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Copacetic.

Hate is a strong word...But I really really really don't like you. Now that it's over I don't even k

About Me

I Like
Tinkerbell
shoes
photography
Midori
the color pink
drinking
the Yankees
getting my nails done
Jack Daniels
belts
the Hurricanes
jackets
making shirts
poetry
art
painting
vodka
cuddling
Smirnoff
the Disney Princesses
playing with HTML
taking pictures
Bacardi
love
going to concerts
text messages
handwritten letters
the Patriots
my cell phone
kissing in public
being stupid
not sleeping
nail polish
my Jeep
making funny faces at people while on the phone
laying in driveways at midnight
eyeliner
counting stars
tracing things
laughing
laying on the dock at the lake at 2 AM with Adam
hugs
people who hate me
sharing lollipops
guys who say "I love you" in front of their friends and family
secrets
butterfly kisses
winking
balloons
comfy beds
watching movies
perfect imperfections
finding four leaf clovers
stories
taking pictures that make people go AWWWW
arguing over sillie things just to make up
lipgloss
organization
taking pictures in photo booths with cute guys
silly pictures
holding hands
boys that give me butterflies
staying up and talking
feeling safe
whispering
being random
music
piercings
tattoos
unexpected kisses
unsweet iced tea
diet coke
dying my hair
scarification
organizing things into lists
stars
Celtic things
designing things
cuddling and playing body tic tac toe
writing what I feel in highlighter
writing my secrets on people with highlighter
sticking my tongue out
I Hate
people who forget every grammar rule they've learned when they get online
arrogance
people who are two faced
myself sometimes
salad dressing
the word chuckle
country music
cruelty
boring people
shy people
racism
people who are in love with the idea of being in love
boys who make me cry
being tired and not being able to sleep
smokers
drugs
people who leave things up in the air
the "c" word
crying
having arguments over IM
drama
shallow people
people who walk away from things
scene kids
"fads"
anti-social people
alcoholics
misuse of the word love
the everpopular "standing in the bathroom, flash your face out" pictures
liars
feeling like my heart is in the back of my throat
intolerance
ignorance
people who put "_________! At the Disco!" No! It's not ASHLEY! at the Disco! or JOHN! at the Disco! YOU ARE NOT AT THE DISCO!
hangovers
boys who look like girls
impatience
math
people who kiss my boyfriend! RAWR!
people who tell me half of what they feel
regular coke
you
I Am
SUCH a girl
a Grammar Nazi
sarcastic
a want to be poet
a want to be artist
a dreamer
a want to be friend-whore. But don't tell my Mom.
a loser
open-minded
cynical
a music slut
ferocious
always cold
a hopeless romantic
bad girlfriend material
different from you
trouble
no one
a vegetarian
very honest
a bad liar
usually in the way
over analytical
a reject
dangerous to get involved with
passive aggressive
a mistake
only as strong as my excuses
a sucker for SWEET NOTHINGS
always bruised
submissive
bad at juggling
obsessed with Tinkerbell
pierced
inked
stolen
nothing
a masochist
obsessive compulsive
difficult
shy
naive
way too trusting
on call any day any time
satisfied with being mistreated
I Am Not
going to mean anything to you
concerned with what ignorant people think
like any girl you'll ever meet
anywhere near innocent
anything you should want
worth your time
what you're missing
anything you need
afraid of dying
good at thinking before acting
I Want
Someone who will pick up the phone and sound happy when I say hello
Someone abstractly intelligent, different from book smart
Someone to look at random books with and read excerpts from obscure novels
Someone to listen to random songs with
Someone to hold
Someone who is amused by my constant ramblings and can follow choppy sentences and strange descriptions
Someone to be quiet with and listen to the details of silence
Someone whose fingers I can play with and hold intertwined with mine for no reason in particular
Someone who can make promises and keep them, as if simple words really were that important
Someone who appreciates my art and poetry and critique it as if they were really paying attention
Someone to whisper with
Someone who loves just laying in the grass and being sympathetic when everything seems so complicated
Someone thoughtful and careful about how they treat other people while being honest at the same time
Someone I can go to when I need someone but still want to be alone
Someone who is in control of themselves and their own actions
Someone to be bored with
Someone random
Someone who is respectful while still being unafraid to stand up for what they believe in
Someone who can come to me when they need someone but still want to be alone
Someone who gets me despite my quirks and flaws that make about as much sense as a snowflake's pattern
Someone who loves just listening to music and actually hears the lyrics and how they work with the rhythm
Someone who can hold me close but still make me feel free
Someone to write poetry for
Someone who isn't afraid to to tell me how they feel and will know me well enough not to feel boundaries
Someone to be philosophical with
Someone to talk to about anything and everything, even if it's random and stupid
Someone whose words make perfect sense in a way that only I can understand
Someone to laugh with
Someone who I can miss even after seeing them 15 minutes ago
Someone who doesn't mind me overanalyzing them and everything else for that matter
Someone who doesn't yell at me
Someone to wander aimlessly with
Someone who's there when no one else is
Someone who doesn't mind my cynical tendencies
Someone who can make me feel like I've never felt before
Someone who doesn't put words in my mouth
Someone who doesn't use "lines"
Someone who I can be opinionated with while they be the same
Someone who doesn't belittle me to superiorize themselves
Someone who makes me want to change myself despite them wanting me to
Someone who I can say "I ______ You" meaning I Love You and they'll understand
Someone to argue with just so I can hug them
Someone who I can make smile
Someone who I can think about and smile
Someone who I can call and say Hey to and be satisfied for the rest of the day
Someone who I can tell all my friends about
Someone who is mature but we can still act like children
Someone who I can be satisfied with just holding hands and talking quietly with
Someone who can accept me as who I am and not try to change me
Someone who acts the same around me in front of their friends
Someone who isn't jealous
Someone who I can be sillie with
Someone who I can feel safe with
Someone to fall asleep with
Someone to cuddle with while watching childish movies
Someone who I can look up to, smile, and know everything is OK
Someone who can make me feel like I can do anything
Someone who understands my symbolism
Someone who can read between the lines
Someone who I can look at in the eyes and get lost
Someone whose chest I can lay on and fall asleep to their heartbeat
Someone whose smile can melt my heart
Someone who can laugh at my blonde moments but not think I'm stupid
Someone who understands my amusement by simple things
Someone who will stay true to me
Someone who isn't like anyone I've ever known
Someone who can be themselves in front of my family
Someone whose life I can change for the better
Someone who respects me and demands that same respect for themselves
Someone who can make decisions
Someone who can be stubborn but still get a smile out of me
Someone who doesn't mind holding me in front of other people
Someone who puts up with all my guy friends
Someone who I can put before anyone and anything else and they will do the same, despite the fact I don't want them too
Someone who allows me to put their needs before my own
Someone who understands my sarcasm
Someone who knows that when I'm mean that I am just kidding with them
Someone who can talk about their dreams as if they are reality
Someone who I can write notes to about nothing in particular
Someone to live in the moment with
Someone full of doubt but can still trust me
Someone who I can hold and feel like the world stops
Someone who I can't get off my mind
Someone who will go to bed thinking about me
Someone I can go to bed thinking about
Someone whose ramblings and jumbled thoughts make perfect sense to me
Someone who I can love and know that they love me back just the same
I Don't
care
eat meat
support cruelty
change for anyone
need help
smoke
listen
open up
pay attention
think
My Favorite
movie: Brave Little Toaster
color: Pink
food: Yogurt
drink: Water with lemon
place: The Ocean
language: Gaelic
country: Ireland
flower: White Daisies or Bleeding Hearts
character: Tinkerbell
person: Julia Butterfly Hill
saying: I cannot imagine a reality in which I could care less
artist: Munch
piercing: Back corset
book: Stoned, Naked, and Looking In My Neighbors Window
sport: Softball
city: New York
show: Family Guy
body modification: Scarification or Eye Jewels
sound: I love you.
thing to hate: Girls
feeling: Tanning
school year: 1st grade
type of kiss: In the rain
shoes: Stilleto
contrast: Black and White
store: Antique Orange
band: Adema
I Am Afraid Of
snakes
spiders
bugs
hurting people
drowning
the unknown
choking
doing everything wrong
water
the future
interrupting people
being alone
suffocating
being surrounded by people
open spaces
being a terrible mother
being looked at
making decisions
calling people
answering my phone
losing someone I love
people being behind me
not seeing what's going on
kissing with my eyes closed
falling in love
marrying the wrong person
abandonment
You Are Not
in love
scene
xcore
at the disco!
emo
punk
misunderstood
unique
Hollywood
mistreated
emotionally distraught
gothic
Love Is...
bleeding
a lie
agony
hate
a disease
infidelity
belittlement
stupid
worthless
exploitation
misery
depression
abuse
pain
a one month stand
vexation
affliction
fake
distress
bitterness
a hoax
torment
forgery
crying
apnea
fallacy
unattainable
a scar
treachery
a hang over
overrated
lost
hypocrisy
pretentious
deceit
gone
artificial
suffering
chance
once in a lifetime
taken away
an ice pick in your back
tragic
out to get you
mean
being helpless
submission
what you can't have
wished for on a star
drama
Kiss Me. Love Me? Leave Me. Kill Me?
Seek

My Interests

I am interested in...
softball.
volleyball.
lacrosse.
hockey.
old cars.
football.
baseball.
music.
philosophy.
WWII history.

I'd like to meet:

Edgar Allen Poe
Julia Butterfly Hill (I'll love whoever takes me to meet her!)
Edward Norton
Tim Burton
Rasputin
Hitler
Kurt Cobain
Ani Difranco
Luke and his Anarchist Fists of Fury

My Simple Tragedies
I have no friends.

Always

Up

Or

Down,

Never

Down

And

Out.

Dream

Of

Demons

While

You

Sleep

That

Make

You

Stutter

When

You

Speak.

Speak

Now

Or

Forever

Hold

Your

Peace

In

Pieces

Once Skeptics...
Now Critics.

Music:

1-9 12 Stones, 28 Days, 311, 36 Crazyfists, 40 Below Summer A Abandoned Pools, the Academy Is..., Acceptance, Across Five Aprils, Action Action, Adema, AFI, Agent Orange, Alexisonfire, Alice In Chains, Alien Ant Farm, Alien Project, Alli With An I, Allister, Amber Pacific, Ambry, American Head Charge, Anadivine, Anberlin, And They Will Know Us by the Trail of Dead, Ani DiFranco, Anti-Flag, Apex Theory, Armor for Sleep, As I Lay Dying, Atom and His Package, Atreyu, Audio Adrenaline, the Audition, Authority Zero, Avenged Sevenfold B Bad Religion, Badfish, Badly Drawn Boy, Basement Jaxx, Bayside, the Beautiful Mistake, Beck, BEDlight for blueEYES, Better than Ezra, the Birthday Massacre, Black Dice, Bleed the Dream, Blindside, Boys Night Out, Breaking Benjamin, Bright Eyes, Bush C Cadillac Blindside, Cake, Cannibal Corpse, Captain Geech and the Shrimp Shack Shooters, Career Soldiers, Cassino, a Change of Pace, Chasing Monroe, Chasing Victory, Circa Survive, the Contingency Plan, the Clash, Coal Chamber, Coheed And Cambria, Cold, Collide, Combustible Edison, Copeland, Count the Stars, Cradle of Filth, Crossfade, Crucial Conflict, the Cure, a Cutthroat Kiss D Dance Hall Crashers, Daphne Loves Derby, a Day at the Fair, Days Away, Dead Celebrity Status, Deadsy, the Dears, Death by Stereo, Death Cab For Cutie, the Decemberists, the Deftones, Depeche Mode, Digby, Dilated People, the Dillinger Escape Plan, Disturbed, Dream Theater, the Dresdon Dolls, at the Drive In, Dropkick Murphys, Dropping Daylight, Drowning Pool, Dry Kill Logic, Duncan Sheik E the Early November, Echovalve, Eisley, Emberghost, Emery, Enblessin, the Epoxies, Eve 6, Everclear, Evergreen Terrace, Everytime I Day F Faith No More, Falling Up, Fear Factory, Feeling Left Out, Fenix TX, Fighting for Someday, Filter, Finch, Flickerstick, Flogging Molly, Flying Blind, FM Static, foreverDOWN, From Autumn To Ashes, From First To Last, Frou Frou, Funeral for a Friend, Further Seems Forever G Garbage, Gatsby's American Dream, the Getup Kids, Glassjaw, Go Sailor, Godsmack, Goldfinger, Goo Goo Dolls, the Goodwill, Graham Colton Band, Greeley Estates, Groove Coverage H Halifax, Happy Hardcore, Hatebreed, Hawk Nelson, Hawthorne Heights, Head Automatica, HED Pe, Hell is for Heroes, HelloGoodbye, Her Space Holiday, Hey Mercedes, Hidden in Plain View, HIM, Hollywood Undead, Honest Engine, Horse the Band, Hot Hot Heat, Hot Rod Circuit I I Against I, I Can Make a Mess Like Nobody's Business, the Impossibles, Ill Nino, Infinities End, Interpol J Jack's Broken Heart, Jack's Mannequin, Jack Off Jill, JamisonParker, Jane's Addiction, Jaw Breaker, Jimi Hendrix, Judas Priest, the Juliana Theory, Jump Little Children K the Killers, Killswitch Engage, KillWhitneyDead, Kings of Leon, Kittie, KMFDM, Korn, Kaura L Lacuna Coil, Le Tigre, Left Front Tire, Less Than Jake, the Letters Organize, the Librarians, Lifehouse, Lit, LostProphets, LoveDrug, Lower Class Brats, Lucky Boys Confusion M Mae, Manic Street Preachers, the Mars Volta, the Marschmellows, Masochist Halo, Matchbook Romance, the Matches, Me First and the Gimmie Gimmies, Meshuggah, Mest, the Methadones, Millencolin, Minor Threat, Minus the Bear, the Misfits, MoDenA, Mogwai, Motion City Soundtrack, Mr. T Experience, Murderdolls, the Music, Mustard Plug, MxPx, My American Heart, My Chemical Romance N Nada Surf, Name Taken, the New Deal, New Radicals, Nine Inch Nails, No Doubt, No Use for a Name, Nonpoint, Normal Like You, Northstar, Nothing to Lose O OAR, Oasis, Obsidian, the Offspring, OK Go, Operation Ivy, OPM, Orgy, OTEP, Over It, Ozzy Osbourne P Paint by Numbers, Panic! at the Disco, Pavement, a Perfect Circle, Phish, Piebald, Placebo, Plain White T's, Planes Mistaken for Stars, Poison the Well, Portishead, the Postal Service, Powerman 5000, Pretty Girls Make Graves, Prodigy, the Promise Drive, Propaghandi, Punchline Q Queen, the Queers R Radiohead, Rage Against the Machine, Rammstein, the Ramones, Reagan Youth, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Reel Big Fish, Reggie and the Full Effect, Reliquiae, REM, Remington, the Reunion Show, Rich Kids on LSD, Rise Againt, Rob Zombie, the Rocket Summer, Rufio S Saliva, Saosin, Save Ferris, Saves the Day, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Scarling, the Scene Aesthetic, Scissor Sisters, Semisonic, Senses Fail, Sevendust, Sewing With Nancie, Sex Pistols, Shinedown, Sigur Ros, Silent Drive, Slayer, Slick Shoes, Slipknot, Small Brown Bike, the Smashing Pumpkins, Smile Empty Soul, Snow Patrol, So Solid Crew, Sonic Youth, Sound Tribe Sector 9, the Spill Canvas, Spineshank, Spitalfield, SR-71, Stabbing Westward, Stars Are Falling, the Starting Line, a Static Lullaby, Stiff Little Fingers, Story of the Year, Straylight Run, Streetlight Manifesto, Stretch Arm Strong, Subatomicglue, Sublime, System of a Down T Taking Back Sunday, Tantric, Taproot, Theory of a Deadman, This Providence, a Thorn for Every Heart, Thrice, These Arms Are Snakes, Thursday, Tilt, Time is the Enemy, Tool, Trademark, Trust Company, the Twilight Collective, Type O Negative U Underoath, Unfinish Thought, the Unseen, Unwritten Law, Up Syndrome, the Used, Useless Id V Valencia, Vaselines, Velvet Revolver, the Velvet Underground, Vendetta Red, Vertical Horizon, Veruca Salt, Violent Delight, Virginia Coalition, Voices of Theory W Waiting For Autumn, Waking Ashland, Weezer, Wheatus, Wilco, With Broken Dreams X Y Yesterday's Rising Z Zao, Zero Down, Zero Seven Old Stuff Alkaline Trio, the Ataris, Blink 182, Fall Out Boy, Green Day, Hoobastank, Linkin Park, Metallica, New Found Glory, Papa Roach, Something Corporate, Sugarcult, Sum 41

Movies:

1-9 - 10 Things I Hate About You, 13 Going on 30, 28 Days, 3000 Miles to Graceland, 40 Year Old Virgin, 50 First Dates A - Almost Famous, American Beauty, American History X, American Pie(s), Angel Eyes, Anywhere but Here B - Babes in Toyland, Better Off Dead, Big Fish, Bless the Child, Blow, Boondock Saints, Boys Don't Cry, the Breakfast Club C - Can't Hardly Wait, Center Stage, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Chasing Amy, Chicago, Coyote Ugly, the Craft, Crazy/Beautiful, the Crow, Cruel Intentions D - Devil's Rejects, Dogma, Donnie Darko, Double Jeopardy, Down with Love, Drop Dead Fred, Dude, Where's My Car? E - Elephant, Empire Records, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind F - Fast Times At Ridgemont High, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Fight Club, Finding Nemo, Fools Rush In G - Garden State, Girl Interrupted, Gone in 60 Seconds, Grosse Pointe Blank H - Hardball, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, High Fidelity, How to Deal, How to Lose A Guy in 10 Days I - I am Sam, I Love You, You're Perfect, Now Change, Idle Hands, Igby Goes Down, Intolerable Cruelty J - Joy Ride K - a Knight's Tale, Knockaround Guys L - Labryinth, Little Black Book, Lost In Translation, Lot Like Love, Love Actually M - Malibu's Most Wanted, Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil, Monsters INC, Murder By Numbers, My Best Friend's Wedding, My Cousin Vinny N Napoleon Dynamite, Natural Born Killers, Never Been Kissed, the New Guy, the Nightmare Before Christmas, the Notebook O - O, O Brother Where Art Thou?, Oceans Eleven, Oceans Twelve, Office Space, Orange County, the Others P - the Pacifier, Pearl Harbor, Pitch Black, Pretty Woman, Princess Bride, Pulp Fiction Q - Quigly Down Under R - Raising Arizona, Raising Helen, Remember the Titans, Reservoir Dogs, Riding in Cars with Boys, Rocky Horror Picture Show S - Saturday Night Fever, Save the Last Dance, Say Nothing, Saw I, Saw II, School of Rock, Serendipity, She's All That, Shrek, SLC Punk, Son of Sam, Stealing Beauty, Studio 54, Sweet Home Alabama, Sweet November, the Sweetest Thing, Swimfan T - Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Toys, That Thing You Do!, There's Something About Mary, Two Weeks Notice U - Unbreakable, Uptown Girls V - Valentine, Vanilla Sky, Vanity Fair, Varsity Blues, the Virgin Suicides W - a Walk to Remember, the Waterboy, the Wedding Planner, What Dreams May Come, What Lies Beneath, Whatever it Takes, Where the Heart is, Wicker Park, Willow, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, Without a Paddle, the Wizard of Oz X - Y - Z - Zoolander

Television:

Anything on FUSE.
Anything about Hitler/Nazis.
Aqua Teen Hunger Force.
Mind Of Mencia.
Family Guy.
ESPN.
Pardon the Interruption.
Anything about tattoos.
Chapelle Show.

Books:

Echo.
Cut.
Go Ask Alice.
Mein Kampf.
Grimm's Fairytales.
Pure.
A Long Way Down.
Stoned, Naked, and Looking In My Neighbor's Window.

Heroes:

Ferris Bueller.
Bruno.
Julia Butterfly Hill.

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Am I A Bad Influence?

You go over 45, you're a bad influence. If you go under 10, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh. Total the number of things in each list you've done.No need to say wh...
Posted by Copacetic. on Wed, 23 May 2007 05:33:00 PST

GASP!

Level 1( ) smoked a cigarette.( ) smoked a cigar.(x) smoked weed/other.(x) kissed a member of the same sex.(x) drank alcohol.SO FAR: 3 Level 2(x) said "i love you" to someone.(x) had a pet die.(x) sho...
Posted by Copacetic. on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 09:33:00 PST

My Fine Is...

810 Dollars. Whoops.Add up your offenses...Smoked pot -- $10Did acid -- $5Ever had sex at church -- $25Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40Had sex with someone...
Posted by Copacetic. on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 04:15:00 PST

Socrates, Pictures, and Chemistry.

123 more page views and I'll have 13,000. I'm just kewl like that! :-D So yeah, I was initiated and I gave up on Chemistry. I registered for my classes next semester so I'm happy.Uhm..that's about it....
Posted by Copacetic. on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 04:02:00 PST

This is the survery that never ends.

Everything you'll ever want/need to know about me and a whole lot more...Name: BrianaNickname(s): Bri(e), Tink, ShawtyBirthday: November 6, 1987Where were you born: Reno, NVZodiac sign: ScorpioHeight:...
Posted by Copacetic. on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 10:12:00 PST

I've never felt as much hatred...

as I do when I look at pictures of ignorant people I used to know. Ugh...Sometimes I just want to shoot myself in the face because I feel guilty by association.Gross.
Posted by Copacetic. on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 08:16:00 PST

This was my Myspace thing when I logged in.

New Messages! New Friend Requests! New Comments! New Picture Comments! New Blog Comments! New Blog Subscription Posts! New Event Invitation! New Birthdays!WHOA MY GOSH....
Posted by Copacetic. on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 02:21:00 PST

Myspace Version 6.Infinity

Yeah...(MY)MySpace got a face lift. Pictures too. Hoe-boy
Posted by Copacetic. on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 12:28:00 PST

Protesting The Protest On The Quad? Retarded.

Seriously...it was a walk-out. No we didn't want all 6 of you who opposed the protest of us being in Iraq. We didn't like your signs that said "A soldier died so you could drive" or what-the-hell-ever...
Posted by Copacetic. on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 10:57:00 PST

How about we all grow up?

Seriously...the "U R A SLUT" Comments are getting kinda old. If you really think I care...you're seriously mistaken. I could give 2 fucks less what mindless, ignorant people think of me...I really REA...
Posted by Copacetic. on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 10:18:00 PST