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I am a fist of unease - Anne Sexton

About Me

My name's Molly.
I'm your local eccentric and conspiracy theorists.
I'm getting my Masters Degree in Psychology and soon applying to PhD programs.
I have two kewl kids, two cats, and a dwarf hamster.
If you wanna know more, you'll have to ask.

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My Interests


Wicca.
Paganism.
Kabbalah.
Chakras.
Gemstone Healing.
Astrology.
Numerology.
Egyptian and Greek Mythology.
Reincarnation.
Atlantis and Mu.
Vampires.
UFOS.
David Icke.
Project Bluebook.
Project Monarch.
Psychotronics.
MK-Ultra.
Satanic Ritual Abuse.
Multiple Personality Disorder.
Sociopathy.
Motherhood.
Creative Writing.
Literature.
Anne Sexton.
Sylvia Plath.
Forensics.
Criminology.
Serial Killers.
BDSM.

Goddesses:
Inanna. Ishtar. Asherah.
Lillith. Aastarte.
Random Stuff:
Eating meat is creepy. Our government sucks. Poetry and hot tea make life worth living.
Favorite Historical Figures:
Henry David Thoreau. Emily Dickinson. Joan of Arc. Mary Shelley. Albert Einstein. Leonardo da Vinci. Aliester Crowley. The Baal Shem Tov. Rebbe Zushe.
Favorite Poets:
Sylvia Plath. Anne Sexton. da levy. Charles Bukowski. Harold Norse. Bucky Sinister. Louise Gluck. Rita Dove. nn levant. Nick Anderson.
Turn Ons:
Dreadlocks. Piercings. Pink Hair. Poetry. And most importantly: BRAINS!
Turn Offs:
Being told: "your boobs look just like my Grandma's except she always wore a bra." Yeah, you know who you are.
I Collect:
Sock Monkeys. Frankensteins. Rocks. Books. Ex-Boyfriends. And, now, Turtles!

I'd like to meet:


Outcasts. Misfits. Freaks.
Eccentrics. Savants. Hermits. AntiHeros.

And I love Turtles!

Music:


music that's alright:
misfits. mazzy star. john lennon. neil young. dead kennedys. 7 seconds. ramones. sex pistols. circle jerks. natalie merchant. 10,000 maniacs. indigo girls. joni mitchell. bob marley. janis joplin. bob dylan. don mclean. marvin gaye. jimi hendrix. leonard cohen. regina spektor. violent femmes. pink. the beatles. eminem. and jewel. [yeah, i like jewel... so what?!]

Movies:

Heathers. Hackers. The Secretary. Silence of the Lambs.

Television:

Dexter. Cold Case. Criminal Minds.

Books:

On Walden Pond
Henry David Thoreau
Children of the Matrix
David Icke
Frankenstein
Mary Shelley
The Second Messiah: Templars, the Turin Shroud, and the Great Secret of Freemasonry
Christopher Knight and Robert Lomas
The Outlaw Bible of American Poetry
Edited by Alan Kaufman
The Complete Poems of Anne Sexton
Anne Sexton
Ararat
Louise Gluck
Ariel
Sylvia Plath
Princess: A True Story Behind the Veil in Saudia Arabia
Jean Sasson
Women Who Run with Wolves: Myths and Stories of the Wild Woman Archetype
Clarissa Pinkola Estes
Love is a Dog from Hell
Charles Bukowski
Mythology: Timeless Tales of Gods and Heroes
Edith Hamilton
The Beauty Myth
Naomi Wolf

Heroes:

The Broken Ones.
What Famous Leader Are You?
Beauty. Brains. And a Complete Psycho.
- My Dream Girl.
"We are shut up in schools and college recitation rooms for ten or fifteen years, and come out at last with a bellyful of words and do not know a thing."
Ralph Waldo Emerson
"The mind, once expanded to the dimensions of larger ideas, never returns to its original size."
Oliver Wendell Holmes
"I wonder if I’m destined to drag around the past like a discarded placenta? I wonder how far do I boil back in order to reclaim my self? I ask how many pieces did I lose along the way? Where do I find them? Can I put them back? How many times do you glue a broken vase before you toss it?”
Julie Gregory, in Sickened.
“Heart surgery, iodine injections, tubes shoved, slits sliced, blood drawn. These things change a kid. At the cellular level. You forget what you were like before they cut you, before they shaved you. The past drifts away; inaccessible. You only look to the future when they’ll find what’s wrong so it can be all over; the tests, the trying, the meds you swallow without knowing why.”
Julie Gregory
One thing I REALLY REALLY hate is the focus on body image and the "cult of thinness" in our society.
Here are some relevant quotes by some kick-ass women:
"A woman's body is the battlefield where she fights for liberation."
Germain Greer
"If we place pornography and the tyranny of slenderness alongside one another we have the two most significant obsessions of our culture, and both of them focused upon a woman's body."
Kim Chernin
"The proof that beauty is political lies in what women feel when they eat too much: GUILT. Why should guilt be the operative emotion, and female fat be a moral issue articulated with words like good and bad?"
Naomi Wolf
"A cultural fixation on female thinness is not an obsession about FEMALE BEAUTY but an obsession about FEMALE OBEDIENCE ."
Naomi Wolf
"Every woman knows that, regardless of all her other achievements, she is a failure if she is not beautiful."
Germaine Greer
"A beautiful, slender woman who 'kicks ass' may find media approval, but an unshaven woman lawyer who makes partner before her male colleagues is a 'granola dyke.' The real message to women, I believe is that powerful women are embraced only if they are thin, sexy, young, and beautiful."
Olivia Kahlo
"Men are exposed to male fashion models but do not see them as role models. Why do women react so strongly to nothing, really.... images, scraps of paper?"
Naomi Wolf
"As a way of inducing them to buy products of no use or value, women have been deliberately effected with Body Dysmorphic Disorder. Conditions that practically all women 'suffer from' are spoken of as unsightly and abnormal, to make women feel that parts of their bodies, perhaps their whole bodies, are defective and should be worked on, even surgically altered."
Germaine Greer
"If we were to acknowledge that sexuality is personal and unique, it would become unwieldy. Making sexiness into something simple, quantifiable makes it easier to explain and to market. If you remove the human factor from sex and make it about stuff big fake boobs, bleached blonde hair, long nails, poles, thongs then you can sell it. Suddenly, sex requires shopping; you need plastic surgery, peroxide, a manicure, a mall."
Ariel Levy
"People routinely assume that pornography is such a difficult and divisive issue because it's about sex. I think that's wrong. This culture struggles unsuccessfully with pornography because it is also about men's cruelty to women, and about the pleasure that men sometimes take in that cruelty. And that is much more difficult for everyone to face."
Robert Jensen
"No woman was put on this earth to be hurt or humiliated
in order to facilitate male masturbation."

Gail Dines
"The important thing is not to stop questioning."
Albert Einstein
"The greatest discovery of my generation is that a human being can alter his life by altering his attitudes of mind."
William James
"Ignorance is the night of the mind, but a night without moon and star."
Confucius

My Blog

my balloon just burst...

i did shitty on my GRE ... bah!
Posted by molly avatar on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 02:18:00 PST

your government at work....

grrrrr.... this stupid "take over" of the mormon "compound" in texas is such a fucking case of religious discrimination.  how can you fucking evacuate 400 children on the basis of one fucking uns...
Posted by molly avatar on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 10:45:00 PST

-short and sweet -

Mara officially has made the step to complete sentences!!!!  Here are some of them.....Where dat cat at?(on a walk when we passed a house where a kitty-kat lives....)Where dadda at? Help!(she wok...
Posted by molly avatar on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 10:00:00 PST

to my friends - the great give away (or maybe not so great....)

THIS IS A REVISION.....I have several gemstones pendants that I feel are ready to make new homes.  If any of these gems talk to you, they are yours....  You can tell me in my blog comments o...
Posted by molly avatar on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 04:12:00 PST

so where was i....

A Soundbite..."April is the cruelest month." - TS ElliotI hate April.  April is the month my young'ins were born and died.  They would be eight years old this year.  We went to the ceme...
Posted by molly avatar on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 10:36:00 PST

Mara’s First Haircut.....

Mara has the worst hair ever.  She seriously was growing baby dreadlocks.  I told Jon that I was either putting wax in her hair and making them real dreads or I was cutting her hair off.&nbs...
Posted by molly avatar on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 04:44:00 PST

stuff about stuff

Some lil updates about our lil lives....  (from youngest to oldest)....Mara CarmelShe’s 19 months old but seems much older than that too me.  She can sing her ABC’s (badly) and c...
Posted by molly avatar on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 03:40:00 PST

Guess I gotta post some new pictures, yo...

Jon and I (taken yesterday).  Note the skateboard in the background.  We have them hanging all over the house as window treatments...lolThis is just me.Nechama and her friend from school at ...
Posted by molly avatar on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 08:51:00 PST

The Mostly Ugly Pictures...

We've been sick this week which has majorly sucked.  First Nechama barfed all night (it was so bad we had to THROW AWAY her bed mattress..... ewwwww...)  Then Mara.  Then Me.  The...
Posted by molly avatar on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 09:39:00 PST

Israel may outlaw anorexic models! Yay Israel!

Article From: Guardian Newspapers   Adi Barkan, an Israeli photographer and model agent, became acutely aware of the pervasiveness of anorexia when he interviewed 12,000 females, aged 13 to 24, i...
Posted by molly avatar on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 07:08:00 PST