A 48 Vibrating Pagers 13 May 06 1:24P 49 Happy!! Happy!! Happy!! See, I was there!! 12 May 06 8:48A 50 Stones and Words/Words and Stones 11 May 06 8:43P 51 A Scarey telephone call:(:( 11 May 06 4:19A 52 I am a creature? 10 May 06 11:05A 53 My 1st Jealous Lover :(:( 09 May 06 4:39P 54 Picture of my teeth. 08 May 06 10:16A 55 I am Awaking Anew!!:) :) I hope!!:):) 08 May 06 5:47A 56 About other music. 07 May 06 4:16A 57 Why THE MUSIC is so important to me! 06 May 06 5:21A 58 New pictures. 05 May 06 4:31P 59 A Request For Healing Waters , Please???? 04 May 06 4:11P 60 My blood pressure was 208/124. 04 May 06 4:47A 61 New pictures 03 May 06 4:56P 62 The first time. There I fixed it. 03 May 06 7:08A 63 Why I can not be with my Loves son anymore. 02 May 06 4:12A 64 Happy!! Happy!! 01 May 06 3:19P 65 Just stuff in my head 27 Apr 06 10:50A 66 "Birthday Suit" visit today, I hope :):) 25 Apr 06 3:40A 67 My computer is well again !:) and my reasons for writing 24 Apr 06 4:52A 68 My computer is in the hospital :(:(:(:( 21 Apr 06 9:47A 69 I will stay until friend requests have replied. 18 Apr 06 4:42A 70 I may be going from this place :( 17 Apr 06 1:54P 71 I think my computer is very sick :(:(:(:( 17 Apr 06 4:21A 72 Found out how to know if emails were read today :) 16 Apr 06 5:32P 73 Why I am on Soc. Sec. Dis. 15 Apr 06 2:31P 74 Just writing. 12 Apr 06 11:43A 75 Apology to anyone I may have annoyed? 09 Apr 06 6:39P

My Interests

Besides thinking way.... too much,I also like to do craft projects, listen to music, watch T.V.,shop in thrift stores,go camping,take short walks in the country,home decorating,My "dream home"would be a small self sufficient homefarm "off the grid" with small separate houses for all My closest Loved Ones to come and go as We please and take care of EachOther, like I imagine it might have been in some places in ancient times, only with technology like solar power,refrigeration,and other things to make Life more stable and secure,not so much tied to the whims of Nature, food wise anyway.My favorite magazine has been "Mother Earth News" for many years. Most of all I like sharing My life and giving as Much Pleasure to the Others I Love,in return for the same:):):):)

I'd like to meet:

Others who are true to EveryOne, Especially ThemSelves. Others who are kind, helpful and respectful to Others, who do not hurt Others on purpose,except -when it is mutually agreed upon in certain situations, all in fun and not seriously :). Others who's Souls are open wide to ever changing ideas and opinions, with no secrets. Others who do Not feel the need to own or control Others,-see exception above. Others who give Much Love Freely and without conditions, note- it is possible to love and care for Others, but Not like what They do, which can cause You to not want to spend very much actual time with Them in the Flesh.

Music:

My favorite band is Corvus Corax,Their music is MAGNIFICENTLY MAGICAL,for some reason bagpipe music makes Me cry, like when You are deeply touched by something and You just feel that overwhelming feeling and the tears come,-also note that They are MAGNIFICENTLY GORGEOUS to look at as well:):). I also like Ardor,Castus Rabensang(who are both in Corvas Corax), Cornix Maledictum, (another band that Ardor is in),KDA,Norri,Tanzwut,Teufel,Die Form,Depeche Mode,Marilyn Manson,David Bowie,Lou Reed,The Moody Blues,Gary Numan,Alice Cooper,Soft Cell,The Cure,Donovan, The Cruxshadows, Carfax Abbey,(the last 2 I first heard on a free CD sent to me by "Asleep By Dawn" mag. You should really check them out and You can get a free CD too if They are still sending them,come to think about it that is where I heard Corvus Corax for the first time.)I like lots of other bands that I hear on Live365radio that I never quite get the names of unfortunately,mostly on the goth/metal/ techno and 70's/ 80's(my teen years) alternative stations.I also like sea shanties,pirate songs,and folk songs from other countries.

Movies:

My most favorite movie is The Rocky Horror Picture Show,mmmm!!!! very.... bad ending though.I also like Edward Scissor Hands,EraserHead (very strange),Liquid Sky,Legend,-Sex,Lies,And Video Tape-The Hotel New Hampshire, The Nightmare Before Christmas,and lots more,but my brain is not working properly at the moment(probably a low blood sugar thing) perhaps I will list more at another time. Sweet November (the original w/ Sandy Dennis) The "Tammy" movies with Sandra Dee,the "Gidget" movies,the "surf"movies,"The Truth About Spring"with Hayley Mills( I had really big crushes on Sandra Dee and Hayley Mills)any of those weirdly trippy movies like The Apple which I saw part of really late at night once a long time ago but have never been able to find it again,sci-fi/horror B-movies....James Bond(Sean Connery),-X,Y and Zee(Elizabeth Taylor)

Television:

My most favorite T.V. show of all time is The Addams Family. Morticia and Gomez seemed so totally in Love and devoted to EachOther ,and took good care of EachOther as well as the rest of Their Family no matter what. As I grew older watching the re-runs I had equal crushes on Them Both and just wanted to be included too,yes I do mean sharing the king size bed of nails all together :).My other favorites are Star Trek-(Spock), Star Trek The Next Gen.-(Data,Counselor Troy,Guinan),Dr.Who,Wild Wild West,Monty Python's Flying Circus,Beauty And The Beast-(Catherine and Vincent),Buffy The Vampire Slayer-(Spike and Willow),Lexx-(Kai),Forever Knight-(Nick and Janette),Profit,lots more too numerous to list. I mostly only watch HGTV,The Food Net.,Discovery,The Travel Ch. etc. now,I hardly ever watch network T.V. It is painful watching Others try to work out Their lives, even on sitcoms these days and I really strongly do not care much for "reality" T.V. ,(a counseler I used to go to told Me Not to watch the news or read the paper because I worry about Everyone and what Others do to EachOther so much that I get overly upset:(. Hot l Baltimore,Soap,Night Court,Twin Peaks,The John Laroquette Show,Northern Exposure,When Things Were Rotten,Mr.Wizard,Beakman's World,Pee Wee's Playhouse (explained to upset young Son when canceled "Well,He did something some people did not like and became unpopular all of a sudden" I just could not think of a better way to put it at the time and can not really even now,I mean, come on, He was in an adult movie theater not hurting AnyOne,a lot of Others have done a lot worse to Others actually and are still popular.

Books:

My favorite quote is "One should respect public opinion insofar as necessary to avoid starvation and keep out of prison,but anything that goes beyond this is voluntary submission to an unecessary tyranny." Bertrand Russell I have a ton of books, craft books, science fiction, humorous, self help, artbooks,some wiccan, and others of that sort of book,and some really strange books. I like Gene Wolfe"s "Book Of The New Sun" ( I wanted to name My Son "Severian" but NoOne else thought it was a good idea to name Him after a "Torturer" so I could not :( ) Mark Twain but not so much His stories more like what He thought and Benjamin Franklin ( I can never get the picture of Him taking an "air bath " out of My head, I think it was Him,it must have been a sight :):) Anne Rices' stuff,Laurell K. Hamilton, "Good Omens" by Neil Gaiman And Terry Pratchett (I actually had to buy that twice, since I had loaned it out and never got it back and wanted to read it again) The Catwings Books by Ursula Le Guin and Her other stuff. I used to have some of the Monty Python and Dr.Who Books but they went somewhere I know not where, I look for them on ebay sometimes but I have not gotten any. I was looking for a long time on ebay for my Son's favorite book, one that I always liked very much too "Sir MacHinery" by Tom McGowan, the first time I got it at a thrift store in Alabama for 50 cents :):) the second time I paid $26 and that was way cheap,I saw it in some auction once for over $500.00?!?! We still have the first one but it is missing a few pages as books sometimes do if You like them so much, although it is not My Sons' fault his Dad did not take very good care of things at times and that is were alot of My books went :(:( I had an autographed copy of "Mug Shots" a book from the 70's about all the famous and infamous sixties People like Abbie Hoffman,Lou Reed, Jefferson Airplane (before they were TheStarship) etc. it was not signed by the author it was signed by Iggy Pop, He is in it "Iggy and The Stooges", He signed it for Me at "The Shabboo Inn" in the town where I used to live wayyyyyy back when. A really interesting book of famous Peoples lip prints that They did for charity, I can not imagime some of the guys in it actually putting on lipstick for it, I will have to check, but I think Mohammad Ali did not, but He did draw some. I like Edward Gorey,Aubrey Bearsdsley, Arthur Rackham,Kate Greenaway for illustrators,The Marquis de Sade is pretty interesting and stuff like that.I have been looking for 2 books for a very long time one was called "The Littlest Tooth Fairy" it was a pink cloth bound library book, in it the littlest Tooth Fairy takes Your teeth because She none of her own and She makes a necklace out of Yours, I can not remember if She tries to were them as "teeth" at some point or not, You would think I would remember because I checked it out of the library so many times They would not let Me anymore, and made Me check out other books :( The other book is another favorite of both My Son and I, it is called JUNK FOOD but not the ones that are always on Amazon, this one is a humorous book similar to how the "Monty Python" books are, there is a waitress in a diner on the cover I think and somewhere in it is a picture of a "breaded hampster on stick" standing on a cookie sheet in an oven, I actually saw the book on an episode of "Extreme Homes" on HGTV sitting on someones shelf and I ordered it from SomeOne on Amazon that said They had it but then They just sent My money back and I did not get the book :(:( I have the "Road Kill" cookbooks and "The Eat A Pet Cook Book" and "Critter Cuisine" (great photographs in that one) well I have got to go it is almost time to wake up and I have not even gone to sleep yet!!!!

Heroes:

Willie Nelson,because He seems so Very Good and Kind at helping the environment and Others who are in distress, even at times when He is not having such a good time of it sometimes HimSelf!!::):)Benjamin Franklin,

My Blog

New Pictures:):):):)

Hell-o :),              I am sorry that I have not written here for so Very.....long:(,but Please be forgiving Me as I have been quite busy as You...
Posted by Sandra on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 07:57:00 PST

He is back.

Hell-o,           My Son,He is back to be staying with Me for a while,so I have been very busy trying to make more room for Him .     &...
Posted by Sandra on Wed, 16 May 2007 07:16:00 PST

Recently

Hell-o,          I have not posted lately as My Heart and Mind have been even More "scrambled" than usual:(:(:(:(        &nbs...
Posted by Sandra on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 07:19:00 PST

I DO NOT KNOW :(:(:(:( INFINITELY:(:(:(:(

TOO..... MANY..... TOO....MANY.....TOO....MANY.....THOUGHTS TOO.... MANY.....TOO..... MANY.....TOO.....MANY.....EMOTIONS CARING LOSS OF EMOTIONS, THE WORST JOY EMPTINESS LOVE ANGER LUST HOSTILTY LONEL...
Posted by Sandra on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 07:24:00 PST

To My New Friends From Other Places:):)

Hell-o,          To My new Friends from other places, I hope Very much that if you are reading my previous blogs here,and also looking at the pictures of M...
Posted by Sandra on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 12:19:00 PST

My "Personal New Year Day" :):):):)

Hell-o, It is My "Personal New Year Day" today:):):):) So, since I Am Hoping Very....Much Infinitely,to be Enjoying This Life that is Mine on this Earth in a more positive,contented,constructive,produ...
Posted by Sandra on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 12:16:00 PST

Not Really

Hell-o,        I did go back and edit one of My blogs to take out something that was not of any importance so nothing is to be missed,but I am not knowing if that would c...
Posted by Sandra on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 10:10:00 PST

It Is Done :)? :(?

Hell-o,          If You have been here before reading You will know that I have been waiting for a Special SomeOne To decide about Me for almost 7yrs. &nbs...
Posted by Sandra on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 01:06:00 PST

I Should Have Known

Hell-o,         Well, If You have read My last blog here,You will know that I was Very....Sad :(:(:(:(         I did also write a ...
Posted by Sandra on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 06:50:00 PST

It Is So.... Very....Broken Again:(:(:(:(

Hell-o,         I Am to Be So....Very....Heart Broken Again:(:(:(:( !!!!         So, If You are Not to be caring about such things...
Posted by Sandra on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 06:49:00 PST