Independent Researcher, Undisciplined Kritikal and klinikal Theorist, musician, therapeutik masseur, musik-text[e]-image-theatre Re-writer
I'd like to meet:
ko-laborative types for postindustrial musik and film/video projects.
Music:
Stahlwerk 9, Indigo Larvae, Industrial Implant, tz.p2, Kris Force, Vargr Wulf, Ov Korpse, INSTITUT, Echo West, David Borden, Mother Mallard, Les Sentiers Conflictuels, Blasterkorps, HERR, Recondita Stirpe, Egide Aurea, Rome, Leiche Rustikal, mask of the Slave, Spatter, Slogun, Control, Sickess, Richard Ramirez, Black Leather Jesus, Warewolf Jerusalem, Last Rape, Cyclotimia, Sektion B, Teatro Satanico, Sixes, VOLKSWEERBAARHEID, Werkraum, Wermut, Wertham, AIT!, Saint Empire, A Challenge of Honour, Straight Mental Institute, Neutral, Eis & Licht, Tor Lundvall, His Divine Grace, Institution D.O.L., Wappenbund, Atrox, Der Feuerkreiner, Anenzepahalia, Haus Arafna, M.B., Genocide Organ, In the Nursery, Nature and Organisation, Northgate, Runes Order, Death In June, Der Blutharsch, Hau Ruck!, Neuropa, Der Angriff, Divine Comedy, Old Europa Cafe, Cold Meat Industries, Athanor, Tesco, TuT/RuR, Mental Measuretech, La Maison Moderne, Tribe of Circle, TERRORITMO, Totenlieder, Inner Glory, Ain Soph, Folkstorm VS. MZ 4.12, Blood Axis, Les Joyaux De La Princesse, Deutsch Nepal, Brighter Death Now, Derniere Volonte, Frozen Faces, :Of the Wand and the Moon:, Lucisferrato, Reutoff, Berkana, Graumahd, Sal Solaris, Spiritual Front, The Green Man, Turbund Sturmwerk, Riharc Smiles, In Slaughter Natives, Novo Homo, Bain Wolfkind, I-C-K, PPF, PAL, Bearer of the Inmost Sun, Apoptose, Decadence, Calle Della Morte, Raison D'etre, Novy Svet, Foresta Di Ferro, His Divine Grace, Naevus, VARUNNA, :Wumpscut:, Waldteufel, Mushroom's Patience, Argine, Dawn and Dusk Entwined, Folkvang, The Sword Volcano Complex, Cadaverous Condition, Toroidh, In Gowan Ring, Karnnos, Sieben, Forseti, Allerseelen, Elli Riehl, Darkwood, Kirlian Camera, 4th Sign of the Apocalypse, Inade, O Paradis, Fire and Ice, Nocturnal Emissions, Etant Donnes, SPK, Amber Asylum, Laibache, Lustmord, Controlled Bleeding, Test Dept., Cabaret Voltaire, Peter Hope, Richard Kirk, Severed Heads, Portion Control, Cassandra Complex, Young Gods, Orange Cake Mix, Flying Saucer Attack, The Occasional Keepers, Trembling Blue Stars, Mark Robinson, Flin Flon, True Love Always, Versus, HollAnd, Vitesse, Cansecos, Statuesque, Lowfish, Barcelona, Other People's Children, Felt, Figurine, Darla Records, Teenbeat, Cherry Red, Sarah, North of January, My Mean Magpie, Colin Newman, Tuxedomoon, Steven Brown, Les Temps Moderne, Factory Records, The Wake [LTM], the Names, Crispy Ambulance,Thick Pigeon,The Blue Orchids, Paul Haig, Josef K, The Bats, The Fall, Bubonic Plague, Fad Gadget, Magazine, Luxuria, Monochrome set, Suicide, The Postal Service, A Certain Ratio, East River Pipe, Isan, Autechre, Virginia Astley, Arms of Someone New, Soul Whirling Somewhere, Labradford, Bowery Electric, M-1 Alternative, Coil, Bark Psychosis, Disco Inferno, Orange Juice, Tree Fort Angst, The Saturday People, Northern Picture Library, Secret Shine, Pale Saints, Tomorrowland, Sisterhood of Convoluted Thinkers, Steinbecks, Sukpatch, Honeybunch, Junior Varsitykm, Japan, Sylvian, St. Christopher, Field Mice, Bunnyhug, Trisomie 21, Fact 22, Section 25, 23 Skidoo, MJR33, M83, Durutti Column, Wolfgang Press, In Camera, Clan of Xymox
Movies:
New York [times square] Underground, Bruno Mattei, Bertolucci, Dziga Vertov, Michael Powell, Dick Randall, William Girdler who died at 31, Eisenstein, Fassbinder who died at 37, Herzog, Tarkovsky, Jablonski, Kubrick, Scorcese, Henenlotter, Roger Cormon, Carpenter, Lamberto and Mario Bava, Fulci, Argento, Paul Naschy, Jess Franco, Mikels, Borowczyck, Andy Milligan, Michael and Roberta Findlay, Doris Wishman, Passolini, Polanski, Alain Resnais, Altman, Fellini, Orson Wells, producer Harry Novak, trash king/carny lover David Friedman, Criterion Collection, Something Weird Video, British, American, Spanish, Italian Horror and Giallos, Documentaries, Independent, Mondo Macabro, Synapse, Xploited, [I hate Porn!...except for Bucky Beaver Glory cinema at SWV or GuySpank Videos I haven't even ordered or acted in yet], October, Three Songs for Lenin/Kino eye, Monster of Venice [american title: The Embalmer], toolbox murders, Troma, i spit on yr grave, Black Sunday, 976-EVIL, The Deadly Spawn, KOOKY KIDDY KARNIVAL MOVIES FROM SOMETHING WIERD VIDEO, GRIZZLY, Battleship Potemkin, 'Your Job In Germany' short film by Frank Capra, Monsters crash the pajama party, touch of evil, EvilSpeak starring the amazing Clint Howard, SAVAGE MAN/SAVAGE BEAST, RAW FORCE, confessions of a police captain, peeping tom, peggy sue gets married, Blaze Goes Nudist, escape to witch mountain, donny darko, blood beach, the pom pom girls, the beach girls, Booby Trap, The Takers, Another day Another Man, Bad Girls go to Hell, Hitchhike To Hell, French Sex Murders, Shriek of the Mutilated, La Bete, [The Beast -triple dvd set from cult epics], CONQUEST, NAIL GUN MASSACRE [SPECIAL EDITION]. Indescent Desires, THE DRILLER KILLER [cult epics 2 DISK LIMITED EDITION WIDESKREEN VERSION with the early films of Abel Ferrara], Teenage Gang Debs, The Black Cat, Virgin Amongst the Living Dead, ZOMBI 1-5, Zombi Holocaust, Canibal Holocaust, Holocaust 2, SHOCK WAVES, Das Boot, The Zodiak Killer, JackThe Ripper with Klaus Kinski, Taste of Blood, Alligator 1+2, Swamp Girl,Swamp Country, Midnight Plowboy, Pigkeeper's daughter, Dacula Dirty Old Man, The Sinful Dwarf, Demons 1+2, Henry 1+2, Maniac Cop 1-3, Sleepaway Camp, THE PIT, Hellgate, Hammer Horror Box set, Vincent Price's Entire Filmik Kareer, The Beyond, Phenomena, Inferno, Susperia, Aenigma, BloodFeast2, The Bunker, Night and Fog, Nightporter, Brain Damage, Basket Case, Frankenhooker, some Hershell Gordon Lewis, Stalker, The sacrifice, fearless Vampire Killers, Martin, Querelle, Fox and His Friends, Whitey, Tin drum, Excalibur, Sword and sandal films, myriads of stupid horny teen sex-angst comedies from all decades... Dahmer, Cremaster series, Touch of her Flesh, Curse of her flesh, Kiss of her flesh, Olga's House of shame, white Slaves of chinatown, Olga's Dance Hall Girls, Scum of the Earth, The Defilers, I Eat Your Skin, The Sadist, High School Caesar, Blonde in Bondage, Island Movies, The Beast That Killed Women, The wild wild world of Jayne Mansfield, Bloody Pit of Horror, Cool It Baby, Miniskirt Love, Venus In Furs, Carnival of Blood, Curse of the Headless Horseman, Asylum of satan, Satan's Children, Fear No evil, The Children, [Music Videos/DVDs of Institution DOL, Cabaret Voltaire, Laibache, Death In June, HollAnd, Robert Ashley, LTM bands], Black Sabbath, Black Sunday, Ordinary People, Deer Hunter, Mean Streets, Badlands, Bad Lieutenant, God Told Me to, Hiroshima Mon Amour, Ilsa Box set, Omen Box set, Buster Keaton, Asylum (documentary), Battle of Algiers, Chopping Mall, The Funhouse, Terror Train, Scanners, Crash, Blue Velvet, Escape from New York and LA, Fiend, Repo Man, They Live, Street Trash, The Fog, [some, but not all, of the Halloween-Friday the 13th-Nightmare on elm street series], Reanimator, Xtro, Pirahna, Humanoids from the Deep, Prophecy, C.H.U.D 1+2, Future Kill, Liquid Sky, Bette Gordon's Feminist masterpiece, _Variety_ written by Kathy Acker, Savages, Women In Love, Three Women, The Tempest, Frankenstein's Kastle of Freaks, Satan In High Heals, The Whip and the Body, It's Alive 1-3, All the Myriads of Mondo Movies, magic realism, welcome to the dollhouse, storytelling, Kitsch Industrial Safety and Educaton Films, Kid's Commercials from the Golden Age of Television, Horrors of Spider Island, The Beatniks, Alexander Nevsky, Galaxy of Terror, Deadly Friend, Incredibly strange creatures which became mixed-up Zombies, Wild Guitar, The Girl can't Help It!, Dr, Orloff Box Set, Love is the Devil, Propaganda Movies of different stripes and colors, Night of the Demons, Happy Birthday To Me, Occult History of the third Reich vol 1-4, Triumph of the Will, Bloodthirsty Butchers, Shogun Assasin, Stage Fright, Mill of the Stone Women
Television:
Monk, Night Gallery, Dark Shadows, Twin Peaks, Fantasy Island, The Prisoner, Italian TV miniseries, _Best of Youth_....Ones in front of which we would be bored shitless yet extremely eroticized...[am told the Sopranos but boycott the controversial black out bad ending], the very funny show of only one season, Lucky Louie..
Books:
BOOKS=Deleuze, Guattari, Bataille, Blanchot, Foucault, Stoekl, Nietzsche, Sacher-Masoch, Klossowski, Wittgenstein, Shaviro, Semiotexte, Jean Luc-Nancy, Elaine Kaufman, Barthes, Durkheim, deMan, Cohen, Spinoza, Genosko, Bergson, Bachelard, Baudrillard, Agamben, Derrida, Sartre, Freud, Marx, Lenin, Heidegger, Lyotard, Wojnarowicz, Negri, Virilio, Neue Slowenische Kunst [NSK], books about horror, GrindHouse, Drive-In, and cult movies, Musil, Binnswanger, Grunberger, Lagache, Bachofen, Bergler, Lacan, Reik, deCerteau, Paul Nizan, "Eaten Alive" by Jay Slater, TYR Myth Culture Tradition vols 1-2, Lawrence Rickles, Julius Evola, Alain de Benoist, Ulrich Baer, Goodrick-Clarke, Zizek, Dufresne, Henry Krips, Renata Salecl, le Lizard Noir and Suehiro Maruo, Jeffrey Burton Russell, Jean Paulhan, The Secret King by Flowers, Kevin Trudeau
Heroes:
Generally I don't think and practice strukturally enough to have transcendentalized heroes [gods] who are not in real present time, quite frankly! Seems irrational and dangerous perhaps. Affirmation and negation...in immortality "enemies" or trajik losses, or sadistik abuse can be "heroik" since their [our] bad sides, [le sadisme of the objekte] or "Le masochisme" of the subjekt are deleted when they are mortal [Hate] and their good sides prevail Viktoriously when im-mortalized. a theory of mythologies and "of the spirit" and "Love"
