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Michelle

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About Me



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Dream Song 14
Life, friends, is boring. We must not say so.
After all, the sky flashes, the great sea yearns,
we ourselves flash and yearn,
and moreover my mother told me as a boy
(repeatedly) 'Ever to confess you're bored
means you have no
Inner Resources.' I conclude now I have no
inner resources, because I am heavy bored.
Peoples bore me,
literature bores me, especially great literature,
Henry bores me, with his plights & gripes
as bad as achilles,
Who loves people and valiant art, which bores me.
And the tranquil hills, & gin, look like a drag
and somehow a dog
has taken itself & its tail considerably away
into mountains or sea or sky, leaving
behind: me, wag.

John Berryman
Exile
As I speak, a wave drenches my face. Ovid
I am a current I cannot call home.
I am the blackest churning of tide
against left-handed shore,
a reef into which the lost fish bump,
an unfathomable city of the deeps.
I would call out your name,
but how could you hear me
over the rush of water breaking
against those who swim near me,
drowning my voice with the splash
and kick of their loud dying?
I am here, I am here, my tongue lost
amid the waves' black wagging.
Death flows into my open mouth,
turning me to sea when I would be river:
I who lie here,
poet of tender passions,
fell victim to my own sharp wit.
Passerby, if you've ever been in love,
don't grudge me the traditional prayer:
May these bones lie soft.

Michelle Gould

My Interests

Poetry, astrology, music, songwriting, reading, travel, travel, travel, people.

I'd like to meet:

There's a whole lot of dead people I'd like to meet, but that makes things difficult. Then if I meet the Buddha I'm supposed to kill him. It's all very confusing.

Music:

The Ramones, The Rolling Stones, Jennyanykind, Beck, Hank Williams, Shearwater, Bob Dylan, Vic Chestnut, Lampchop, Bowie, X, Joni Mitchell, Wilco, Cheri Knight, Neil Young, Stereolab, Alex Chilton, Bach cello suites, Radiohead, Palace, Bulgarian women's choir, My Morning Jacket, Ella Fitzgerald, Sex Pistols, Patti Smith, Steve Earle, Little Jimmy Scott, Gram Parsons, The Angry Samoans, Mia, B-52s, Flatt and Scruggs, Del McCoury Band, Velvet Underground, Lou Reed, Amy Winehouse, Boiled in Lead, Sarah Vaughn, Johnny Cash, Indian ragas, & more, more, more

Movies:

Heavenly Creatures; Choose Me; The Decline of Western Civilization; La Strada; An Angel at my Table; His Girl Friday; Bizarre Rituals 1: Dances Sacred and Profane; Breathless (the original); A Thin Blue Line; La Belle et La Bête; Mildred Pierce; Adaptation; The Unbearable Lightness of Being; La Femme Nakita; Alice Doesn't Live There Anymore; Fearless; All About Eve; Henry Fool; Resurrection; Bringing Up Baby; pretty much anything by Kurosawa & Almodóvar.

Television:

I don't watch much TV, but I did catch a great Frontline episode called "Faith and Doubt at Ground Zero."

Books:

The Way of the Pilgrim, anonymous; The Illiad & The Oddessey, Homer; Edie: An American Biography, Jean Stein; The Dangling Man & Henderson the Rain King, Saul Bellow; Dream Songs, John Berryman; New and Selected Poems, Donald Justice; Franny and Zoey, JD Salinger; Virginia Woolfe: A Biography, Quentin Bell; Portraits and Elegies, Gjertrude Schnackenberg; A Prayer for Owen Meany, John Irving; anything by Karen Armstrong (my favorites probably being her History of God and her biography of the Buddha); Their Eyes Were Watching God, Zora Neale Hurston; Meetings with Remarkable Men, GI Gurdjieff; The Warburgs: The Twentieth-Century Odyssey of a Remarkable Jewish Family, Ron Chernow; Complete Poems, Elizabeth Bishop; Autobiography of a Yogi, Paramhansa Yogananda; Atonement, Ian McEwan....and I'm just scratching the surface. Add to this any astrology book I can lay my hands on and British mysteries as my substitute for TV.

Heroes:

The Buddha, Eleanor Roosevelt, Babaji, Hypatia of Alexandria, Elizabeth Cady Stanton, Homer, Harriet Tubman, Edgar Cayce, Ghandi, Nelson Mandela, Jimmy Carter, Lady Mary Wortley Montagu, Mother Meera