I'd like to meet:

Maynard from Tool and A Perfect Circle, all the guys from In Flames, H.R Giger, and myself twenty years from now...

A Better Life

Take me away from all this suffering
Rip out my lungs so that I can finally breathe
Take me away from all this suffering
Im so sick and tired of trying to scream

Take me to trial and put me on the stand
Ill never tell you the truth, let this blood on my hands
Speak the words that you so deeply want me to say
So that my fight will be told as I live day to day
Never to know what will happen tomorrow
Will my life be happy or just filled with sorrow
You may say its tragic but fuck your sympathetic pity
Your fake callow nature is what runs this fair city
I never asked to be brought to this world or this hell
Now fucking sit your ass down I have a story to tell

These may not be the words you all want to hear
The truth will never be pretty it just ensues fear
For you weak minded puppets are all that is left
Of a life that once glowed of a love that was kept
Deep in the hearts of every innocent child
Each one just harmless simple and mild
But all this abuse that one just cant mistake
And all the pain they endure is just too much to take
We are all the children that were raised by a box
With our minds kept under closed doors, keyed and locked

Now as we break out our minds free from chains
The memories of neglect are all laced with pain
You may not notice the glow start to fade
Every time a child finds comfort in a blade
Its not a normal thing but we treat it as such
When a child in pain finds love in these cuts
You say its the music or even TV
Well thats what raised us, its all we know to be

You were always too busy or just didnt care
When we were all young and our minds were all bare
You gave us nothing just neglect and misguidance
And now we have found love in this FCC filtered violence
Go ahead and blame me for these troubles that plagued
The innocent little children that were never raised

Now take a step back
Gaze into these eyes
And feed me your stories
And Ill spit out your lies

You were never there
Couldnt give a shit more
Always out getting drunk
Or fucking some whore

Now take a step back
And gaze into my eyes
Tell me you love me
And these words are all lies

I know the truth I have lived thru it my entire life
The abuse and the pain or the love of a knife
Nothing can help me Im way too far gone
But let these words be told and this story live on.

Music:

TOOL, Velvet Acid Christ, Razed in Black, Skinny Puppy, Kompresor, Crossbreed, As i Lay Dying, bleeding through, blood simple, nothingface, hatebreed, mudvayne, crossbreed, lollipop lust kill, arch enemy, a perfect circle, eighteen visions, killswitch engage, all that remains, cradle of filth, alice in chains, avenged sevenfold, between the burried and me, bury your dead, deamon hunter, dead poetic, damage plan, zeromancer, pantera, trivium, taproot, unloco, Kultur, Wretched asylum, Hostile ground, the worst, judgment strike, vertigod, lifedown, unscared, nire may, among many others...

Movies:

Tim Burton, kevin smith are 2 of my favorite directors, so anything by either of them works great...

Nightmare Before Christmas, Edward Scissorhands, The Crow, Mall Rats, Dogma, Little Miss Sunshine, Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, Fight Club, Wet Hot American Summer, Star Wars: All of them, Donnie Darko, Billy Madison, Happy Gilmore, Click, V for Vendetta, and so many others...

Television:

family guy, futurama, aqua teen, brak show, home movies, invader zim, simpsons, spongebob square pants, basically cartoons and stupid shows like cartoons...

Books:

Heroes:

Tim Burton, H.R Giger, Maynard James Keenan, Invader Zim, my friends, and the pope... not really though...