I'm just a fucked up kid with my own ideas. I'm kind of an extroverted-introvert I guess? As little sense as that makes. I prefer to be by myself and just lay around the house and read and watch movies. I love to just lay around and listen to music and I love to sing/play guitar. I wish I could play harmonica, I suppose I could learn.. anyways as much as I prefer to just be left to my own thoughts, I like hanging out with all my friends. Love 'em all to death.
I'm the kind of guy that would keep a journal/diary. But I don't. Don't like to dwell on the past. Hell I do though, quite a bit, and I HATE IT. So very much my friends. I wish.. well I could go on forever about things I wish were this way or that way you know? Things I wish I had done. Hadn't done. I'm quick to irrationally hate people, a lot of times I think it's just because I'm under the impression that they judge me and don't even know me I guess. but I always give people a chance that do the same for me. I feel like people tend to ignore me. Maybe that's just in my head. Or maybe I am annoying when I do start gabbing away and it's quite true. I think I'm too critical of myself and others. I'm so quick to be sad but when I'm happy I feel so care free, like it'll never end. but it all works out.
I cried when I watched the news reel about John Lennon's murder even though I knew he had long been dead before I had even been born. I don't know, he was an artist that if you really love his music, you feel like you knew the guy because you can relate to so much of what he said. I guess I'm a caring person, my feeling get hurt over shit I shouldn't even take personally sometimes. Then sometimes I find it hard to care one way or the other. Apathy is easier to stomach than angst. I'm not much for machismo bullshit. I hate writing these things. Don't know why I bother. I guess I just like putting my random thoughts/feelings and my poetry and what not out there. It's like, "Hi. This is me, what does it mean to you?" know what I mean? but anyways I'm just a lonely daydreamer who isn't sure what he wants in life I guess.
If your not some narrow-minded prick you should definitely get to know me. I would like that.
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